In 1991.
The waves of Clearwater Bay lap at the shore, and the atmosphere is gentle and confusing.
The night curtain was slightly propped open by the stars and moons.
Under the moonlight.
A high-profile final is underway.
On the stage, there are many beautiful people.
Ada.
Guo Aiming.
Both smiled sideways, waiting for a result.
"The most photogenic lady of 1991 was—"
After a rush of drum beat rhythms.
As soon as the host read out "No. 3", Cai Shaofen and Guo Aiming instantly looked forward to it.
And she.
The lips of the vermilion opened slightly.
Step by step.
By the time we got to the center of the stage, the host's voice had dropped—
"Congratulations to Miss Fan Yimin!"
That Hong Kong sister beauty pageant can be described as a fairy fight.
Cai Shaofen, delicate and feminine.
Guo Aiming, gentle and atmospheric.
In Cantonese, "photogenic" is often used as a substitute for "pretty".
Fan Yimin can stand out among the beauties.
It shows her brilliance.
On screen, she is always beautiful and alive.
Earrings dangling.
The corners of his mouth are raised.
Eyes lit up.
Years later, there are countless people who sigh like this -
God opened a window of beauty for her.
At the same time, the portal of love is also locked.
What's over there at the door?
For Fan Yimin, who is in her twenties, there is no need to ask questions for the time being.
Engaging in a career is the most urgent task at the moment.
In 1997.
She starred in Tai Chi Guru. The male protagonist is Wu Jing.
This drama has amazed many people's childhood time.
Fan Yimin, in particular, has since lived on the tip of countless people's hearts.
In the play, she can be solemn and harmonious.
Cool.
Men's clothing is handsome.
Women's clothing is beautiful and pleasant.
Together with Wu Jing, cp sense is full.
The audience entered the play too deeply, so they began to dream of "the male and female protagonists have love because of the play".
In 2001, Fan Yimin, who was in the limelight, suddenly returned to Hong Kong.
Two years later, Wu Jing decided to go to Hong Kong to develop.
One after the other, giving rise to speculation -
"In order to take care of his girlfriend, Wu Jing broke into the Hong Kong circle alone."
Today.
There are still people who concoct such a story based on personal speculation and add oil and vinegar:
Fan Yimin hated Wu Jing for having no future.
He was given an ultimatum to earn 5 million in 3 years.
Eventually, he became a fish stall owner in a wet market.
Then, to sum it up with this point of view:
"Once upon a time, I didn't like to answer.
Now I, you can't climb high. ”
A cool article about "The Fallen Boy Strikes Back". And so it was born.
But this is not the case.
Wu Jing went to Hong Kong because he had a seed of "action movies" in his heart.
The reason why Fan Yimin faded out, on the one hand, is that her personal health is not good.
hair loss.
asthma.
hypoglycemia.
At that time, let's come to the door together.
On the other hand, it was she herself who was caught up in an emotional entanglement.
The one who stirs up a pool of spring water.
His name is Luo Zhaohui.
He was 7 years older than her and a wealthy real estate businessman.
In the early years, he was a small in the city, with a clever mouth that could coax people.
Fan Yimin is trapped in the love network he has woven.
He spent a lot of money.
His humor is funny.
His sweet words.
It all made her unable to extricate herself.
Unfortunately, these beauties are not her exclusive privilege.
Luo Zhaohui has always been mercurial.
How can you give up the whole garden for a rose?
He is passionate about being a hunter sniper in the entertainment industry.
Liu Jialing.
Yuan Yongyi.
Li Jiaxin.
They all had entanglements with him.
He said, "Chasing girls is easy! Send 1 million to her, she does not agree to 10 million, do not agree to 100 million, 1 billion, will always agree! ”
Left hug right hug, so unhappy.
But this kind of drunken life did not last long.
In 1997.
Affected by the financial turmoil.
His stocks and real estate collapsed across the board.
As a result, he went from a billionaire to a debt-laden old man.
Under the pressure of layers, he plans to burn charcoal to commit suicide and end his life.
However, he was discovered in time and failed to do so.
After that, he began to change his temperament.
With a posture of ending up together, bombarding the Hong Kong entertainment industry——
In 2001, Zhang Zhilin and Yuan Yongyi had just married, and Luo Zhihui suddenly called Zhang Zhilin: "I once used 100w to raise your wife for 2 months!" ”
He also took Liu Jialing's private materials and completed the transaction with the tabloid reporter.
And, kicking Fan Yimin's derailment:
"This stupid girl, when she was with me, she dragged with He Baosheng and stepped on two boats at once."
As he said.
In 2000, Fan Yimin fell in love with He Baosheng.
At that time, they were all filming in the "Wu Zhuangyuan Su Can" crew.
Come and go, fake drama really do.
Compared to the crazy and violent Luo Zhaohui.
He Baosheng's gentle restraint obviously made her more attached.
Unfortunately, she did not cut the relationship that still existed. As a result, the city was full of storms.
Pure jade woman, instantly turned into an amorous slut.
She did not complain about Luo Zhaohui.
When they met again, she stood beside him as a friend.
After Luo Zhaohui fell ill and went bankrupt, she helped many times.
But it is difficult to stop the decline.
In 2011.
Luo Zhaohui died suddenly in Dongguan at the age of 47.
In front of the cold tombstone.
Fan Yimin put down a bouquet of flowers.
With the last gentle thoughtfulness, comforting a wandering soul.
Then turn around.
Walk toward the door.
He Baosheng stood in front of the door to greet her.
Beautiful and gentle as water.
As an actor.
Lin Pingzhi, played by him, was widely praised by the audience.
As a star.
Some people even used him to compare himself with Gu Tianle and said that he would not fall behind.
Unfortunately, under He Baosheng's perfect appearance, there are many bad problems hidden -
Drag racing.
gambling.
Repeatedly change girlfriends.
Wang Mingquan once said of him:
"The acting skills are good, the drama is extensive, and both the positive and negative sides can be retracted freely." But he only likes to gamble, and he does not know how to converge. ”
He came from a prominent family and was 100% rich. I didn't suffer hardships, and after entering the circle, I had a smooth ride.
Don't know what failure is.
I don't know what restraint is.
Until he met Fan Yimin, his bad problems were slightly restrained.
Originally, the two would walk side by side toward happiness.
At that time, Fan Yimin also wanted to marry him.
However, I got a reply like this -
"I want to practice monasticism, and that's where I belong."
After a luxurious life, he came into contact with Buddhism, consulted the Buddhist scriptures, and finally stayed away from the red dust.
Using the dharma name of "Daosheng", he became a monk at Baolin Zen Temple.
Ignore the world's troubles anymore.
No longer obsessed with red faces.
He brushed his clothes away.
She didn't forget it so quickly.
afterward.
Fan Yimin, like He Baosheng, also began to believe in Buddhism.
He took the name of the Fa and called it "Dao Miserly".
It is the same as He Baosheng's legal number.
In 2019.
Fan Yimin took the stage to sing "Laughing Karma".
"I can't help but be worried, the flowers blossom and fall, the news has been broken, and the tears are trickling."
Singing to the emotional place, I can't help but frown.
I don't know if at that time, I remembered the person whose voice had been interrupted.
In 2020.
Fan Yimin rarely mentioned He Baosheng in an interview:
"I'm less likely to talk about him. Because his tasks in the world are different, he is a man who has come out of the mortal world. Of course, he's a good guy. ”
A few words, a decent finish.
Nothing else.
Those love-hate entanglements in those years had already escaped into the empty door with He Baosheng.
Outsiders will no longer know.
Only know.
He has since.
Twilight drum morning bell, ancient temple deep.
She went back.
Towards the sunset moon, the love road is far away.
When the love affair ends sloppily, youth has passed away in a hurry.
Fan Yimin no longer loved.
Past relationships.
Growing with age.
It made her dare not take any further steps forward.
But the main thing is because of poor health.
As early as her debut, she suffered from illness.
Her low immunity left her with a lot of hair loss and severe asthma.
Every time she goes out, she has to prepare two things —
First aid drugs and ventilators.
In more severe cases, only a needle can be given on the head.
Long-term pain treatment made her afraid to "drag others down".
When she was young, a boyfriend always accompanied her to the hospital. After the busy, the fatigue is fully revealed.
She began to wonder, "What can I bring him?" ”
The search does not find an answer.
She mentioned the breakup.
A reporter once asked her: Do you want to get married?
She said: "I dare not have a marriage commitment because there is no need to let a man accompany me to the doctor every day." ”
The reporter asked again: "Maybe someone doesn't mind?" ”
She groaned for a moment, then sighed:
"I am so miserable, and I can think that the other party is also very painful."
In order not to delay the happiness of others.
She never married in her life.
Alone in the years.
For the first two years, she tried to return to the entertainment industry.
Twilight is lonely and uncomfortable. Find something to do, so that you can live in nothingness.
pity.
Prosperity has nothing to do with her.
The role left for her is only passer-by A.
The TV series participated in the show did not even have specific information on the Internet.
But, she still takes it seriously.
When shooting martial arts scenes, there is no need for a stand-in. After the play, it is always a pain.
Such an effort did not stir up much of a splash.
On the contrary, it was her good deeds that caused widespread dissemination.
In 2011.
Actor Liu Jiahui suddenly suffered a stroke.
His family property was cheated away by his wife and assistants one after another.
Fan Yimin learned about it.
Not only did he help him fight the lawsuit, but he also took care of his living quarters personally.
It took eight years.
The good news is.
Liu Jiahui eventually recovered his property and was able to enjoy his old age in peace.
Someone asked her why she was aiding?
Fan Yimin said lightly:
"It was only when I was young and sickly that I knew nursing knowledge that I was righteous to help."
Netizens' blessings came——
"Good people will eventually have good rewards."
"Kindness will eventually lead to good karma."
Glitz half a life, fleeting.
She took it lightly, folded her hands, and prayed with a prayer.
She tried to ask: What is the meaning of existence?
Now I finally understand the answer I am looking for——
"The most important thing is to do yourself well and cherish the things around you."
The past does not have to be chased, and the deceased does not need to read.
Those who love, those who regret.
Those who are unwilling, those who are unwilling.
And let them drift away in time, turning into smoke clouds of life, fading into a traceless.
Looking back, the scenery continues...