In order to chase "Soldier Assault", I didn't sleep all night and went straight to work the next day. After a few days, although young, it was also very uncomfortable.
So far, the many growth experiences of "Soldier Assault" still impress me.
Because I like "Soldier Assault" too much, as soon as "Special Warfare Glory" started, I went to chase. It felt like Xu Sanduo and Yan Shaoyue were actually not people at a high level. Xu Sanduo was just a provocateur who was forced to become stronger, and Yan Baoyue had been a strong person since childhood.
A scumbag and a bully have all become the king of soldiers. The difference and connection between them is very interesting.
First, yan is strong, and when it is weak, it is particularly short.
Because he had the experience of being locked up in the cellar by human traffickers as a child, he had claustrophobia. It was also because the children, who were also locked up in the cellar, watched him climb out of the cellar for a bite to eat, not to help and follow, but to call for someone to catch him.
Report a companion who escapes and you can get one more corn.
Therefore, Yan Baoyue's innate affinity for the word companion is insufficient, and he is accustomed to breaking through alone. The more you are afraid, the stronger you have to become. The lonelier you are, the less afraid you are.
After escaping from human traffickers, he received military training from his military father at a young age.
From the beginning, his goal was to become stronger, to become a man like his father, to surpass his father, and then to achieve self-transcendence, fear, loneliness or solitude.
He's the kind of guy who's born strong. Even when he arrived at the unit, the company commander gave him too many artificial trials: to work as a cook in the cooking squad, to arrange a border mission in the special service company, and to work as a correspondent at the regimental headquarters after killing drug dealers with psychological trauma.
His lonely time is particularly short, and his frustrations are particularly short. The drama "Special Battle Glory" is more to show his strength in hardship and difficulties.
Second, many weak, forced to become strong.
Xu Sanduo was weak, his father felt that he was weak, and Shi Banchang felt that he was weak, because he was afraid that he was weak to the point of being weak, so weak that he had no self, so he forced him to be strong.
He was assigned to the prairie fifth class, a mixed class. The whole class is mixing, there are active mixes, there are passive mixes, a bunch of learned helpless people, achieving a learned helpless environment.
The so-called learned helplessness is to have worked hard, because they have not seen the results for a long time, and they have given up their efforts.
Xu Sanduo insisted on housekeeping, insisted on exercise, insisted on doing meaningful things, and built a stone road. The yin and yang came to the honor by mistake, and he became a special existence, but when the propaganda was carried out, his merit was robbed, and he was really lonely and almost gave up.
He entered the Seventh Steel Company, protected by the squad leader, but the company commander did not like it. It was hard to adapt, but the squad leader retired from the army. The company commander liked it, and the steel seventh company was also dismissed.
Slowly, everyone had a place to go, and only two people were left in the company, the company commander and Xu Sanduo. The two men insisted on internal affairs, insisted on queuing up to go to the canteen, insisted on singing military songs outside the canteen, and insisted on the spirit of the soldiers. But the company commander was gone.
He cleaned alone, and guarded the empty barracks alone. It's like a forgotten being. I almost had a nervous breakdown, and at this time I participated in the selection and entered the special forces.
"Soldier Assault" has a particularly detailed description of the loneliness and confusion of many people. What moved me precisely was this loneliness,
Loneliness is the myth of the transcendent, even if it is the instigator who hates environmental change the most, but is forced to change.
Third, no matter how strong or weak life is, only these are the most worthy of dependence.
Whether it is the strength of Yan Baoyue or the loneliness of Xu Sanduo, the inspiration for me is the same.
The bottom card of life is originally different for everyone. Some people are open and hanging mode, some people are not general mode, and some people are simply bad cards.
However, Yan Baoyue, like Xu Sanduo, had the attachment and concentration to the goal, and to the extent that there was no distraction in his heart.
It is hard to imagine that people to this extent cannot do anything and achieve growth. Don't care whether you are a bully or a scum, you can always go further on your existing foundation. Don't compare yourself with others, this is a super meaningful goal in life.
At the same time, Yan Baoyue, like Xu Sanduo, met too many nobles, as if he had the aura of the protagonist.
But think about it, just like a fly can sting an egg with a slit, anyone will look for someone. It must be that you have some qualities in yourself that attract people who pay attention to you, like you, and are willing to help you. Meet such people, maintain a humble and empty cup mentality, absorb like a sponge, grow quickly, and be grateful at the same time.
Like Xu Sanduo, Yan Baoyue's frustration and loneliness are all a section of the road.
Adler has said that everyone has an inferiority complex, which is normal and sometimes an opportunity to grow. But because of the sense of inferiority and stagnation, thinking that inferiority is the reason why you can't do things and can't take a step, it becomes an inferiority complex, which is harmful to life.
Often, you insist on it for a while, boil it up, and the willow is dark and bright is just around the corner.
Whether it is a bully, or a scum, whether it is strong or weak, whether it is actively becoming stronger, or being forced to become stronger, becoming what you want to be, there are ways to go, and there are rules to follow.
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