Author: Hai Ruo
The first time I watched "The Golden Powder Family", I was very young.
I was deeply touched by the purity of Leng Qingqiu's smile, I like her qinggao arrogance as her name suggests, and I like her bookish temperament. Follow the plot, rejoice for her and worry for her.
Hate Bai Xiuzhu's stubbornness, hate her big miss's style, and be happy for her to leave Jin Yanxi.
Now 19 years later, revisiting this drama, I found that Jin Yanxi is not worthy of Bai Xiuzhu, and she deserves to have better love.
The story of this drama takes place in the turbulent Republic of China period, and Jin Yanxi, a disciple of Jin Yanxi, was originally fond of Bai Xiuzhu, who was a green plum bamboo horse, but because of an inadvertent glimpse of Hong hong, he was deeply attracted by the cold and autumn temperament of the cold door students.
In that special historical period, love was mixed with the consideration of family interests, and in the struggle between all parties, the love and hatred of three people became confusing.
01 Crazy for love
Jin Yanxi is the younger son of Jin Quan, the prime minister of the Beiyang warlord cabinet, and Bai Xiuzhu is the younger sister of The Chief Bai Xiongqi. Two people from a young age, very good.
People around also think that the two houses are right, which is a match made in heaven. In particular, Jin Yanxi's third sister-in-law, Yu Fen, the third young grandmother of the Jin Dynasty, is Bai Xiuzhu's cousin, and she naturally tries her best to match the marriage of the two people.
Bai Xiuzhu wholeheartedly likes Jin Yanxi, but Jin Yanxi's mind has been taken away since she met leng Qingqiu, a civilian student.
Ignoring Bai Xiuzhu's feelings, he painstakingly searched for Leng Qingqiu, created various opportunities to meet her, and also set up a poetry club, making himself a literary youth she liked, and even bought the house next door to the Leng family at great expense.
At first, Leng Qingqiu refused. She politely refused Jin Yanxi's invitation, refused him to charter a rickshaw to transport her to and from school, and hung the best fabric he had sent on the opening of the two adjacent walls.
However, with Jin Yanxi's continuous love for Leng Qingqiu and his liking, Leng Qingqiu was finally moved.
In this process, Jin Yanxi's energy was focused on Leng Qingqiu, completely ignoring Bai Xiuzhu's feelings.
Bai Xiuzhu was born in high society, had superior family conditions, was well educated, and lived a life of pampering and pampering. Her brother and sister-in-law doted on her, which made her develop a big lady temper. She is intelligent, lively, stylish, and kind, but also brutal and willful, and unforgiving.
Girls in love are the most insecure. She likes Jin Yanxi, but she doesn't know how to get along. The big lady's temper comes up, and it often makes people feel flying.
Bai Xiuzhu's personality is too strong, making the two people love and kill each other. It's like two hedgehogs, wanting to hug each other again, and afraid of pricking themselves.
For Jin Yanxi, who grew up with Bai Xiuzhu's sideburns, the appearance of Leng Qingqiu, like a fairy who does not eat fireworks in the world, is undoubtedly a white moonlight.
Once, after Yanxi and Xiuzhu quarreled, Yanxi went to the Bai family on mrs. Jin's order to apologize, and he pretended to go to the Bai family, but actually went to Leng Qingqiu's school. Xiuzhu waited foolishly for a day, and did not see Yanxi's shadow, and she vowed to settle accounts with him.
The two people quarreled repeatedly, and the contradiction escalated step by step. Xiuzhu's personality is revealed, and she makes a big fuss at every turn, making Yanxi feel tired and bent on finding a docile and lovely daughter-in-law.
Xiuzhu's elder brother Bai Xiongqi changed his attitude towards the Jin family for the sake of the family's interests, as Jin Quan's status changed. When Jin Quan's position was unstable, he opposed Xiuzhu and Yanxi being together; when Jin Quan came back, he hoped that Xiuzhu and Yanxi would reunite.
These affect their feelings.
When Yanxi finally decided to marry Leng Qingqiu, Xiuzhu's heart was broken.
On the wedding day of Yanxi and Qingqiu, Xiuzhu wore a wedding dress and looked poignantly on the balcony, her face full of tears. The Bai family returned from the banquet and found Xiuzhu wearing a wedding dress and lying on the ground.
At that moment, a rich lady was so humble that it was painful.
At this time, Bai Xiuzhu only had Jin Yanxi in her heart, although she had a strong personality, but she loved Jin Yanxi very much in her bones and lost herself in blind love.
02 Open the knot
Jin Yanxi and Leng Qingqiu's marriage made Bai Xiuzhu sad and jealous. At first, she was still not dead-hearted, and she tried her best to break them up.
Bai Xiongqi, the brother who returned to China after returning to Germany, although he did not hesitate to use any means in his career, he was still very protective of his little sister.
He urged Xiuzhu to study in Japan, but Xiuzhu refused, saying that if she went, she would take Jin Yanxi with her, otherwise she would not go anywhere.
Bai Xiongqi patiently persuaded Xiuzhu, and he analyzed: Jin Yanxi is already married, if Xiuzhu insists on being good with Yanxi, she can only be a concubine, and with Xiuzhu's temper, she will definitely not be willing. Besides, he is already married, if he is still connected with Xiuzhu, isn't that a scumbag? Isn't being with such a scumbag lowering one's identity?
The sharpness of the xueba played a role here, and Bai Xiuzhu listened to the tears. She understood her brother's painstaking efforts, and also understood that it was fruitless to be with a playboy like Yanxi.
She went to Japan alone to study and completed her own transformation.
During her time in Japan, a lot also happened in the country.
After Jin Yanxi got married, when he had his white moonlight, he found that although love was beautiful, the class differences and living habits that were in the marriage were erasing their feelings.
He came from a wealthy background and was used to doing what he wanted to do under the protection of his family. He likes to be in the lights and wine, and he likes to play with friends until the end of the night.
But because all of his financial resources come from his parents, he is often financially stretched. Therefore, Leng Qingqiu also had to rely on the Jin family. She longs for independence and has her own pride, but financial constraints and differences in thinking with the Jin family have caused her and Jin Yanxi to have a huge disagreement.
Xiuzhu, who majored in home economics in Japan, returned home with a cool, mature and elegant look.
When Bai Xiuzhu returned with a new image, that kind of independent and free femininity immediately attracted Jin Yanxi. He felt that it was more appropriate for the two of them to be together.
However, things are not human, and Bai Xiuzhu at this time is no longer the insecure little girl who loved her humble in the past. After several years of studying in Japan, she has become mature and independent, and has found herself.
03 Find Yourself
At a banquet for political dignitaries, Jin Quan was angered by the uninvited Bai Xiong and drove the crane west. Bai Xiongqi finally became the prime minister of the state as he wished.
The top pillar of the Jin family fell, and a large family suddenly became a mess of sand. Mrs. Kim was unable to support the extended family and decided to split up.
Jin Yanxi, a stupid boy, never thought that there would be such a day. The Jin family was ruined, and he thought of asking his friends to find a job, when he found that those so-called friends had long been gone.
At this time, he had to turn to Bai Xiuzhu for help, although the Bai family had a vendetta against his father for him.
Baek so-joo initially wants to get revenge on Leng Qingqiu, and she tells everyone that she will go to Germany with Jin Yanxi. When Qingqiu learned of this news, his heart was like ashes, and his heart completely broke with Yanxi.
When Xiuzhu easily took Jin Yanxi back, she found out how weak and ruthless he was. In order to be with her, he could easily abandon Leng Qingqiu's mother and son.
At this time, Bai Xiuzhu can be described as sober in the world. She saw Jin Yanxi clearly, and she also knew that her years of obsession had been wrongly paid.
She knew that Jin Yanxi could abandon Leng Qingqiu today, and she might abandon her tomorrow.
She began to turn to Jin Yanxi, and she ignored the love answer, and she had psychologically jumped out of the little girl who longed for love.
When Jin Yanxi knelt down to propose to her, she shed bitter tears. The moment she had been looking forward to so much had now become so sad.
Leng Qingqiu's end made her see herself, she understood, this is not the love she wants, the perfect man in her mind has gone away.
Eventually she went to Germany herself, without Jin Yanxi. She found someone who loved herself.
She knew that her love affair with Jin Yanxi was completely over.
She is no longer trapped in love, and the process of experiencing emotional setbacks and studying alone in Japan has allowed her to complete this transformation. Since then, her heart has been free and powerful.
04 Write at the end
Jin Yanxi, as the son of the prime minister of the Beiyang warlord cabinet, is a typical playboy. He is amorous and romantic, but unfortunately such a family cannot tolerate such romance. For love, he is only obsessed with the inner feelings, and he gets it but does not know how to cherish it.
Leng Qingqiu, as a cold talented woman, she has her arrogance, but also her narrowness and paranoia. She didn't know what she really wanted, scarred by the wrong marriage.
Only Bai Xiuzhu seems to have lost in this marriage battle, but she has lived out freedom and transparency. In the end, she got her own happiness.
After experiencing those pains, Bai Xiuzhu achieved inner growth and became thorough and sober. She knows who she is and what she wants. She no longer pursues those superficial false names, and can resolutely and resolutely let go of those things that do not belong to her, and bravely find her own happiness.
In that strange era, this kind of human sobriety is really precious.
Bai Xiuzhu reminds us that a woman's happiness does not depend on others, but on herself. A person who lives a humble life in his feelings is neither respected by others nor feels happiness himself. Only people who know what they want can truly live out their own lives and find a sense of happiness in their hearts.
Click "watching", may we all be brave, firm, sober, pursue their hearts, and continue to be happy.
Reviewer: Mountains and rivers are long
Proofreader: Yama
EDIT: Blossom season
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