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1
"Shen Xinghe, my great aunt is here, let's break up..."
This is the last message I sent to Shen Xinghe, the time shows February 14, 2013, which was originally the day when we both booked to get the permit.
"Morning light... Morning Sun..."
"Huh?" Under the collision of Dawei's elbows, I finally turned back to God'er, "Raise a glass, old Benti wine." David whispered in my ear.
"Morning Dawn, after so many years, you are still the same as before, always in the sky, and your little brain does not know where to float..." Teacher Ren was facing me, with a kind face.
"How hasn't it changed, wrinkles can pinch the legs of flies..." My facial features smiled hard, trying to prove that what I said was not false.
"No matter how old you are, you will always be a child in me."
"Respect the old class, respect that we will always be children..." I raised a glass, and everyone responded with it, a peaceful and warm.
After three rounds of wine, everyone began to gather in small piles and whisper, Teacher Ren walked over to me and Sat down with Dawei, "Morning Dawn, thank you, after graduating for more than ten years, you can still gather so completely, I have brought so many students like this is not much." ”
"Teacher Ren, I don't dare to take credit, the big guys heard that you retired this year, they all took the initiative to contact me and want to get together, everyone missed you."
"Seeing that everyone is fine, I am relieved." Morning Dawn, in fact, I can't rest assured of you, they are all married, Dawei is the mother of two children, you should also put it down. ”
"If I hadn't let you pair up with Galaxy, there wouldn't have been so many things, and the teacher would always be ashamed of you."
"Teacher Ren, I have already put this matter down, you can rest assured, I am fine, now is my career rising period, wait for me to be free, I will find you a rich and handsome man, three years to hug you."
Teacher Ren still wanted to say something, but was hugged away by the students who came to toast.
I finally breathed a sigh of relief and smiled helplessly, which was why I didn't want to attend the class reunion.
Some wounds did not touch, they thought it had healed, but others had to open it to see, this look found that it was still oozing blood...
"You're still expecting him to come, aren't you?" David's voice sounded at an inopportune time.
"Who are you talking about?" I whacked.
"Less, I don't have to pretend." Your acting skills deceive yourself. ”
"Yeah... The whole world knew that I couldn't let go of Shen Xinghe, but he pretended not to know. I took a big sip, the alcohol stimulated my taste buds, fiery, and the tears came out.
Maybe I hadn't drunk for too long, and my mind was blurred, and the pungency just went down and came back, and I hurriedly got up and rushed into the bathroom.
2
The cool water soaked my eyebrows, my eyes, my face, and the whole world became clear, and I liked to wash my face with cold water the most.
The sudden tightening of my waist frightened me into a cleverness, and I suddenly looked up with a sharp pain, which stimulated my senses with a muffled hum. Ignoring the water stains on my face, I covered my head and smelled the prestige.
The first thing that catches your eye is a slender neck and a full and rolling throat knot that slides up and down, "Who are you?" ”
"Can you help me get a tissue first..." said a lowly, slow voice.
"Oh... Well..." I hurriedly drew out a tissue and handed it to him. Bright red blood slid down his slender fingers, dripping accurately on the snow-white collar, printing a beautiful flower.
It took me half a moment to return from my trepidation, and I saw clearly the face of Qing jun, the skin was cold and white, the eyebrows were narrow and long, the mountain roots were towering, and the eyes were even darker and far-reaching against the thick eyelashes, as if they could not see the bottom.
"Looking thin, the strength is not small..." He looked up at me, facing my stunned gaze, I hurried to look away, but my cheeks were unconsciously hot.
Wait a minute...... Han Chenxi, now is not the time for you to make a fool of yourself, what just happened, you haven't asked clearly! I hurriedly shook my head and changed into a bad look.
"I haven't asked you yet, what's going on?" Don't tell me you're the wrong person. I pointed to the school uniform around my waist and straightened my neck so that I didn't look down.
He didn't answer the call, but his eyes looked down, and I followed the direction of his gaze, but it was landing on my ass, "You... you...... rogue! ”
I was so angry that I was incoherent and my cheeks were even hotter.
He didn't laugh angrily, the corner of his mouth was clearly full of mockery, leaned over my ear, and whispered, "Your pants are dirty..."
trousers? dirty? My brain exploded... forehead...... Awkward... The great aunt came. My menstruation has always been inaccurate, I didn't think that this time I actually missed it, and I was reminded by a boy.
I pulled my toes out of the four rooms and one hall, covered my face and went into the women's restroom next to me. By the time I sorted it out, the boy was long gone.
"Wow... Heroes save the United States... It's so cool. Old Han, you can... This is a thousand-year-old iron tree about to blossom! David smiled sheepishly.
"Be quiet, don't let people hear." I knew I wouldn't tell you, you big horn..." I used my hands to freeze my red and hot face.
"Heroes save America... I think it's a novel, right? Squad leader, don't be spoiled by He Dawei. Although you are also an ignorant girl, at least you have a brain..."
"Zhang Wei, your skin is itchy, isn't it?" Tell you to eavesdrop, tell you to eavesdrop! ”
"It is difficult for women and villains to raise also ... Oh gentleman doesn't move! ay! My hairstyle..."
This pair of living treasures! I just hope that they will make a smaller sound, and don't be caught by the class teacher and punish me for duty.
"Morning Dawn, haven't you found the owner of that uniform yet?" Shouldn't it? As a middle school scout and a sister, the boys who have a slight posture in the last three sessions and the next three sessions are like a number of family treasures? I don't have any impression of this one you said... This is not scientific! David sniffed with my washed school uniform.
"Well, maybe he wasn't from our school, and he didn't necessarily sneak in that day to play basketball."
"It's a pity, it's a pity, the good fate is so missed, hey! Morning Dawn, you are still alone..."
"Get out of here you... Have you finished writing the language papers? After a while, the old class came to raid again. ”
"Ah... Forgot to forget... Borrow me to copy, it's too late. ”
"No... Write it yourself. ”
"Bring it on... Give me...... Oops..."
"He Dawei!"
He Dawei was getting up to grab the test paper behind me, when he was startled by the roar of the old class, and even someone with a chair threw me to the ground.
"Hahaha..." The class laughed.
"When... while...... while...... Be quiet! Soon I'll be in my third year of high school, you're still like a duck, you're the worst I've ever had! ”
"Han Chenxi! What's wrong with you, I arranged for He Dawei to have a table with you in the hope that you, the class leader, can lead by example and influence her to help her, not let her influence you. ”
Looking at the old class's eyebrows that were quickly twisted into twists, I quickly got up and apologized, "Sorry, Teacher Ren, I was wrong, I promise to get out of the mud without staining, And Mao Qinglian is not demon!" Leading by example, doing his own work, and hand in hand transforming He Dawei into a socialist four-with-one new youth with ideals, morality, culture, and discipline! ”
Poof... He Dawei couldn't hold back and almost laughed.
"You're still laughing! He Dawei you give me..."
"Yes!" Before the old class could finish speaking, He Dawei consciously ran out of the classroom and went to the penalty station at the door.
"You give me back, did I make you stand?" Hurry up and sit down. See what you all look like and what role models you have for your new classmates! The old class hated the look of iron not steel.
"New classmate?" Just a farce, everyone did not pay attention to the long figure standing behind the old class. Before I could sit down with David, the class erupted in thunderous applause.
"Shen Xinghe, introduce yourself and get to know everyone."
"Hello everyone, I'm Shen Xinghe."
"Wow! How handsome! ”
"The sound is so good..."
"Korean flower beauty..."
"Is the Japanese good?"
"You girls are so superficial..."
The classroom began to murmur quietly.
"Quiet! Shen Xinghe, you continue. Old Ben frowned again.
"Huh? I don't have anything to introduce. The boy scratched his head and smiled shyly.
"Welcome new students!" Without waiting for the old class to get mad, I hurriedly took the lead in clapping, and a bell rang just in time, and this morning reading was a safe end.
"Morning Dawn, you take Shen Xinghe to the Academic Affairs Office to get a table and chair, let him sit at the end of this row first, and then adjust it later."
"Good!"
"So your name is Shen Xinghe?" Galaxy... Who gave you this name, so romantic? My name is Han Chenxi, they all call me Chenxi, call old Han also..." I greeted him with excitement, "By the way, thank you for coming to me last time, I washed my clothes, I wanted to return them to you, but I never found you." ”
Seeing that he had been keeping his head down and not making a sound, I suddenly went up to my head and reached out to his eyes and shook: "Hey! Shen Xinghe! You're rude like that. ”
He slowly looked up, his fine bangs lifted to reveal his long, narrow eyes, and his slender fingers took out a small black headset from the broken hair beside his ear. "Have you arrived?"
forehead...... Awkward! Why do I always show cowardice in front of him! I held my forehead: "That... Dress me in a moment to return to you. ”
"No more..."
"I washed..." Before he could finish, I rushed.
"I mean to say that the dress isn't actually mine, and I see you... I took the clothes on the washstand. I haven't received my uniform yet..."
"Oh... I know, or thank you..." I scratched my head again in embarrassment, eager to end the social death conversation. He was wearing a pure white Polo shirt and our school uniform had dark blue trim.
3
With a sinking on my shoulder, I looked over my shoulder and it was Han Yang.
"How did you get here?"
"I happened to be eating with my friends, and I heard that you were also having dinner here, so I thought about coming over and seeing, are you okay?"
"It's all right!" I was about to take the suit off my shoulder and return it to Han Yang, but I accidentally saw it in the mirror...
"Shen Xinghe? It's really you! How did you get here! We're almost done eating, and we have to punish you for a circle! "Through Zhang Wei's hand, I saw that kind of familiar and unfamiliar face.
Just as he was also beyond me, I immediately turned around and took Han Yang's arm, "Since you are here, accompany me to toast everyone to the bar!" After all, I haven't seen it in more than ten years. ”
Han Yang's face turned to his usual shallow smile.
"Yow! The Korean bureau is also coming, what is the situation of you? Is there any story? Hahaha..."
"Zhang Wei, you are still so gossipy!" I smiled and knocked off his outstretched hand, and my gaze inadvertently glanced into those long, narrow eyes, the eyebrows were still the same, but there was no longer the glittering star in my eyes.
"When did you come back from abroad?" Han Yang asked.
"Years ago..."
"Come back this time, do you still go?"
"I didn't want to go, but now..." he said, but his eyes came into my eyes, "I don't know." ”
I tried to make myself look relaxed, "Let's go in and talk, the old class is in a hurry." ”
"What's going on?" Han Chenxi! Isn't it good to come together? How do you go out and put these two gods together. He Dawei pulled me and whispered.
"I don't know, maybe that's called fate..." I smiled bitterly.
"It's really not that the wrongdoers don't get together... They both folded their necks and drank. Han Chenxi, I urge you to be sober, don't get mixed up with these two people again, falling in the same place once is careless, falling twice is stupid, falling three times..."
"Dawei, rest assured! I'm stupid, but I'm not blind. I patted David's hands that were so nervous that they turned white.
Perhaps it has not been seen for many years, a meal everyone is still eating, Zhang Luo is going to go to KTV to continue to take two games, some wives are strict, and the students with small children at home have to leave the scene early. I also wanted to say goodbye to everyone, but I was tightly grasped by Shen Xinghe, "You saved the bureau, is it not appropriate to go first?" Besides, I've only just arrived, so why should I sit until the end? ”
I looked at He Dawei with embarrassment, He Dawei just wanted to open his mouth, but was preempted by Han Yang, "Yes! The bureau you saved is really inappropriate, the substitute driver is coming, Dawei I send, you can rest assured. ”
What the? Dawei and I looked at each other, still not understanding the situation, I could only watch Dawei get into Han Yang's car, and the two of them flew away.
Under the dim light of KTV, the students sang the songs of the past shoulder to shoulder, and the memories seemed to be pulled back to the old time at once.
"Flipping through our pictures, missing looms, last winter, we smiled sweetly..."
4
"Jaylen's song is so good, my heart is broken when I hear it."
"I don't know if your heart is broken, but if you don't write the exam paper again, your little mirror will be broken by the old class." I shook my head helplessly.
"Morning Dawn, why don't you like to listen to songs?" I don't listen to songs for a day and feel like the whole person is not good. ”
"I don't have five tones, I can't learn it, listen to that, waste of time, it's better to do more English questions with that kung fu, hey... I don't know how to speak English..." I grabbed my hair and felt my hairline receding again.
"Morning Dawn, old Ben told you to go to his office." A voice came from the door.
"Isn't it? I'm going to send a roll again! Please!! Dawei was lying on the table, and he couldn't forget to comb his bangs with her little wooden comb.
"It doesn't have to be a roll?" Maybe..."
Dawei listened to my words and his eyes shone brightly, "Maybe what? ”
"Maybe the monthly exam results are out!" Hahaha..."
"Han Chenxi! You roll me..."
I smiled and ran into the old class's office, "Report! ”
"Why are you here?" What about the old class? "Seeing Shen Xinghe with the pestle there in the morning, the arc I hung on my mouth fell.
Since moving the table back that day, my liking for Shen Xinghe has dropped by 180 points, and he has ignored people's love and answers, and actually let a girl help him move the table... He carried only a chair himself.
"Aren't you going to thank me?" Then help me move the table, see how strong you are, this should be a piece of cake for you, right? "Remembering the corners of his mouth that day, I gritted my teeth.
A good handsome guy, how can he grow a mouth? How nice it would be to be dumb.
The two of us pestle in the house for a long time, did not see the old class come in, this military posture stood for a long time legs can not stand ah... Just as I was looking straight at the seat of the old class, I just happened to feel the foolishness coming from next to me, and I took the first step to sit on the seat of the old class, lazily stretched out my waist, and had to raise an eyebrow at Shen Xinghe.
He seemed to be amused by me, and his lips curved in a beautiful arc.
"Adults don't count the little people, I won't bother with you." I shook my legs triumphantly and rummaged through the old class drawer, "Don't say I didn't point you out?" Old Ben is a smooth donkey, if he scolds you, you will follow him, and after a while his anger will disappear, and he will not really treat you? ”
"What the hell have you done wrong?" Caught reading a novel? Or playing games? Phone confiscated? Hey...... Sure enough, I know the old class best, you see, the treasures he confiscated are hidden here... Which is yours? ”
"Teacher Ren..." Shen Xinghe said.
"Cut, you come less. Not to blow with you, the old class is ten meters away from the shift I can hear his footsteps, he wears shoes is always the big one, walking Tara Tara, every time if I am not deaf and blind, the class has been punished eight times, but also want to be blinded..." I have not yet exited, the old class's big slap will first pestle in front of my eyes.
"And then he said... Look at what you can, Han Chenxi, I see that you have become the leader of the seventh class, and you should become the director of teaching? ”
"Teacher Ren... Hey...... Hey...... I was kidding... You are wise and divine, fire-eyed and golden-eyed, and even Sun Monkey can't escape the palm of your Buddha's hand? ”
"The one with the golden eyes of fire is Sun Monkey... You are less poor with me here, and you are still comfortable sitting, right? The mat was bought for me by my daughter-in-law. ”
"Comfortable... comfortable...... Master Niang is really a kind person, gentle and virtuous..." I got up on my legs to give way, but when I looked up, I saw Shen Xinghe, who was smiling until his face was red.
"Speaking of serious things, Morning Dawn, the results of this monthly examination are out, you see."
I took the list, all the way down, and sure enough, I still didn't make it to the top ten. This damn English! Of course, I also stopped by to find Shen Xinghe's name. hum! He was really a scumbag, and he didn't pass any subjects except English.
"Shen Xinghe, you can also take a look." I handed it to him and demonstrated to him with my eyes, but he didn't lift his eyelids, and there was no ripple on his face in front of his report card.
"Galaxy, I have seen your previous report card, except for language, other subjects are not bad, how about this time... But it's okay, don't be discouraged... This is your first monthly exam, and it is not yet adaptable, and it is also normal. "The old class is rare to be so gentle, and the good-looking leather bag is the most advantageous."
"I called you here today to get you two paired. Morning Dawn is good in all subjects, poor English, Galaxy English full score, language short legs, just this is the strength of Morning Dawn. The two of you complement each other and will help each other to make progress together in the future. ”
"Teacher Ren... I disagree (I don't need to). "I spoke in unison with Shen Xinghe.
"Yo, you two really have a tacit understanding." This matter is so fixed, this semester you first run into it, it is really not suitable for me to transfer to you, of course, first of all, to their own learning. "Teacher Ren doesn't give us a chance to refute it.
"But what great thing have I come to?" I still argue.
"Dawei is not good at English, you two have taken you into the ditch together, I have arranged a new pair for him, rest assured Ang."
"Teacher Ren, I..."
"Teacher Ren, I'll try it."
"Good, good, or the galaxy understands things, morning light!" Don't live up to the teacher's hard work..."
Under Teacher Ren's burning gaze, I swallowed back the words that came to my mouth.
"Don't you need pairs?" I didn't say it angrily.
"Didn't you just say you were going to follow him?" He looked at me with a smirk.
"I..." All right! You can't live by your own sins!
5
"Long time no see... You okay? ”
"Haven't you grown up in so many years abroad?" Such a dirty line, our small county town is too lazy to say. "I pretended to be relaxed.
"Really? But I know you're okay? Han Chenxi, who left Shen Xinghe, is he okay? ”
I don't know if it's a side effect of nostalgic songs, I feel my eyes start to flutter, I let myself not go over, reached for a bottle of beer, before it was brought to my mouth, but was vigorously snatched by a hand.
The full throat knot slid up and down forcefully, and Shen Xinghe put down the bottle and looked at me, "When relatives come, don't be strong, otherwise your waist and knees will hurt again." ”
I grabbed the bottle and drank the remaining half of the bottle in a gamble, "You remember correctly?" I've never been sure, oh! Yes, Xu is remembered as the first few girlfriends, Shen Gongzi has always been surrounded by warblers. ”
"You only wear skinny jeans for a few days, and you usually hate restraint the most."
"Do you think you know me well?" People change, and time is enough to change everything. I like skinny jeans the most now, I'm all four people, and I can't wear them anymore. ”
"That's also drinking less, it's not good for your body." Ben four people, take care of their bodies. His hand came up again, his knuckles cool, his palm warm.
I quickly withdrew my hand and moved in the direction of alienation from him, "All the people who are running four, still like to attract bees and butterflies, you also have to take care of your body." ”
"I'm in good health, I don't believe you can try..." Shen Xinghe looked at me playfully.
"Shen Xinghe, you rogue!" I could no longer communicate with him peacefully.
"Yes, I'm a rogue, but I only want to play rogue with you Han Chenxi..." The warm breath rushed to my ears and cheeks, disturbing my back cold.
"You've had enough, keep your greasy lines to seduce the little girl." Now that small fresh meat is popular, I am not interested in your uncle. "I got up to leave, but he pulled me in, just when I was about to get mad.
"Shen Xinghe, it's up to you, this is your title song!"
The microphone was handed to Shen Xinghe's hand, and he was forced to let go of my hand to get up, and the familiar melody sounded...
6
"Why give me this... Go away, I'm going to memorize the words..." I took off my headphones in disgust.
"Stupid..."
"Who are you scolding? Shen Xinghe, do you want to study by yourself, go back to your desk, don't disturb my study. "I hate that I can't shoot him with a book."
"English relies on the sense of language, and rote memorization is not good."
"Listen to songs like you can learn well?"
"In foreign countries, language enlightenment is based on songs, beautiful melodies with catchy vocabulary, it is easy to remember the sentence pattern, and when you have a sense of language, you can memorize the relevant literature, it is easy to remember."
I looked into his sincere eyes and couldn't help but tuck my headphones back into my ears.
The beautiful melody really relaxed my tense nerves, and after a few times, I magically found that I could actually understand most of the sentences.
"Because it is sung, so some words will be modified according to the score, you need to look at the lyrics and listen carefully several times, most of the pronunciation is still very standard, the speed of speech is similar to the listening, and the lyrics are condensed rhyme, very suitable for cultivating the sense of language." 」 His low voice accompanied by soft music also sounded like a song into my heart.
"I lean on! Squad leader, you're hanging! Eighth, you actually took the eighth exam, please Ang! "As soon as the monthly examination list was posted, I was yelled at by Zhang Wei and had tinnitus.
"I'll see... Wow! Chen Xiaoxi, you recruited me from the real, is not a small copy before the exam, you actually scored 91 points in English, passed! "David roared and snatched my exam paper." Entertained! ”
"Well, please! What do you want to eat? ”
"I want mung bean paste!"
"Squad leader, I want a snowman."
"And me, I want a green mood!"
"Zhang Wei, what's the matter with you... Get out of the way..."
"Seeing the people have a share, the squad leader is not as stingy as you!" Man woman. ”
"Who do you scold, find death for you..." Dawei grabbed Zhang Wei's neck and made a mess.
ay! These two living treasures, the two great will be hurt when they see each other! I shook my head and walked to the last row, "What do you want to eat?" I'm invited. ”
"Casually..."
"Oh, good!"
……
"Report!"
"Enter! Morning Dawn, what are you doing, running sweaty. ”
"Teacher Zhang, I'm sorry, I..."
"Yow! Is this a popsicle for a treat? Buy so much..."
"I..." My face swelled red.
"Just when I went out to pick up a glass of water, 5 minutes Ang, quickly solved!"
"Teacher Zhang, you have one too!" I opened the bag.
"No, I don't have a good stomach, so you can eat it!"
"Yay! Long live Teacher Zhang! ”
"Shhh! Bring in the Director of Teaching, don't blame me for making you unable to eat and walk around! Teacher Zhang smiled and shook his head and went out.
"What about my green mood, squad leader?"
"Zhang Wei, you have so many things, you can't block your mouth when you eat, just take one at will." David rummaged through the bag.
"Okay, huh? Is there really a popsicle called casual? Just..." Seeing that Zhang Wei's hand was about to take away that casual, I hurriedly grabbed it, "This is mine." ”
"Okay, then I'll have a torch." Zhang Wei changed his choice with interest.
When the popsicles were sent to the last row, he reached into the bag, and I hurriedly put the one on his table.
He raised an eyebrow and looked at me...
"That... I just saw it, but I didn't expect it to be casual. I pretended to speak casually, but I clearly felt my ears red and hot.
He didn't make a sound, just smiled and opened the package, stuffed it into his mouth, and nodded to me.
"Morning light... You recruit from the real thing, is there a situation! David asked.
"What's going on?" I don't understand. ”
"You come less, see your ears are about to be red and bleeding." The commissary arrived at this time for up to 5 minutes, but you were late to come back, must be to find the casual, ran outside the school, you are finished, trapped in... Those who give a lot in love will always hurt, and I tell you, you have to try to get away with it..."
"Shut up... Let others listen to it for a while, and then there will be nothing to do. I hurriedly covered Dawei's mouth and screamed to stop.
Dawei forced me to not create her obscenity again, but I said her words into my heart that day, did I really fall in love with Shen Xinghe? Am I stuck?
Later facts confirmed Dawei's statement, not only that sentence fell into it, but also that the love that pays a lot will always hurt.
Unfortunately, when I was young, the ignorant were fearless and full of eyes.
7
Sending off the last wave of classmates, I plan to take a walk to blow the wind, sober up and go home. I knew he had been following me, and I could hear his footsteps.
There is basically no nightlife in the small county, and there are taxis left on the roads at this time except for wildcats. Usually, after 10 o'clock, I don't dare to go out on the street alone, but this time I am inexplicably at ease, I don't know if it is because I know that he is following behind.
I just walked and stopped, and I arrived home in the blink of an eye. The small county town is good at this point, just a few streets, live farther, half an hour drive can also be reached.
I looked upstairs at the window, only the first floor was still lit up, yes, that's home, no matter how late you come back, there's a light to illuminate for you.
I stopped downstairs for a while, and I didn't know what I was waiting for. Obviously hurt twice, but still hopeful? Han Chenxi, Han Chenxi, you are not stupid, you are blind!
I sighed, crushed my own delusions, and stepped through the door.
At the moment when the door of the unit was about to close, a long figure instantly pressed me into the corner. He and I almost fell because of the speed, and I exclaimed, "Oops! ”
Shen Xinghe's large hand covered my mouth, and his fingertips were cool, his palms warm, or familiar touches.
"Is it Xiao Xi?" Mom's voice sounded with the opening of the door, and she was still uneasy, even though I was in my thirties.
I pulled out his hand, "Mom, it's me, you go to sleep first, I'll come at the door with a breath." ”
"What's the breath at this late hour, go home and wash and sleep, I'm worried about you with your father, and I haven't slept yet." Mom's anger was full of heartache.
"Okay, come in and sleep, can the children be lost when they are at the door?" It is because you manage too wide that the child wants to go out and breathe. Dad's voice also came.
"Well, I can't say anything about you, the child is spoiled by you..." The two men nagged and entered the door.
"Shen Xinghe, what do you really want to do?" I said in a low voice.
"I just want to have a good talk with you."
"I have something to talk to you about, hurry up and roll me, don't delay me sleeping." Shen Xinghe you let go. I tried so hard to push him away, but he held me tighter.
"You're enough! I shouted at people like this again. ”
"You shout, it's better to call out your uncles and aunts, we are all familiar with each other anyway."
"You... How are you getting more and more shameless? ”
"Yeah... I've always been so shameless, I wish I could be a little more shameless, relying on you, pestering you, so that you can't get rid of it again. Shameless enough to forget the harm they have done to you, just stick to you with such a dead face..."
"Shen Xinghe, are you sick?"
"Yeah, I'm sick, I'm terminally ill, and no one but you can solve it."
The voice-activated light in the corridor suddenly lit up, and I saw that his dark eyes were once again shining with starlight, so bright, as if they were going to suck me in again.
But how could the voice-activated lamp keep shining, like the stars in his eyes, and God knows how long his love would last this time?
One month? A year? I was scared, really scared. The first time I fell in love with Shen Xinghe, I almost dropped out of school. The second time I fell in love with Shen Xinghe, I lost a child. This time, do you want my life?
"Shen Xinghe, please, let me go!" We are all no longer children. Halfway through my life, I only want peace for the rest of my life. I don't know what kind of expression I had when I said this.
However, after listening to this sentence, Shen Xinghe left me, and he bowed his head, half-dazed, and turned to leave.
I forced myself to hold back the hand that didn't stretch out, and the door slammed tightly again, Shen Xinghe! Why is every turn so clean and clean? And I have to always lick the wounds you left behind, why!
Even if I provoked you first, but fifteen years, say anything to pay off, you don't love me, you shouldn't provoke me again and again, Shen Xinghe, I hate you, this life is endless.
8
"Morning Dawn, this monthly exam you entered the top 100 of the grade, congratulations!" I heard that next month after the end of the exam will be the last transfer before the third year of high school, if you can be assigned to the small Olympiad, it is equivalent to getting the 985 ticket in advance! The words of the school committee rang in my ears, but I smiled and didn't think so.
I'm not going to leave the seventh class, not even Xiao'ao.
Since I formed a pair with Shen Xinghe, my English seems to have opened up, those who could not memorize words in the past, could not understand the reading comprehension, and now although they still cannot translate, I can hit the correct answer according to the sense of language, which is too cool.
Naturally, my grades also improved by leaps and bounds, rushing from two hundred miles to the top 100. But Shen Xinghe's results were very stable, and no matter how hard I tried, he didn't move. In order to save him time, I was even busy until the early morning to summarize the most condensed knowledge points for him.
Although the grades did not improve, our relationship seemed to have changed, and he no longer ignored me, but instead downloaded the latest English publications every night and brought them to me. Sometimes we would sneak in to pop songs with one earphone.
Since I met Shen Xinghe, I found that the original songs were also very good, especially the songs he sang. Shen Xinghe has a good voice, and his singing voice is like wings that can always fly into my heart.
Shen Xinghe told me that the five tones were not all because my voice was not good, but because my ears had poor ability to distinguish sounds, and through training I could sing good songs. He also said: "Morning Dawn, your tone is very beautiful, and learning to sing should be very good." ”
Can I really learn to sing? I am looking forward to the college entrance examination coming soon, after the college entrance examination I will have enough time to learn to sing, learn to dance, learn everything I want to learn. I can still do what I want to do but dare not do, and say what I want to say but dare not say!
Shen Xinghe, are you the same?
Seventeen-year-old Han Chenxi is infatuated with Shen Xinghe, just like Chenxi is obsessed with the starry sky, knowing that there is only a moment of convergence but is willing to gamble on his lifelong dream.
However, in that year, the galaxy really fell, the Leo meteor shower came, and Han Yang and Li Muzi also came.
9
I didn't expect to see Shen Xinghe again so soon, or to see him and Li Muzi together.
"This TM is also too bullying, just cried to you last night, this morning with others to live in amphitheation, see I don't tear that bastard's face..."
Dawei was indignant and wanted to rush up, but I got out of it.
"Forget it! It's all over! Let's change homes and eat, don't see the heart and don't bother. I opened my mouth faintly, as if I were seeing a stranger, but the pain in my heart for no reason showed my self-deception.
Shen Xinghe is always in love with Li Muzi? Didn't you know this fact fifteen years ago? Why do you still have heartache, wake up, Han Chenxi!
"I'm not partial, if you really put it down, we'll have to go in and eat it, and we'll have to eat opposite them, and I want to see how thick Shen Xinghe's skin is!"
In a daze, I had been pulled into the restaurant by David again.
"Waiter, order!" David deliberately turned up the volume.
"Xiao Xi..." Li Muzi was indeed attracted to the gaze, and she stood up in surprise.
"Yow! Isn't this a school flower? It's really fate... alas? Isn't this Shen Gongzi? You are really busy, you just confessed last night and failed, and this morning you are back up again... Sigh..."
Ignoring my eyes, Dawei pulled me closer to them and said strangely to them.
I tried my best to keep myself calm, smiled and greeted Li Muzi's jaw, his eyes inadvertently swept over Shen Xinghe, he always kept his head down, deliberately avoiding Dawei's burning gaze...
"What would you two like to eat?" As if feeling the smell of gunpowder here, the waiter hurriedly took the water and brought the menu.
I was about to drag Dawei to the side table to sit, but Li Muzi opened his mouth again: "Why don't you sit together?" I haven't seen you in a long time, let's talk..."
The waiter looked at us awkwardly, not knowing where to put the water for a while.
Dawei sat down next to Shen Xinghe, just pressed to the corner of his trench coat, Shen Xinghe helplessly moved in, and I had to do it hard. Li Muzi intimately handed me the tableware and poured a glass of water.
"Thank you..." I said softly.
"The school flowers are still so elegant and generous, but it is a pity that it is not unladylike when encountering people..." Dawei took the water and teased again. I knew that I could continue the frontier, how good it was for that child to stay..."
As soon as the words "Dawei" / "He Dawei" came out, I and Shen Xinghe rebuked him in unison.
Dawei knew that he was speechless, but he was still angry and turned his head to Shen Xinghe and said, "They scolded me for what I deserve, I owe it, what do you rely on!" It's all not because of you! ”
10
"Morning Dawn, are you sure you don't think about it anymore?" Teacher Ren said in a serious tone.
"I'm sure, Teacher Ren, don't worry! I don't give up on the seventh class! And I know you don't want me either. "I'm smacking.
"You! Good! Now that I have decided, I will no longer advise. Stay in the seventh class also have to work hard, your monthly examination list still has to be ranked with the little Oban. ”
"Understood!"
11
"Have you heard?" Our school has run two Qingbei extension classes this year..." Zhang Wei said mysteriously.
"What do you mean?" Someone asked.
"I heard that the class composed of repeat students introduced from Beijing and Tianjin, the teaching materials are synchronized with the Beijing Tianjin College Entrance Examination, their original results are not bad, coupled with the advantages of the household registration, they can increase the promotion rate of the school." Zhang Wei said.
"Cut... What does that have to do with us, scattered and scattered..." Everyone consciously did not go, and scattered.
Zhang Wei went straight to our table, leaned his ass against the corner of the table, and the whole person hated that he couldn't lie in Shen Xinghe's arms. Shen Xinghe pulled the chair to my side in disgust.
"You walked away and stopped me from copying..." I chased him away with a book.
"Hey I said, Shen Gongzi, don't you think about it?"
"Not interested..." Shen Xinghe's eyelids were not raised.
"What does it have to do with him?" I asked.
"Squad leader, your emotional intelligence is changed by IQ, right?" Isn't Shen Gongzi's family a Beijing hukou? Sooner or later, I will go back to beijing for the college entrance examination, and this time I will have the qingbei extension class teaching materials at the same time..." Zhang Wei looked proud.
Oh, yes... He had to go back to the college entrance examination, and if the textbooks could be synchronized, it would certainly be a great thing for him. But, in that case, I'm afraid...
"Thoughts? This question is copied in series..." Shen Xinghe tapped my head with a pen.
"It hurts! Knock it down again and you'll knock it silly. I touched the door of my head and grumbled.
"It's good to be silly, stupid to be stupid." Shen Xinghe teased.
"Silly you raised me..." As soon as the words came out, I realized that it was not right, and I was just about to explain: "I don't mean that..."
"Well... I'll raise you..." He laughed.
"Mom... Can't stand it, I'm still running away... The sour smell of love..." Zhang Wei said and got up to leave.
"Don't talk nonsense..." I was about to get up and stop him, but I was held by a big warm hand and sat back.
"My family just lacks a cat..." Shen Xinghe's warm breath rushed to my neck, and my face turned red.
"You're the cat... Your whole family is a cat..." I bluffed up and left, going to the bathroom to wash my face and cool down.
I walked out of the doorway like I had bumped into a man, and I looked up in pain and apologized to the man, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! ”
"It's okay, be careful next time." The boy's tone is very gentle, tall and well-proportioned, thin and white face, looking clean and Sven.
He bent down to pick up the glasses that had fallen to the ground, and frowned when he put them on, only to notice a thin crack in the lens of his right eye.
I became more apologetic and hurriedly said, "Ah, all broken, how much money, I will pay you a pair." ”
"No, I'll just go out and change lenses after class." He said.
"Yes, you can't say the price well, or wait until you fix it to see how much money it costs and I'll pay you again." Classmate, what is your name and in which class? I asked.
"I really don't need to..."
"That's not okay, the damaged items should be compensated, you don't want me to be too careless, I am the seventh class leader Han Chenxi, you can repair it and find me later." If you don't come, I will definitely find you, but it will take more effort, and you should be good in the third year of high school, will you? ”
"Seven classes?" He thought about it, then nodded.
12
"Do you know where there are better optical shops nearby?" Shen Xinghe asked me after class.
"Optical shop? Are you short-sighted? I asked.
"It's not me, it's a friend of mine."
"Friends? Do you have any other friends besides us here? "Zhang Wei suddenly rushed out from behind." Male and female, good-looking? ”
"Shut up your ass..." I hurriedly took two steps forward, dodging the clutches of the demon he was about to catch up with. There are big glasses on the turntable, and my dad always goes there. Tomorrow is the weekend, do you still go to the library together? ”
"No, friends are coming, we're getting together. The day after tomorrow, you wait for my call. ”
……
I was nibbling on the creature in the library when the phone suddenly shook violently, and I answered the phone in a low voice under the white eyes of the people at the same table.
"Dawn, it's over... That's it... Your enemy has appeared. Dawei's loud voice really hurt in my ears, and I was once again met with a blank stare around me.
I hurriedly slipped out, "What are you talking about?" ”
"I didn't say anything, I just saw Shen Xinghe shopping with a beautiful woman, you are me, you see his face, the smile is almost out of the folds, I have never seen him laugh with us like this, to say that there is no adultery to kill me I do not believe." 」 The great twitter on the other end of the phone kept talking.
But after I heard the sentence "I never saw him laugh with us like this", my brain went blank, and my heart was also heavy, and I couldn't breathe.
I can't remember when I hung up the phone, or how I walked out of the room until I saw them in the Daming Glasses Store...
"Classmate, do you want glasses?" Classmate..." The waiter's voice rang in his ear, "Are your glasses uncomfortable?" I see you shed tears, are you crying? ”
"Ah... No..." I replied, quickly wiping my tears with my cuffs, "I just want to buy a bottle of eye drops." ”
"We only have moisturizing eye drops, if you are in tears, I suggest you go to the eye hospital next to you, or go to the pharmacy to buy a therapeutic type."
"Okay, then thank you..." After saying that, I was about to turn and leave, but I saw someone pushing the door in.
"Galaxy, Muzi, are the glasses matched... It's you? Such a coincidence? ”
I happened to recognize him, the boy who had been knocked out of my eye, "Didn't you come to me specifically to lose money?" You're so funny. The boy laughed.
"Did Brother Yang make new friends so quickly?" It's really the same as the previous social cow..." A soft Lolita sounded.
"Morning sun? What are you doing here? Shen Xinghe said.
"Do you know the galaxy too?" The girl said again.
"They're a class" "We're a class." Shen Xinghe and the two of them spoke in unison.
That day, Han Yang and Li Muzi officially broke into my life, and also added unexpected twists and turns to my story with Shen Xinghe.
13
Han Yang and Li Muzi are in the Qingbei Extension Class, and their arrival made me see a different Shen Xinghe, and the smile on his face became more and more, and the people became clear. Shen Xinghe actually invited the four of us to play at his house for the first time.
"I rely on... This is the legendary villa, right? This little courtyard is all your home? There are even fish, can this fish come out? No way...... I've seen this crystal lamp in the TV series... No way...... This sofa is genuine leather, right? It's too soft..." Zhang Wei was like Grandma Liu entering the Grand View Garden, all the way to the east and west to see, very excited.
"Zhang Wei, don't you give us a gang of four to lose people?" David rolled his eyes.
"You are not dirty, people's automatic toilets are not able to flush water." Zhang Wei teased.
"You..." David jumped to his feet and hit him.
I looked at everything in front of me, so vague and so real, so real that I could clearly see the distance between me and Shen Xinghe.
"Wow, this beautiful woman said the legendary school flower Li Muzi, sigh..." I followed Zhang Wei's gaze.
Han Yang and Li Muzi were sitting on the wood carving table sitting there calmly playing chess, blending in with everything that was bustling.
When Eating, Zhang Wei was a long string of me leaning on, and Uncle Liu smiled and closed his mouth: "I am really happy to see galaxy bringing so many good friends home." In the future, you come more, such a big home is me and the galaxy two people, no popularity, you come to the lively, how good..."
"Uncle Liu, are you Shen Gongzi's uncle?" Why aren't his parents at home..." He Dawei gossiped while eating watermelon.
The peaceful atmosphere in the living room was suddenly broken, and several of us looked at each other, or Li Muzi opened his mouth first: "Uncle Liu is the housekeeper of the Galaxy Family, and he has been with him all these years." Uncle Shen is busy at work, long-term business trips, aunt in Beijing, this is only Uncle Liu accompanied. ”
"Uncle Liu has always been with me, and for me he is my family." Shen Xinghe said suddenly.
"This watermelon is so sweet, Uncle Liu, I still want to eat a piece, is there anything else?" I smiled and opened my mouth to break the awkward situation.
"There is... I'll cut it. Uncle Liu smiled and stood up, Shen Xinghe and his eyes burned as he stared at me.
That day we played until dark before going home, the villas are far away from the city, it is not good to take a taxi at night, Uncle Liu drove to send Han Yang and Li Muzi back to school together, Dawei and Zhang Wei also just happened to hitchhike.
"Morning Dawn, you can come up too, let's squeeze together." David said.
"No, I was on the phone with my dad, and he said he'd come and pick me up in a minute. Let's go first, and be safe on the road. ”
Sending them away, I sat with Shen Xinghe in a rocking chair in the courtyard, and the stars were particularly bright today.
"Happy Birthday..."
"What do you say?" Shen Xinghe was surprised for a moment, and then he put on that world-weary look again.
"I said happy birthday. I know it's your birthday today, and when I cut fruit with Uncle Liu, he told me. ”
"Cut... There's nothing to commemorate birthdays, who want to live that kind of boring day. He still looked up at the stars, his tone cold, but I could hear the desolation in his heart.
I took a red-skinned egg out of my pocket and said to him, "Shen Xinghe, do you have any candles at home?" ”
"What are you going to do with the stuff?" Even if there is, I don't know where it is, I have to ask Uncle Liu. He said.
"I have a way, come with me." As I spoke, I took Shen Xinghe's hand.
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you ~ Shen Xinghe, happy birthday to you!" Make a wish and blow out the candles, right? ”
"Stupid, I don't want to be stupid with you!"
"Hurry up and make a wish, Shen Xinghe, it will be extinguished in a moment... Shen Xinghe, you don't obey anymore, I will burn your hair with it. "I said it was going to lean against his curtain.
Frightened, he hurriedly got up, "Well, I promise... Don't mess around..."
I knew his most precious hairs.
"You have a flash stick on your egg that counts as a cake candle?" It's also too confusing. Shen Xinghe complained.
"Who just said it was a birthday?"
"Since you're going to give it to me, you have to think about it... That's it..."
"Also, you wait..."
Ten minutes later, I came out with a steaming bowl of instant noodles.
"Longevity noodles, eat it quickly, the egg is your favorite egg, and I also drew a smiley face with west ketchup." You see this time is grand enough, right? I grinned and put the face in front of him.
The heat swept his eyes, and he took a bite and said vaguely in his mouth, "What, it's all cooked..."
"Some people eat and pick and choose, don't eat and pull down, I eat myself." I grabbed the chopsticks and took a deep breath.
"This is the noodles you cooked for me, and you have to eat them yourself." Shen Xinghe protected the food, "I know that you are not full, just pretended to be a lady, no need, thank you, I can't eat... Pull it up, I don't know what you eat, but if you do, Dafa Mercy will give you half of it..."
"People are meant to be ladies..." I said.
"You can pull it down... The lady didn't do anything wrong, why say so. Shen Xinghe teased.
After eating noodles, I received a call from my father, saying that he still had some work in the unit and could not leave for a while, so I was asked to play with my classmates for a while.
I went to the courtyard with Shen Xinghe to eat, and Shen Xinghe said, "Actually, it's not bad to have a birthday." ”
"Yeah, birthdays are still to be celebrated, what if a wish comes true?" I say.
"Since I can remember my dad has been busy, no time to spend with me on the birthday, I remember once my mom prepared a big table of dishes, but my dad has not come back, my mom is afraid that I am sad to call my dad, but was scolded by my dad, she held back tears, accompanied me to blow candles."
My dad came back at night, drunk, my mom thought I was asleep, and I had a big fight with my dad, and my dad angrily lifted the table and beat my mom. I was watching through the crack in the door, but I didn't dare to step out, for fear that they would find that the last fig leaf was gone, and the home would really be scattered.
Later, my father came home later and later, and sometimes he simply did not come back. My mom washed her face with tears all day, I had heard them argue countless times, I knew my dad had someone out there, he wanted a divorce, and my mom wouldn't. Say how it is going to wait for me to go to college.
In order to leave that home, I asked Uncle Liu to take me here. ”
After Shen Xinghe finished speaking, his eyes were red, but it was like a relief.
I've never been in such a situation, I don't know how to comfort him, I remember this time in the TV series...
I patted myself on the shoulder and said generously, "If you want to cry, you can cry, it is not a sin for a man to cry, and the shoulder borrows you." ”
He burst into laughter, patted me on the head and said, "Stupid, you watch less unnourished TV series." But thank you, it's a lot more painful to say it. ”
I rubbed my head, "You're welcome, I won't bother with you for your birthday today." I'll give it back to you on your birthday next year. ”
"Really?"
"Well, I'm Han Chenxi' words."
"Still don't want it, in case they are separated in the future, I am afraid that I will not get used to it." He said.
"I promise you I'll give you a birthday whenever I want." I say.
"You won't give me an egg back next time, will you?" By the way, can you practice cooking noodles this year? It was not delicious after cooking, and it was not chewy. He said.
"What a crap you are... Love to eat or not to eat! ”
"Morning Sun, you see it's a shooting star!"
"Where?" Really, wow! And then there...".
The Leo meteor shower came unexpectedly, falling into the galaxy, knowing that at the beginning of the morning, the stars still intersected.
14
"What do you say? Shen Xinghe is gone? When was this? ”
Li Muzi sobbed lowly on the other end of the phone: "Last night, he came out of the examination room and disappeared, Uncle Shen and Aunt Shen are dying, they can't find it everywhere, I just want to call you to ask if he has gone back to find you, you usually have the best relationship." ”
"Don't worry, I'll look for it..." I said.
"That classmate, don't call, go into the exam room right away." The invigilator shouted at the door.
"I won't tell you, I'll call you back after the test, and you can rest assured of the test, don't think about it first." After hanging up the phone, I sat in the exam room, and my mind was flustered.
My mind was full of Shen Xinghe's crimson eyes, there was no way to concentrate at all, I hastily finished the exam paper and left the scene. Fortunately, after the end of the college entrance examination, everyone let go of themselves, and my parents did not care about my small emotions.
I went to shen Xinghe's family's villa, and the door was closed. I went to the library, the roundabout, the pedestrian street, the Internet café, and everywhere he could possibly go, he couldn't find any trace of him.
As night fell, the malls were closed one after another, and the Nth time my mobile phone rang was my mother: "Xiaoxi, why don't you go home?" I know that you want to relax after the exam, see the sky is so dark, I and your father are not at ease, you go home first, there is still time to play. ”
"Xiao Xi, where are you, Daddy go pick you up..."
"No, I'll be home." I couldn't bear my parents to worry, so I had to go home hard.
"Shen Xinghe..."
"Morning light..."
I saw Shen Xinghe crouching on the landing of my house, and he also happened to see me, he got up and took me tightly into his arms, I could feel my shoulders wet.
"They don't want me anymore... Morning Dawn, they don't want me anymore. They were all liars who said they would wait until I went to college to separate, and as a result, they had already received a divorce certificate. Dawn, I don't have a home anymore. Shen Xinghe cried like a child who had lost his sugar.
My heart also followed the heavy ground, I gently supported his back, quietly accompanied him, at this time, what he needed was not to persuade, but to listen.
……
After a long time, he slowly got up, "Morning Dawn, you go home soon... Otherwise your parents should be worried. ”
"Let's go, let's go home." I took Shen Xinghe's hand under his surprised gaze.
In fact, maybe his crying was too loud, maybe my parents were worried about my safety and wanted to go out to find me, just when he hugged me and cried, I saw the door on the first floor open, my parents were stunned at the door, I knew they saw me, but they didn't speak, just nodded to me, and silently retreated, but the door was hidden, it was a tacit understanding between me and my parents.
After entering the door, my parents did not ask anything, they said that they knew that they were classmates from other places, came to the house to borrow, they laid out a futon for him on the sofa in the living room, and brought him dinner for me.
Shen Xinghe probably didn't eat for a day, that night he ate very fragrantly, his parents were afraid of his restraints, went back to his room, I finished cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks and went back to the house to sleep, thinking about reporting peace with Li Muzi, tomorrow I want to think about how to explain to my parents.
Who knew that his parents actually didn't ask anything, and Shen Xinghe still lived in my house in a big way.
……
"Shen Xinghe, it's been a week, I see that your love injuries are almost over, you still don't go back to your own home?" I asked him for the third time.
"I'm homeless." He looked innocent.
"You come less, at least you still have a villa?" Uncle Liu must have returned after so many days, what is the matter with you always relying on my house? I said.
"I gave Uncle Liu a holiday, he has been studying with him for more than a year and has not returned to his hometown, I ran away after half of the test, I will definitely have to repeat the study for another year, how can I give Uncle Liu a few days off..." He had a word.
"Then you don't have the key yourself..." I said.
"Such a big house I'm afraid to live in... Besides, I can't cook, and you want to starve me to death..."
"You can order takeout, and you can stay in a hotel with so much money..."
"Xiao Xi, what are you talking about?" How can you let Galaxy live alone in a hotel? He himself has no one to rely on, what happened to staying in our house for a few days? Isn't it just a pair of chopsticks? And no hassle. "My mom came back from grocery shopping outside.
"Auntie, you've worked hard, drink a glass of water, give me the dish, and I'll go to the kitchen and put it away." Shen Xinghe took the bag in my mother's hand.
"Look at the galaxy... Gee...... What a good child, you study hard with others. The old mother is also a mother-in-law who looks at her son-in-law more and more.
ay...... He lives like this, and my family's status is worrying...
15
You can't hide from what you should be.
On the day the results came out, my mother cried darkly, as if the sky had collapsed.
Yes, I fell behind, 69 points for foreign languages...
"Impossible? I know that Xiaoxi's foreign language background is poor, but has caught up with it in the recent year? Obviously, each mock exam has a score of 120. Maybe it's too nervous to play abnormally, I recommend re-reading it for another year, the last two books are too bad. Teacher Ren advised my mother in a serious tone.
My mother also had a fire in her heart, and immediately decided to let me repeat it. Coincidentally, Zhang Wei played a stable role and did not go to the undergraduate line; He Dawei's results were not ideal, and our four difficult brothers and sisters were assigned to the same class, starting a re-reading life without shame.
Cold and summer, and countless days and nights of struggle, we once again stepped onto the battlefield of the college entrance examination. Fortunately, I successfully passed the Beihang Flight.
Zhang Wei went to the local teacher's training, a good undergraduate, and free tuition, in his words, "Lao Tzu can finally watch other people's exams!" ”
He Dawei still did not apply for a three books in Beijing, but fortunately, her favorite acting major is also a kind of benevolence.
Shen Xinghe has not spared efforts this year, he said that he wants to go to the same university as me, at least to be a neighbor, in order to continue to squeeze me. Under the advantage of Beijing hukou, he also went to Beihang as he wished. I studied law, he studied business administration.
16
The days of college were uneventful, and Shen Xinghe and I still went to the library and went out to eat together every day.
He is still so popular, he always receives confessions from girls, and every time at this time, the role of my partner is highlighted, he always blocks me in front, and then apologetically says to the girl: "Thank you for your liking, you are fine, but sorry, she arrived before you." ”
Whenever I saw the girls crying and staring at me angrily and leaving, I always cursed him: "Dead scumbag man, the rotten peach blossoms I have recruited will let me block you." ”
"Who let us two be the best buddies, rest assured, after you have peach blossoms, I will also block for you." Go, until you eat meat..." Shen Xinghe stretched out his arm and naturally wrapped his arms around my shoulders.
I avoided it with disgust, "Today this girl has an appointment, you should kneel down first..."
Shen Xinghe frowned when he heard this, and touched his chin: "Han Chenxi, you honestly explained, did you attract any wild bees and butterflies?" Men are beasts, they just want to trick you and take advantage of you, don't be stupid..."
"Is there anyone more beastly than you?" I feed tigers every day, what am I afraid of. "I was a little bitter when I saw him like this.
"Stupid, good people can't tell the difference." If it weren't for the promise of my uncle and aunt looking at you, I wouldn't have bothered to care... Son, don't help it, let it be..." He looked like he hated iron not steel, shook his head and didn't know where to go.
It turned out to be because my parents...
I watched him go far away to the emptiness in my back.
"Little Xi Xi... I'm coming..." A big hug pulled me back from my panic, it was David.
"Don't look, people are long gone... Gee...... Han Chenxi, you really haven't grown at all, it's been a few years, you haven't taken down Shen Xinghe yet? Sisters, I have changed a dozen when I get to my boyfriend. ”
"You're still not in shape." I advise you to collect your heart and find a sincere and serious love affair..." Before I could finish speaking, I was blocked by Dawei.
"How tired is it to be serious... I'd rather not have the sincerity and not give others a chance to hurt me. You look at yourself, love Shen Xinghe for so many years and do not break this layer of window paper, tired!
If I want to say, you rushed to him, your neck was crossed, Shen Xinghe, the old lady looked at you, you never followed it. From everyone rejoicing, if not, the old woman will come hard to get on you, anyway, there is no regret after getting it, not to you have loved him for so many years..."
"I yawn... He Dawei, I see that you have watched too many third-rate romance dramas, what a bad plot..." I laughed and scolded, wrapped my arms around Dawei, and walked to the canteen.
I sometimes really envy David's freedom... Dare to love and dare to hate, never drag mud with water!
17
A femtocell group suddenly popped up on the phone, and the blue ball showed an unread message.
"Dear ones, I have come to the covenant of the last days..."
It's Zhang Wei.
“？ Zhang Yida, how did you come out? What a doomsday covenant? You've seen too many sci-fi movies! David still didn't negotiate with him.
"Yo... Someone is really empty-headed, who begs us to accompany her through the end of the world with a handful of snot and tears. [On December 21, 2012, the four of us will have to spend together, okay?] "Across the screen, I can imagine Zhang Wei scratching his head and making a gesture, and I can't help but laugh out loud."
"You fart, the old lady has not forgotten it, since you are dead, then gather together!" David.
"What about those two, the four of us have not been together for a long time." The New Year's holiday is either you go on a tour or Shen Gongzi stays in Beijing to accompany his mother..." Zhang Wei.
"Stupid, what are you smirking about?" Read less nutritious novels, have you memorized the law? Zhang San was furious again after a while..." Shen Xinghe patted me on the head.
"How many times have I told you, don't slap me on the head, my hairline is back again..." I glared at him.
"Come on, your hairline is very talented, just look at your father... It has nothing to do with my efforts the day after tomorrow, and I don't dare to take credit..." Shen Xinghe looked at me with a smile and waited to see how I looked.
I won't let him succeed...
"Zhang Wei is here..." I said.
"Oh?"
……
Under Zhang Wei's faceless coercion, the three of us went to the South Station on time to pick him up.
"I'll go, Zhang Yida, you loach wearing glasses pretending to be a big-eyed shrimp..." Dawei teased and took a pair of black-rimmed glasses from the bridge of Zhang Wei's nose. Cut, this doesn't have a degree either? And you're really used for B. ”
"Mountain cannon, I'm anti-blue light glasses..." Zhang Wei regained his eyes and put them on.
"Well, don't be poor, get in the car... I asked Uncle Liu to arrange the resort. Shen Xinghe said as he knotted Zhang Wei's luggage.
18
"Wow... Wow... Wow... Thank you Shen Gongzi for your generosity, brother, I have nothing to repay, or I will make a promise to..." Zhang Wei put away his luggage and admired the beautiful scenery around him, and pounced on Shen Xinghe.
Shen Xinghe couldn't dodge and wrestled with him, "You TM get away from Lao Tzu, and then believe it or not I will kill you." ”
"Childish!" David scoffed at the two men.
I laughed and watched them make a fuss, as if time had returned to high school, and sure enough, the man who died was a teenager.
"I'm sorry it's late..." The gentle Lori sounded.
"The school flowers are also coming, and my face is too big, right?" Feel my warm embrace..." Zhang Wei pasted it without a face, but was ruthlessly pushed away by another big hand.
"Or, hug me first?" It's Han Yang.
"People are Han Yang's girlfriend now, and you have to be beaten to death again." He Dawei scolded.
"Oops... Or near the water tower platform first get the moon ah... I knew that I was also trying to come to Beijing, even if I couldn't catch up with the school flowers, I could find a soft girl... As long as it's not a tigress..." When Zhang Wei said this, his eyes were falling on He Dawei.
Naturally, a violent beating...
That night, we were all very happy, reminiscing about the years like water flowing...
I don't know how much I drank, in short, in my scattered memory fragments, Li Muzi was first drunk and taken back to the room by Han Yang to rest, then He Dawei, Zhang Wei, and finally only me and Shen Xinghe.
"If tonight is the end of the world, who would you like to spend with?" I asked Shen Xinghe with the strength of wine.
"You guys? Muzi, Han Yang, Zhang Wei, He Dawei and you..." He replied casually.
Sure enough, Li Muzi is still the first... In fact, I have always known all these years that the person in his heart is her. The look in his eyes when he looked at her was always so complicated, warm and mixed with pity. Love and not so much...
I drank the wine sadly, and Shen Xinghe grabbed the bottle: "Morning dawn, don't drink it." I'll help you go back to sleep..."
"Leave me alone, let me drink, I'm happy today." I'm glad I can spend the end of the world with you! Shen Xinghe, you also drink with me, not drunk! ”
"Shen Xinghe, you are a coward!" You don't dare fall in love with someone else anymore! ”
"Morning Dawn, you drank too much..."
"I didn't, I'm very sober, Shen Xinghe, you're an asshole!" You bastard! After all these years, don't you know I like you? My hand rested on Shen Xinghe's shoulder, and I didn't forgive it.
Shen Xinghe bowed his head and was silent.
"Don't pretend with me!" I know you know! Anyway, today's words are open, Lao Tzu is not afraid of anything! I'll just ask you, you never follow it, right? From everyone rejoiced, if not..." My finger pointed at Shen Xinghe's nose.
"Han Chenxi, don't go crazy with wine, hurry back to your room and sleep..." Shen Xinghe, when I finished, I ran into the house after I picked up and hugged me.
"The old lady is going to be strong!" Anyway, I have no regrets..." I used all my strength to press Shen Xinghe under me and tear his clothes hard.
"Stupid! You are crazy? Tell you to read less books that are not nutritious... You..." Shen Xinghe's words were blocked in my mouth.
"It's noisy..." My lips clinged to his, and instinctively stuck out my tongue to make him shut up.
On the contrary, Shen Xinghe, as if he had been cast by magic, paused for a few seconds, and his eyes changed from clear to cloudy and then became red...
He muttered vaguely, "If that's what you want, then I'll give it to you..."
He suddenly turned me down and responded to my kiss deeply and passionately.
19
The next day, Zhang Wei left, and Shen Xinghe and I tacitly did not mention the incident of that night again, until...
"What do you say? Your great aunt hasn't been here for almost two months? Han Chenxi! You really don't make a splash! whose? "The wave of He Dawei's voice on the other end of the phone is about to burst through my eardrums.
I tried to lower my voice: "You are a little loud, this is not a glorious thing, I don't think you are experienced, I want you to help me come up with an idea!" ”
"You fart, although the old lady has been in the kaleidoscope of flowers, but the leaves do not stick." You look down on your sisters too much. Are you really stuffy about doing big things? Han Chenxi! ”
"I know it's wrong, you didn't ask me, I'll think of a way to do it myself..."
"Han Chenxi, you are not really with Shen Xinghe... 2 months? No way! How I didn't expect that... Is it the night of the end of the world... I said how come you two woke up in the morning in a strange atmosphere, and didn't pay attention at the time..." David Forms leaned over and opened her reasoning.
"So, shen xinghe that beast is not going to be responsible?" I lean on, bully your mother's family is no one, right? Look I'm not going to tear him up! ”
"He doesn't know..." I was afraid that everyone in the great man would know about it, and he hurried to explain.
"What? You didn't tell him? Han Chenxi! You're really good! Does he have the right to know about this? You shouldn't deprive him of a choice! Dawei said emphatically, "If he is willing to take responsibility, everyone will be happy." If he doesn't admit it! We have also seen this person clearly, and you don't have to hang yourself from this crooked neck tree in the future..."
Should I really tell him? What happens when he finds out? He doesn't love me, will he be happy with me for the sake of his children? My brain is a mess...
But before I could make a decision, Shen Xinghe already knew.
"Morning dawn, let's talk..." He called, "see you at 8:00 p.m. at the fountain in Central Park." ”
"Good!"
Also in January, the weather in Beijing was surprisingly cold, there were very few people in the central park, and the fountain naturally did not open. I looked at the crowd and waited for the man to appear.
"Sister, someone asked me to give this to you." A little girl held me a beige rose.
I took the rose and in the heart of the flower was a note that said 1 step forward.
I took a step forward, and another person gave me 2 beige roses, and the note in the heart of the same flower said 2 steps forward.
……
All the way to step 13...
The rose in my arms was almost out of place.
I saw a path with candles in front of me, and in the middle of the road were paved with red rose petals... The path stretches all the way to the small lake.
I walked to the end of the path, where he was standing on a round platform in the center of the lake, holding a bouquet of equally beige roses.
Step by step, he walked towards me with the stone foundation between the lakes, one step, two steps... Fourteen steps.
He knelt down on one knee and held up the bouquet of roses and looked at me sincerely: "Han Chenxi, are you willing to marry Shen Xinghe?" ”
There was a round of warm applause around, "Marry him, marry him!" The crowd shouted.
All kinds of flashes sounded, and the crowd shouted "Too romantic... I also want a marriage proposal like this..."
Sure enough, people like to hunt and eat melons...
Tears blurred my eyes, saying that it was false not to be moved, I waited for this moment in my heart, waited for more than three years, but I still had some hesitation...
Yellow roses to apologize... He probably just wanted to pay for his mistakes, and he never said i love you.
"What are you waiting for, Han Chenxi!" Promise him? I heard He Dawei's voice.
"Promise him, promise him!" People are more booing.
"Dawn, give me a chance, let me try to have a home!"
family! When the word came out, I saw his narrow eyes filled with brilliant galaxies.
"Good!" I say.
Even if he doesn't love me, he loves his family. The meaning of the word home for Shen Xinghe, I understand it better than anyone, give him a chance, give a chance to the children who may come, and also give my unrequited love a chance.
I made up my mind secretly.
20
The next day, my story spread in the Beijing circle of colleges and universities, and the headline read: College students proposed marriage in public and attracted heated discussion, whether the university can get married in the end! ”
I was still worried about how to explain to my parents if she was really pregnant, could Shen Xinghe's parents really accept him marrying a girl from an ordinary family?
Shen Xinghe smiled and took me into his arms: "Stupid! Of course, this kind of thing depends on men to deal with it... Put your heart in your stomach and wait to be Mrs. Shen..."
It turned out that the reason why his head was set at 8:00 p.m. was to spend time arranging the marriage proposal ceremony, and second, he ran to my house that morning to beg my parents for forgiveness.
My parents were originally quite angry that we cut first and played later, but they already liked Shen Xinghe, and they could see through my thoughts over the years, plus there was a possible child, and they could only agree.
"Xiao Xi, my father and I did not want you to get married so early, women still have to have their own careers and cannot rely on men." However, people are not as good as heaven, and your mother has long known the thoughts of the galaxy, which is also your wish. Mom said calmly, "Mom doesn't ask you to be rich and rich, only for you to be peaceful and happy." You two get along well, stop making a fuss. ”
Within a few days, Uncle Liu picked me up and Shen Xinghe and went home, and her mother always maintained a gentle smile at the dinner table, generous but somewhat distant. Shen's father didn't say much, only took a few bites and then answered the phone and left. Shen Xinghe always held my hand tightly, and the warm touch made my nervous heart calm down.
In any case, the matter between the two of us can be regarded as a revelation to the world.
In a few months, I will be a senior year apprentice, and I know that this licensed marriage is not recommended, but it is harmless.
Shen Xinghe wanted to get married on February 14...
"Why does it have to be February 14? You've always not cared about these years, don't you like to join in the fun? I asked.
"Can you save a gift?" Just have one anniversary. Shen Xinghe still had that face.
"I'm not going to be in these sections..." I said.
"Is that because you used to be single?" What Valentine's Day single dog has, it will be different in the future, you are Mrs. Shen, every holiday, I want you to have a good time! He smiled and patted me on the head again.
"Shen Xinghe, in fact, you don't have to do this..." I know that he doesn't love festivals, and every birthday is spent with him alone.
"I'll have a home soon, Dawn!" I have a home of my own, no one will abandon me again, I want to spend every anniversary with my child, not let him be like me..." He said with red eyes and took me into his arms.
21
Friday, February 14, 2013.
I dressed up early and waited for Shen Xinghe to pick me up in the dormitory.
"Morning Dawn, you should go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to wait for me first, I have something to do, and I will come over as soon as I am finished." I'm sorry..." Shen Xinghe looked a little tired on the other end of the phone.
"It's okay, you're busy first, that..." I'd love to ask what's important not to register the marriage, but ..." "Don't forget to bring your ID card and household registration booklet."
"Well... You take a taxi to go... Don't squeeze the subway, pay attention to your body..." He finished and hung up the phone hurriedly.
I touched my flat belly and smiled...
Little fellow, at least he loves you!
I took my watch and waited at the marriage registry office...
"That... Can I change the number with you, my boyfriend has not yet come..." Well, I don't remember the first time I changed numbers with someone else.
The little couple smiled and agreed, and enthusiastically gave me a few pieces of candy, "Give, dip into joy!" The girl said.
"Little fool, people themselves are married today... Surely bringing joy candy..." The boy gently pinched the girl's nose.
"Nasty!" The girl rubbed the boy's cheek with her hand.
……
"We're done, let's go first?" The girl just waved the red book to me and smiled and said, "Your boyfriend hasn't come yet?" hum! Stinky man! When he comes, you can't spare him easily, so why let him buy you a bag! ”
"Well, you don't care about other people's business..." The girl was pulled away by the boy.
I looked at my phone... 11:44...... He hadn't come yet, and the message hadn't been returned.
"Little Xi Xi... Happy new marriage... Congratulations on marrying someone else's wife and washing your hands for soup. David's voice rang on the other end of the phone.
"Why don't you talk?" Dawn, you're all right... What the? Shen Xinghe that king of the eight eggs to put your pigeons... The old lady could not spare him..."
Doodle...... The other end of the phone got stuck in a busy tone... I rubbed my smile hard with my hand. He's not going to come... Maybe he regretted it...
"Morning Dawn, you hurry to the city hospital, I have found Shen Xinghe..." He Dawei's angry and frustrated voice rang on the phone.
hospital...... Shen Xinghe will not be...
My heart panicked, I couldn't take care of the application form in my hand, grabbed my bag and ran out...
22
"Shen Xinghe, are you still human?" Talk to Xiao Xi today to get a license, but you are in the hospital with another woman to have an abortion! He Dawei grabbed Shen Xinghe's clothes and shook them vigorously.
Shen Xinghe bowed his head and did not say a word.
syllable...... I walked over and threw him in the mouth.
"Morning Dawn, you listen to my explanation..." Shen Xinghe grabbed my wrist tightly.
"What else do you have to explain?" Han Yang told me that you are so disgusting, green your best friend, if you really love to go earlier, you ruined the lives of two good friends! bastard! He Dawei had no intention of letting Shen Xinghe go.
Is it Li Muzi who beats the tire? The child is Shen Xinghe's?
Shen Xinghe still didn't say a word...
I took a deep breath, closed my eyes tightly, and I grabbed Shen Xinghe's hand one by one. He looked at me fixedly, and the starlight in his eyes dimmed a little...
I walked out of the hospital step by step, He Dawei chased up, I could no longer suppress the sadness in my heart, slumped on the ground, Dawei hugged me tightly, and my tears gushed out...
"Why! Why do this to me! I know he doesn't love me, but why give me hope and ruin it with his own hands..."
"Cry, cry out all the grievances in your heart, and then forget that bastard, he's not worth it..." David comforted me.
I couldn't sleep that night, and I called Han Yang with the last glimmer of hope.
After hanging up several times, he finally picked up: "Morning Dawn, I know what you want to ask." I'm as miserable as you are. I love Muzi, never crossed the thunder pool one step, that child is Shen Xinghe's, he himself admitted. I don't want to mention this matter again, and I don't want to see these two people again in my life. ”
I could hear the wailing behind his tone, it was a hidden pain, Han Yang was no different from me, it was a tragedy in this love story.
I picked up my phone and found the number... 136 missed messages, countless TEXT messages.
I simply emptied it and didn't look at it. Even the most wonderful sophistry pales in the face of facts...
I sent down, the last text message: "Shen Xinghe, my great aunt is coming, let's break up..."
Then block that number... Forever black...
23
"I can't eat this meal anymore, I'm sick to my stomach, let's go in the morning..." David pulled me up and got up to leave.
"It's me who should go..." Shen Xinghe got up and walked out.
Seeing him go out, I also planned to quit and leave, but I was pulled back by Li Muzi's soft hand.
"Xiao Xi... Can you hear my story? ”
It's a story that shocked me...
Shen Xinghe and Li Muzi are small, which I have known for a long time. Li Muzi's father died when she was very young, and her mother struggled to support the family's property alone, just like in the TV series, a woman wants to gain a foothold in the mall, without background and dependence.
Muzi, who is bright on the surface, actually has many secrets that cannot be mentioned, and she has witnessed her mother wandering around all kinds of powerful men, maintaining their glamorous lives. In fact, Muzi's childhood and Shen Xinghe are dependent on each other.
But what they could never have imagined, Shen Xinghe's father would get together with Li Muzi's mother, when the two found out all this, they were ashamed and angry, Shen Xinghe chose to hide, he hoped that he could pull back his father and let his family break the mirror again.
But Li Muzi can't accept it, she can accept her mother's debauchery, but she doesn't allow her mother to destroy her good friend's family. She secretly informed Shen Xinghe's mother of this matter, originally expecting Shen's father to end it. Unexpectedly, this incident completely disintegrated the shen family's original broken marriage.
Shen's father filed for divorce from Shen's mother and moved in with his mother. She did not dare to tell Shen Xinghe about this matter, she was afraid of losing her few friends.
But the paper could not contain the fire, Shen Xinghe was furious, dropped out of school, and Shen Xinghe cried and pleaded, so that Shen Xinghe agreed to return to his hometown to transfer and leave the chaotic home.
Shen Xinghe felt unprecedented warmth and love in the days of the seventh class, which also made him try to understand and accept his parents' choices. I thought it was all over.
But God made a huge joke with them.
One night, Shen's father was drunk and mistakenly slept in his mother's room, Li Muzi...
Afterwards, Shen's father was very remorseful, and Li Muzi was afraid of his mother's collapse and planned to calm things down. She had promised Shen's father to study in the United States, but she would not come back in this life.
However, the matter is so coincidental, the more you are reluctant to mention it, the more the absurd secret can not be hidden, li Muzi found out that she was pregnant.
She couldn't face her tattered self, she couldn't face Han Yang, she wanted to end this ridiculous and sad life alone, in order to make Han Yang die, she made up lies.
But he did not want everyone in the world to misunderstand her as a slut, and she told this only secret to Shen Xinghe, who was sick with him.
When Shen Xinghe arrived, Li Muzi had already taken a large number of sleeping pills, and Shen Xinghe hurriedly sent Li Muzi to the hospital...
"He hugged me and said, live, live... To live is to live there is hope... Muzi... You will have a new life, and you should not let the filth of the previous generation be ruined... We're all going to have a home... You see I have a home, you will be fine, please don't give up..." Li Muzi said, a line of tears slipped down.
24
I can't imagine how strong she had to crawl out of the shadows, and the three of us women huddled together in broad daylight, crying in the dark.
"I'm sorry Xiao Xi, after I woke up, my body was seriously damaged, and my spirit was almost broken, it was Shen Xinghe who accompanied me out of the country, and he said that he wanted to atone for his father's sins." But it wasn't his fault...
But I really had nothing at the time, I could only grasp this last straw...
I'm sorry, XiaoXi..."
"It's not your fault, none of you are wrong, it's the people who are at fault!" I say.
Separated from them, I walked aimlessly alone, unconsciously walking to the school gate.
Across the fence I saw young children laughing in pairs on the playground, it's nice to be young! That's a time you'll never go back to...
"Stupid... I don't know if the package is off. A low, familiar voice.
I turned, he was against the light, I couldn't see his face clearly, the sun was warmly basking on him and laying a layer of gold on him.
He reached for my bag, and I took a step forward into his arms, the warm breath spraying between my necks.
"Why didn't you say it earlier..."
"I'm afraid you'll abandon me... Your life is simple and happy, while mine is filthy and decaying... I'm afraid I won't be able to give you happiness..."
"Then why are you back?"
"But I want to go home... I don't have any more relatives except you..." A line of warm tears slid into my neck.
"Uncle Liu is gone, and my mother is also... Now I only have you, Morning Sun, are you still willing to want me? He said timidly, like a helpless child.
On the day of the license, he broke up with his boyfriend, and ten years later, at the class reunion, he came back to confess
"I still lack a cat in my house..."
"Meow..."
extra:
Han Chenxi: You never said I love you.
Shen Xinghe: I said ah...
Han Chenxi: When? How I didn't hear.
Shen Xinghe: When you propose? You took 13 steps, I took 14 steps, once in a lifetime. Remember how many roses there were? ”
Han Chenxi: How do I count so many...
Shen Xinghe: Stupid... 1 + 2 + 3... +13 = 91; I have 9 in my hand, a total of 100. The 9 flowers that propose marriage represent the longevity of the world. 100 flowers to the confessional head with the old. I didn't understand anything, I wasted my romantic heart... ay......
Han Chenxi: Who said I didn't understand... I know you used yellow roses, on behalf of the apology, who let you use yellow roses, not red roses ah... hum! You don't love me at all!
Shen Xinghe: Han Chenxi, I was wrong, you are not stupid, you are color blind!
Han Chenxi: I suspect you are cursing me, but I have no evidence...
Shen Xinghe: Stupid... What color do you think that rose is?
Han Chenxi: ... Isn't it yellow? Could it be pink? The black grunt I looked at was yellow... The color is not correct, you must be deceived, buy so much, and it is not necessary to change into a month.
Shen Xinghe: I was really stupid to cry by you, but fortunately He Dawei Aixiu took a photo... You take a closer look...
Han Chenxi: Eh... Isn't that yellow? Creamy yellow? buff? Orange?
Shen Xinghe: Forget it, you still use Baidu to search for pictures...
Han Chenxi: Champagne roses...
Shen Xinghe: Look at the flower language of champagne roses...
Han Chenxi: 1. Falling in love with you is my greatest happiness in this life... 2. Love for you is my greatest joy, missing you is the sweetest thing, without you I have no direction in life, like you is the proudest thing in my life. The flower language of champagne roses is mostly related to love, and it is a very romantic flower.
This color looks very good now, Shen Xinghe or you can buy me a bunch...
Shen Xinghe: ......... Daughter-in-law brain is broken, what to do, online, etc., still quite anxious... (Original title: "Fiancé GreenEd Me, Ten Years Later To Seek Reunion")
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