Four Azure
Yu Qi drove Lin Ruohan into the small city, and the traffic in the city in the evening was busy. Yu Qi asked Lin: Teacher Lin, I invited you to dinner, what do you want to eat?
Lin Ruohan looked at Yu Qi and said: How good is this, you accompanied me to see so many scenery, it should be me please.
Yu: No, no, it should be me please, I am a boy, it should be.
Lin shook his head and smiled silently.
Yu: I've been in school for so long, and I haven't invited you to a meal.
Lin: Well, then I have to be disrespectful.
Yu: What do you want to eat? Teacher Lin.
Lin: At night, if you don't eat hot pot, do you like to eat it?
Yu: I...
Lin: Forget it, eat it at night, you should eat a taste. Or you decide!
Yu: Hot pot, if it is not another day, I know that a restaurant is not bad.
With that, he drove there.
The two of them parked, entered the shop, and sat down.
Only to see Yu Qi hand the menu to Lin Ruohan, Lin simply clicked a few, and then got up and went out. Not long after, Lin Ruohan carried a bottle of liquor and walked in.
Yu Qi was very amazed to see it, and said: Teacher Lin, I am driving, you want to ,,,
Lin: Don't drink, don't be happy, this bottle is enough for us, today ran so far, drink some wine to relieve fatigue.
Yu: We'll have to go back to school in a little while!
Lin: Walk back, I accompany you, what are you afraid of?
Yu: Well, then I will give up my life to accompany the fairy.
Lin said and poured Yu a full cup.
The two were eating small dishes and drinking small wine, and suddenly, Lin Ruohan stared at Yu Qi and asked: Teacher Yu, what kind of girl do you like?
Yu looked at Lin intently and said, "You're like this!"
Lin Ruohan's face was instantly red, and he smiled lightly between the corners of his mouth: Okay.
Lin Ruohan pondered in his heart, he must have been sincere when he blurted out like this.
So I asked, "So what do you like about me?"
Yu Sixian said for a few seconds: I like your excellence, talent, and sincerity.
LIN: That's all? It's easy.
Yu: Pure liking, isn't it simple!
Lin Ruohan seemed to be thoughtful and silently nodded his head a few times.
Yu then said: If you meet someone who meets all your criteria, then she must be prepared.
Lin smiled and said: Are you talking about me, Teacher Yu, you must not fall in love with me, when you fall in love with me, you will find that I am not what you want to love. Please understand me, and then decide whether you have the ability to like me, I am afraid that you will not be able to bear my affection.
Yu: All beings in this world are lonely, and it should be blamed that all sentient beings have not seen you.
Lin frowned and thought hard: "Huh?
Yu then said: It is precisely because I have seen that all sentient beings are suffering, so I will see you feel a little sweet, if it is really you, all the unhappiness and hardship that life has encountered, I will not care.
Lin smiled and said: Teacher Yu, are you spitting out the truth after drinking, haha!
Yu picked up the wine glass, took a deep sip and said: Actually, enjoy the scenery with you, and you are my most beautiful scenery.
Lin: Don't like me anymore, you can't bear my affection. I often hear teachers often praise you, saying that you are diligent, sincere, kind, sensible, have eyesight, and have knowledge. They're always praising you, I'm not as good as you think, so ,,,
Yu interrupted Lin's words and said: So, I work hard every day, the circle is clean, I don't go to nightclubs, I don't jump around, I don't mess with relationships, but there are still no girls who like it.
Lin: Haven't you heard a saying that when the water is clear, there are no fish.
Lin Situn for a moment, continued: Teacher Yu, you don't understand me, I have encountered too much emotional suffering, I have also heard too many lies of the Sea Oath Mountain Alliance, along the way, I have loved and hated, but I am still a person after all.
Yu was slightly drunk and looked at Lin Ruohan calmly.
Lin Ruohan continued: I don't know how there can be someone like me, who wants to be loved while someone loves me but wants to escape. It's just that in this world, most of the souls I see are half-human and half-ghosts, so sometimes they get too close and no one can see.
However, I believe, Teacher Yu, you are a pure person at heart, and you are very trustworthy.
Yu raised his wine glass in contemplation and touched Lin Ruohan's wine glass without saying a word.
Lin Ruohan then said: Let me tell you about my emotional path. When I was in school, I liked a senior, but I didn't stay with him for a long time, and my love for her was destined to be like a blessing for the Spring Festival.
Yu Qi: How to say?
Lin Ruohan smiled and said: "Upside down!"
Yu Qi smiled and looked at Lin Ruohan's moving eyebrows, as if hiding an endless heart.
Lin: I don't know why I liked him in the first place, he is very good at saying, all kinds of love words, sweet words, talking about the sky, listening to you is amazing.
Yu: How do I feel that you are not a girl who can mess up her mind with a few love words.
Lin: Yes, originally I was not a person who liked to listen to love words, which should have originated from one of my junior high school classmates.
Yu: Huh?
Lin: In the last year of my graduation from high school, a classmate handed me a note asking me if I had any winter vacation days, I wondered, I handed him back to him on the note, pay attention to words, we are just classmates.
This classmate always told me that at that time, I listened to very numb words, and I always felt that his mouth was hanging in the river, so I didn't like him very much, and I had a very bad impression of him. Many, many years later, I was still in graduate school, but he got married early and had children, and in a classmate's meeting, I saw him again, naturally I alienated him, just said hello, and that was it.
Looking at him very wooden, perhaps the pressure of life, I later heard female classmates say that he rarely intersected with female classmates.
Yu: Maybe he's just a bad person.
Lin: Yes, one year later, I went to the elementary school to pick up my aunt's children, met his wife, who happened to be my elementary school classmate, and I chatted with her, and she told me that his husband had never said a word of love to her, which really touched me.
Perhaps, it was my original indifference that snuffed out the romance of his life. For this reason, I am very entangled in my own love life, so I will mistakenly love and believe in other people.
Yu: No one is right or wrong on the road to love.
Lin: I've been reflecting on myself, so scum and love talk are two different things. Not only to listen to what this person has to say, but also to see how he does.
Lin sighed, and then said: People who like you will say love words to you, and they will also say the same love words to people who like you differently, and people who love you may only talk to you alone in their lives.
Yu: Well said, you never know how painful it is for someone you've rejected. So, life don't fail others, you can reject others, but you have no right...
Lin interrupted Yu and said: Yes, you can refuse, but you can't hurt. Therefore, do not easily treat other people's romance as a kind of scum.
Some people, who can't scummy at all, the upbringing in their bones, the three views flowing in their blood, and the innate bottom line, in their hearts, have boundaries, scales, and measures.
Later, I met a person who especially loved me, he never said love words, a very simple person, his world is Go, he is a Go master, naturally I look very boring, but I will accompany him around, accompany him to practice chess, accompany him to review, accompany him to lose, accompany him to win, before I knew him, he never fell in love, he only talked about me as an object. He was very nice to me at that time.
Every time he sent me home, he turned on the tram lights and illuminated the road downstairs for me, very warm, eating ice porridge in the summer and small hot pot in the winter. Together for more than two years, he never had a red face, and I even felt that he was my Oriental Thousand Horsemen.
Yu: That's great, you guys.
Lin: Create and make people. In the third year together, he failed to rush to The Section and wanted to study in South Korea. I have been encouraging him and have been waiting for him to come back.
However, we were less and less connected, and I knew that he was under great pressure to come back and successfully rush the section. But I never expected that he would come back with another girl who was particularly good-looking. Also introduced me to his girlfriend. And said to his new girlfriend, I am his best confidant of the opposite sex in China. I'm amazed, over the years, are we just confidants?
That night, I called him and he didn't answer, only a few words back, I like girls who play chess, you should go find better!
Yu: It's disgusting!
Lin: That night, I lost sleep, more than two years of feelings, more than half a year of waiting, all a few words, the words between the lines are so ruthless. That night, I cried all night.
I also regretted that if he hadn't gone to Korea, it wouldn't have ended differently. But then I thought about it, we have different interests, and in the end, we have to be different.
Yu: The person who can't stay can't stay in any way, you have a hundred reasons to stay, he also has a thousand reasons to leave.
Lin: A few years later, my friend introduced me to one, the one you saw the other day. I and he did things, I told you too.
Yu: He must have hurt your heart too.
Lin: If life is only as it first sees, it is all beautiful. When I first started dating, he did feel good for me. And also very good at chasing girls. A small feast on three days, a big feast on five days. Small gifts and small surprises. It is very exciting to the world of love. But love, she is very wonderful, she can make you dance with joy one second, and the next second...
Lin Ruohan shook his head and did not say a word.
When Yu heard Lin's words, a person murmured with emotion: Since ancient times, deep affection cannot be retained, and routines have never won people's hearts.
Lin smiled and said: Yes, Teacher Yu, he is very scheming. But you will never know how much I loved him, and you will never know how much he hurt me.
I used to really think that I had met the kind of skeletons in my life, the kind that I was going to get married, you know?
As Lin spoke, tears swirled in his eyes.
Yu saw that Lin Ruohan's eyes were filled with tears, and he handed over a tissue in his hand.
Lin then said: Thank you, Teacher Yu, I have enough tears, but I don't have enough courage to cry.
Yu: The world is lonely, we are free, and any bumps in life will become faint memories in the smoke clouds.
Lin Ruohan's sad eyes revealed endless sighs, and he said with tears in his smile: I will not miss him, whether he is a poem or a piece of. Never.
Lin said again between sighs: I think, I can no longer take out pure and passionate love, to love others, I always lose again and again on the road of love.
Yu: Pure people don't lose, because he has nothing to lose. Loveless and light, single are elite.
Lin: Oh, toast to the elite, Teacher Yu!
Lin Ruohan's voice was low, and he said: Each of us has our own love story, and we all have our own love life. But it's always hard to be true.
Yu: Fate always tricks the kind soft-hearted people, and the first person a person who goes along with it is the one who can walk the rest of his life. People who don't go well are not going around, half a life to seek, half a life to love.
Lin listened to the silent words, looked at Yu Qi sincerely and affectionately, and then looked at a couple sitting in the distance who were eating, and said: Where there are so many people who marry love, just find a pleasing marriage reality.
Yu followed Lin Ruohan's eyes, also glanced at the past, and turned back: Love is very luxurious, I never envy them, most people are just breeding and partnering to live, some people's marriage is actually more lonely than single.
Lin then said: Agree with your words, Teacher Yu, in fact, many people in our reality will not find true love in their lifetime, but will only find someone to raise each other for a lifetime.
Heart-pounding skin bags can be seen everywhere, and there are few decent three views.
So, I was very tired of him, and even if he found me, I hated him very, very much.
Yu: There must always be someone in this world who will make you smile the brightest and cry the most thoroughly. Maybe what we lose is exactly what we shouldn't have. Don't panic, Teacher Lin, the best things in life are all the finale.
Lin: Teacher Yu's words are thousands of words, and he is depressed and frustrated. I was overwhelmed by the emotion. Oh, let's withdraw, it's almost ten o'clock, and you're going to finish drinking the little in your cup.
Looking at Yu Qi, who was holding a wine glass with a worried eyebrow, Lin continued: "Hurry up."
The two were in a trance and drank most of the bottle. Yu Qi checked out, and Lin Ruohan handed yu qi the rest of the wine and asked him to put it in the car.
Immediately, the two prepared to hike back to school.
【To be continued, stay tuned】