Opening remarks: Obviously it has been Three months, and there is still a unique sleet in the north, fine and dense, entangled, like a very envious silk.
Forget envy
Forgetting envy and rain and snow, it was really a fate: Wei Baby was drenched in three cold rains, and Lan Zhan let the three flying snow dye his hair white.
Even better, these three rains and three snows echo each other, similar but not identical:
One is home and affection, the other is separation and reluctance, and the third is to tie the knot and renew it.
In this way, forgetting envy in their respective fate trajectories, bearing the same tempering and washing.
In this issue, let's start with Wei Baby's first rain and Lan Zhan's first snow!
Wei Baby
01, Wei Baby's first rain: heavy rain washed the blood-stained lotus dock
Although he knew that Wen's ambitions were obvious, man-made disasters were invincible.
When there was a huge disparity in strength, and the strategy and sophistry were useless, Lady Yu understood that she was doomed and sent away Wei Baby and Jiang Cheng.
After sneaking back to the lotus dock at night, all eyes are pools of blood and corpses, the blood that was once hot has been cold, and the warmth of the past has dissipated.
Wei Baby on the roof
The rain of the night poured down, washing away the blood of the Lotus Dock;
The rain on my heart was like lava pouring down, burning all my internal organs and boiling, hating a few points, afraid of a few points, confused and a few points.
Jiang Fengmian and Yu Ziyi both entrusted a pair of children to Wei Baby, even if Wei Baby at that time was still a teenager who had not yet reached the crown.
It seems that the heavy responsibility on the shoulders is the price of "escaping from this disaster", and it is necessary to carry it and walk with difficulty.
price
That rain irrigated Jiang Cheng's grievances in his heart, using those sorrows that had nowhere to release as nourishment, so that those resentments against Wei Baby thrived in his heart;
That rain destroyed the calm and calm of the sister, as if the rain carved the word "afraid" in her heart one by one, mixed with the smell of blood, clear and distinct;
That rain hid Wei Baby's unscrupulousness, collected the sword and sheathed it, with unwillingness and resentment, and understood overnight what "responsibility" was.
It was a rain of farewell to family affection, and it was also a rain that made Wei Baby pull together, in a cruel way that did not have to be thanked.
Burden
02, the first snow of The Blue Cham: Flying snow can't knock on the closed door of the ashram
The mother should be a warm safe harbor for every child, but unfortunately, in Lanzhan, the mother is more like a totem in the heart, sacred and distant, out of reach.
Originally, they saw each other once a month, but they were suddenly cut off on a snowy night, without even an explanation, without a word of encouragement.
That night, the child who stubbornly knelt in the snow made the most powerless struggle in the most childish way.
Maternal love
The snow of that night fell rapidly, the snow particles were slightly heavy, and the clusters covered the gaps between heaven and earth, rushing and confused, like the feelings of a child.
The snow of that night was restless, the snow was chaotic, and the dodging was still covered with the shoulders and hair of the child, like a hand intended to comfort, but there was nothing to do.
The snow of that night was desolate, the snow flaps were broken, and the bumps and bumps could not be maintained in the night wind, like the broken mood of a young blue, which was the perception of abandonment.
After that night, Lan Zhan did not wait for the answer he wanted to know: Why was his mother "gone"?
Toddler in the snow
He learned to resist the good, to keep his distance, to lose is a feeling that is too painful, rather than that, it is better to never have;
He has learned to close the door of the heart, to maintain habits, and if parting makes no sense, since it does not matter your wishes or your willingness, it is better not to pay attention to them.
The persistent child actually got lost in the snow and never came out;
The stubborn child, growing up in a disciplined manner, put joy in its shell and buried it deeply.
Ya zheng gongzi
Conclusion:
After many years, Lan Zhan and Wei Baby returned to the same place, and the separation from family affection was involuntarily forced to accept.
It's just that one of them is unknown, but only needs to pull himself to grow up; one who knows cause and effect well, but has to shoulder the common life of three people.
As a result, a frozen heart, numb growth, the dull pain imprinted into the personality;
So, one remembers the hatred, survives in the abyss, and vows to sacrifice the bloody wound in the sharpest way.
They hurt in different ways, one dull, one sharp;
Their painful results are very similar, and they all dig out the corner of the "home" and crush their sense of security.
Connected to life
Next Preview:
Was the first rain and snow still clear?
In the next issue, let's talk about the changes brought by the second rain and snow to forget the envy!