Every now and then one should get some pleasure of retreat
Author: Luo Shoucheng
In "Walking Ten", Rousseau fondly recalls his meeting and acquaintance with Madame Warren, delicately describing the tireless help of Madame Warren's enthusiasm and the lifelong influence of temperament and temperament. He said: "This initial moment played a decisive role in my entire life, and at the same time, because of an inevitable connection, forged my destiny for the rest of the year." The most precious temperament of my soul had not yet been cultivated by my organs, and it did not yet have a definite form. It was "what a quiet and sweet day", "there has not been a single day when I have not recalled this period happily and affectionately, this is the period when I fully express myself without interference or hindrance, and it is now reasonable to say that this is the only and short period of my real life." "It is true that its place is also short, and its emotion is pure!
After 50 years of acquaintance, Rousseau misses this short and warm life so deeply, probably in addition to Madame Warren's unique charming style and Rousseau's gentle and loving "mother" and "satisfactory girlfriend", it should be said that this life is more in line with his love of freedom, casual nature: "I can't stand restrictions, I was fully free at that time, and more than freedom, because I was limited by my hobbies, only to do what I wanted to do." 」 All my time was filled with warm care, full of country labor. ”
In the countryside, two lovers who appreciate each other and attract each other, what a comfortable and pure secluded life! This choice, although it is a lonely way, has little contact with society and less to do with people, and I love it. Therefore, reading Rousseau's book, the wonderful and indescribable good situation of the pure love life presented in the book and the undesirable but wanton time of my previous periods are always superimposed in front of my eyes, although I do not have Rousseau's elegant style and elegant girlfriend like Madame Warren, I am probably lonely- because of the bustle and emptiness, because of loneliness to be rich!
When I was in college, I held several positions, planned various activities were excellent, the school also arranged separate housing, and when I graduated, I was directly designated as an excellent graduate. Who knows, once you graduate, the clouds and the mud, the body or the wall can live, and the heart has nothing to rely on! how? You always have to find a place of sustenance. At that time, there was a hill along the back side of the school. Although the hill is small, the terrain is high enough to overlook the town, and people rush to see it all under their eyes, but they don't see it at all. Of course, I don't mean it; on the hill, the beauty is self-contained. Look up at the blue sky and beautiful sun, or the white clouds; birds or flocks or solo into the forest, a good "forest between the free". Viewed closely, between the earth and rocks, red, yellow, blue and white flowers, as long as the temperature is right, they bloom vigorously, no matter what the season, no matter whether there are people or no one. It is because of the hill, although the teachers and students have gone home after school, I am alone but not alone.
The scenery can not be disappointed, and there is a story match that is thoughtful. Every day, alone on the hill, or resting on the rock, gazing at the sunset in the distance, the red mountains in the west; or perched between the velvet grass, listening to the insects and the end of the natural song. Tao once said: "There is a true meaning in this, and I want to discern what has been forgotten." "In fact, not only forget your words, but also forget your body when you enter the victorious realm!" Unexpectedly, this mountain's indulgence and indulgence in the form of a beautiful attitude deeply attracted colleague Qin, making its curiosity steep and irrepressible. There is no need for the Hongyan Flying Book, Juanxiu handwriting, suji short words, or the window floating: "The cold mountain has condensed blue, why do lonely geese fly?" Or between the cracks in the door: "The mud melts the swallows, and the sand warms the sleeping mandarin ducks." Or the hearth condenses: "His heart is silent, but his heart is reached." "It's just that the story has just begun, I will be transferred away, the fate will be broken, I don't know whether it is luck or misfortune." However, I think that if the story is written too full, it will definitely have more memories and nostalgia.
After traveling to many places, he finally made a longer stay in his current residence. During this period, there was Z Junlai, who had the same temperament as me, and they were in the shadows of each other. In addition to work, we do not ask about the world, there is no human bondage, there is no burden of promotion, although life is somewhat bitter, it is also quiet and relaxed. Therefore, we take idleness as our daily routine, play ball to fitness, walk to comfort, chat to entertain, see the scene to reward the text, enough Corolla! Soon, the blood lipids were reduced and the mood was refreshed. Especially when walking and chatting, there is a collision of ideas from time to time, and you have to think brilliantly. It was then scribbled into a diary, the so-called "Walk" series. Reading it today, or hilarious, or contemplating, can always contain some meaning! I once wrote about Xianghe Bay, and someone read it, and even asked where it was, and wanted to come to enjoy it, and I laughed back: I don't see the scriptures! He once wrote "Happy Intention Jufu", Z Jun commented: "The Famous Article of Contemporary Small Endowment". In fact, it is difficult to match, who dares to call it. All of this is because of forgetting the world, proud and bookish.
Liu, a friend of the same window, is a master of articles. His articles are as old and spicy as deep mountains and vines, leaping like wild gallops, and I especially love to read them. If a year ago, his circle of friends or public account did not see a new work, I doubted and called him. His answer was: If you are a feudal official with multiple positions, which can be a text! Oh, red dust, love and bitterness can be known! I am not an official, but I am also in a hurry but do not know what to do. After a long time, read Rousseau again, and think more about the hidden world, although Z Jun goes, lives alone, goes alone, and wins the red dust and silence. Shaftesbury once said: "If one is not able to attain a little retreat from time to time, everything will become boring, boring and sleepy." "Is it true that if the heart is in the form of a long and long time, will there be a happy time?" I would rather have more silent and beautiful memories.
About the Author
Luo Shoucheng, graffiti on paper, enjoy a little tranquility; walking in the field, taking a breath of purity - a busy idler.
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