Talking about the love affair with Wu Yifan two years ago, qin niu zhengwei said that someone transferred 0.01 yuan to her with the humiliating words of a slut at that time, and someone applied for withdrawal for her, not denying the popularity and traffic obtained, but this is not her original intention and choice, "I am not afraid of being defined, because I have long accepted being seen at a glance."
Today, I finally said this openly, I will not mention it again, and I will completely put it down and do my best. ”
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Good morning, everyone
If fate always has a turning point, then mine is probably 2019.8.30 8:30.
"Hello everyone, my name is Qin Niu Zhengwei, my father's surname is Qin, and my mother's surname is Niu, because I belong to the tiger, so I am making a threat."
A lot of people just heard me, but didn't listen to me.
Two years ago, I appeared very abruptly in the public eye, was pushed to the forefront of public opinion, and then scribbled in a sentence.
At that time, someone transferred money to my Alipay, each transfer of 0.01 yuan with a slut-shaming word, one night I received nearly two hundred hey, I remember the most common sentence called "your father's backyard planting loquat tree"; someone went to the school official blog to make a bad comment, saying that I was academically mischievous, applying for withdrawal for me; someone posted a timeline, figured out my motives, a picture rounded my "girl group dream"; someone scattered a group photo and old nail photos, confusing everything true and false; Oh yes, there are still people looking for me to shoot a play, it is the role of green tea, let me play the true color...
They haven't touched me, but they have a mouth, and what they say is what it is... It's too easy to make a rumor, and the hard part is that you don't know how to prove things you haven't done.
Luckily I wasn't depressed, I just became quieter, liked the moon, avoided the crowd... Until my family was affected... After repeated hesitations, I came to Jing, I want to protect my family, but also want everyone to know me again, even if it is only to understand my voice... I think if there's always someone willing to defend you, let these people have more
I always remember the righteous voices in those rumors that defended me... Screenshot after screenshot of my family preserves your kindness...
I always believe that maybe one day I will become strong... Kindness is always right, and the light sometimes comes late...
"When you get through the storm, you're no longer the same person you were."
Today, two years later, I have received many apologies and completed many first parts, although naïve but also slowly on the road, everything better is not finished...
I have thought countless times about making a name for myself, thinking that I will definitely be in tears and will have mixed feelings. But when this day really came, there was only calm left, and it turned out that time would really soothe a lot of the profoundness that I had thought, and I was very happy and sad, and I was relieved.
Yes, there are always people in the back who tell me that black and red are also red, and I have to cheer up well. But I have always felt that what can be chosen is freedom, and what cannot be chosen is called fate. I never deny the popularity and traffic I have gained, but this is not my original intention and choice. I miss my ignorant self in the past, and I also love Qin Niu Zhengwei, who has the existing cognition.
It may be difficult to determine whether the world is right or wrong, but it should never be just hearsay. The full picture is unknown and will not be commented on. In the Internet, you and I are just the difference between a spectator and a clown. Life is the most real and private. I want my ears to give birth to ten thousand gentle cocoons, but we can obviously make the network environment less angry.
I'm not afraid to be defined because I've long accepted being unobstructed.
Today, I finally said this happily, I will not mention it again, and I will completely put it down and be myself well. Walk right, stand straight, coexist with the shadow. Down-to-earth, step by step. It can stand up to amplification and can withstand questioning.
It is both a period and a starting point.
"It doesn't matter, the answer is in time."
Qin Niu Zhengwei, born on August 10, 1998 in Nanyang, Henan Province, Chinese mainland actress and singer, studied at the Beijing Film Academy.
In 2017, he participated in the costume court drama "Yanxi Raiders", thus officially entering the entertainment circle.
In January 2020, he participated in the iQIYI girls' group youth growth program "Youth with You Season 2", and was eliminated because he ranked 42nd and missed the top 35; after that, he participated in the inspirational emotional film "The Epidemic of the Ordinary World" with the theme of anti-epidemic.
In August 2021, the era emotional drama "Dear Parents" starring him was broadcast on Beijing Satellite TV.
Source: China Net Entertainment