August 29, 2006, was hu ge's closest death.
At 10 p.m., after filming a scene in "The Legend of the Eagle Shooter", Hu Ge rushed from Hengdian to Shanghai, and there were three people in the car: him, female assistant Zhang Mian and driver Xiao Kai. Hu Ge liked to sit in the co-pilot, Zhang Mian saw that he was too tired, and said: Let's change positions, you sleep well!
After the position was reversed, Hu Ge lay down in the back seat and fell asleep. When I woke up, the violent impact had passed, and when I was conscious, I could faintly see the yellow-blue light of the police car.
Hu Ge could also reach out and touch his face, and the right side of his face was blurred with blood and flesh. The wound on the neck was so deep that it could be embedded in half a finger, and it was bleeding hot all the time. The right eye is completely blind and cannot see anything.
Hu Ge was taken to the hospital, and the doctor rescued him for 6 hours. The almost perfect face was stitched by the doctor from the neck, face, and eyes, a total of more than 120 stitches.
In the past few years, Hu Ge has won a lot of honors because of this face, and has also gained a lot of commercial value. Now, also because of the shattering of this face, he will not say goodbye to these honors.
Yet he was happy. "My face is ruined, I can finally get rid of this face, free."
As soon as this face was removed, the agent took Hu Ge to Hong Kong and South Korea for repair and treatment. Wear a steel mask for 12 hours a day to fix facial muscles and nerves, and the pain is unbearable, all by gritting your teeth. Such an operation, he did more than a dozen times in a year, half of his face was paralyzed, without any expression.
After the facial restoration, Hu Ge made two choices in his mind: First, go to the monastery to become a monk and leave completely. Second, go on a trip to be a ronin, buy a ticket at will, and go to places you haven't been to.
He wanted to be a fugitive but eventually dismissed the idea because the company told him that after the car accident, the filming of "The Legend of the Eagle Shooter" was delayed, and because of the delay in the schedule, the boss Cai Yinong lost 10 million to the TV station.
Hu Ge did not sleep all night, and as a star, he looked like a kidnapped person. A person's freedom requires a bunch of people to pay. One person's abandonment will smash the rice bowl of hundreds of people. To be oneself, often the most difficult thing is that one cannot be oneself.
The next morning after insomnia, Hu Ge told his agent: Let's go, let's go back to filming. This may be the fate that cannot be escaped, and it is useless to think about it no matter how much. It is better to clean up the broken mountains and rivers in your heart and set off again.
When Hu Ge came back, he encountered another problem. The copyright to "Shooting Eagle" is about to expire, and the company's cash flow is broken. Seeing that the crew was about to collapse, at this time, Mr. Jin Yong took a righteous shot, not only gave the copyright, but also renewed the copyright without taking anything. He also wrote to encourage Hu Ge: to survive the great difficulties and eventually become a great instrument.
Back in the spotlight again, Hu Ge's face was no longer as perfect as it had been in the past. There is always a scar in the right eye, each time you need to repeatedly light, make up, change the camera position, the shot that could have been completed in one minute, now it takes at least half an hour to adjust, and the progress is delayed again and again.
Hu Ge began to doubt himself and deny himself, very unconfident. As soon as you face the camera, you are full of fear. Many times I wonder why I'm standing here.
On the day of the "Shooting Eagle", he ran to the beach like crazy, and cried as he ran. At that moment, he vented all his grievances, confusion, helplessness, and loneliness.
Sometimes it is like a gift box handed by fate, in which there are ten gifts, only one is what you like, and nine are not wanted. But just for the sake of that one favorite gift, I have to put the whole box down.
Hu Ge, who returned to the screen, continued to shoot costume idol dramas. The company arranged a very simple shape, with bangs that can cover the scars. The following year, when filming "Mythology", he played a general who insisted on removing bangs. The producer told him that an idol star like you, exposing the flaws in the face, would be a fatal blow. But he firmly said to the agent: If you have to bring bangs all the time, it is a humiliation for me. Hu Ge finally had the courage to expose his mutilated face to the camera. As soon as "Myth" came out, his popularity not only did not drop, but also set a record for eight sets of CCTV ratings.
In the Spring Festival of 2010, Hu Ge watched TV at home and changed three stations, all of which had him. The characters are different, but they are all beautiful teenagers in costume. As an actor, the most failed thing is to keep repeating himself.
He was so disappointed in himself. In the middle of the night, he got up alone, went to the Hongkou Football Stadium to run, ran around the Hongkou Football Stadium for more than a dozen laps in one breath, and his brain became clear, for eight years, he was like running a circle, seemingly working hard, but in fact, he was still in the same place.
He suddenly understood that man is actually like an eagle, and if he wants to completely transform into a second life, he must admit his own imperfections and cultivate his heart. Therefore, he pushed off the commercial performance, began to reshape himself, participated in the drama, and his acting skills were also reborn, and won the "Second Dennis Best Actor Award" with "Like a Dream". In this way, little by little, he went from idol actor to slowly reinventing himself into a powerful actor.
The so-called fate is nothing but a combination of fate and luck. Fate is given to you by Heaven, and luck is your own secondary creation, which you can change through your own efforts.
In 2014, Hu Ge took over the filming of "Langya List", he refined his life experience, played Mei Changsu, and his reputation and popularity were doubled, and he became popular again. Fame and fortune are coming again, but this time Hu Ge is very determined that a person should not be burdened by fame and fortune, but should find his own meaning of life. He liked Mei Changsu's line the most: "Since you survived, you can't live in vain." ”
He volunteered for Green Rivers to protect wild birds. He went to a designated rehabilitation institution for autism and played with autistic children. As long as there is no day to act and memorize lines, Hu Ge will still soak himself in the book. He said: "It wasn't my face that was damaged by the car accident, it was just my mask. If the skin bag is difficult to repair, fill it with thought.
At the end of 2015, Hu Ge decided to go to the United States to study. He cut a bald head, grew a beard, put on a hat and sunglasses, tried his best to hide himself, and studied in the United States for a year. He wrote in the circle of friends: What should be received, all that should be suffered, shouldN't I give it back to myself?
So many stars, entangled in materialism, sinking and floating. And Hu Ge, who has died once, has already lived to understand that the time given by Heaven to each living individual is very limited, and if we do not rush for our fate, the traces of life will appear too short- and shallow.
Yuan Hong once said to Hu Ge bitterly: "My greatest wish in this life is to smooth the scar on your right eye."
Unexpectedly, Hu Ge said: Then my car accident was not in vain?
There are two lives in a person's life, one is the day of one's own birth, and the other is the day of truly understanding oneself.
From the car accident to 2018, exactly 12 years, a whole cycle. In this cycle, Hu Ge was knocked out of the track of life by a car accident, survived countless dark nights, and slowly understood the impermanence of fate. He finally found the best state in his life, that is, he had the heart to be completely born, but he was actually doing the things that he had entered the world.
In "Readers", Hu Ge said his wish: My greatest ideal in this life is to become a person like Guo Jing, with the world in mind and dedication to myself.
In the past 12 years, Hu Ge, in the name of Zhang Mian, has donated more than 30 Hope Primary Schools to help more than 3,000 children solve the problem of reading.
During these 12 years, he also learned reverence and tolerance. After the car accident, everyone thought that Hu Ge would fire the driver Xiao Kai. But Hu Ge said: The whole world can blame him, I can't. He was also manipulated by fate, poor child. Now, Xiao Kai is still Hu Ge's driver. Now Hu Ge often hangs this sentence on his lips: "Since I survived, I can't live in vain." ”
I always believe that those who have walked through the smoke and rain of Pinghu Lake, the mountains and rivers of the years, those who have gone through many disasters and tasted all kinds of tastes, life will be more vivid and pure.