In the cold winter dusk, Zi Yan ate some dinner alone, put on gloves, wrapped up a scarf, and set off for a walk alone.
Her so-called husband, at this time, was at the wine table or had gone to the mahjong hall after getting drunk.
In fact, the neighbors also invited Zi Yan to go for a walk together, but the neighbors are husband and wife, only Zi Yan is alone, and Zi Yan feels that walking with them seems to be incongruous.
Zi Yan chose a remote road with a bamboo fence along the river. When passing by, you can also look at the top of the mountain in the mist of the river, the cooking smoke of the people at the foot of the mountain, and the anglers on the bank of the river who are obsessed with the fishing rod fishing line.
During the walk, I met Linlin and his wife on the opposite door, they held hands, laughed all the way, and after seeing Zi Yan, they greeted each other warmly and then greeted them.
Zi Yan's eyes appeared a lot of pictures of loving husband and wife: warm, harmonious, romantic! Zi Yan also longs to have a lover around her, to experience the wind and rain together, to see the spring flowers and autumn fruits together, to enjoy the winter snow together, and to hold hands together... However, it did not. For so many years, Zi Yan always walked alone on the road, morning and dusk, to work or walk. The so-called husband prefers liquor stores and casinos.
Zi Yan sometimes wondered which remote road to go missing. When he was young, he couldn't lose his son; now, he is afraid that his son will worry too much about affecting his studies.
Therefore, Zi Yan had no choice but to insist on walking alone. Overhead, in the sky ahead, in the direction of home, there are two small orange-like clouds, which are particularly striking in the dusk. Zi Yan walked in the direction of the bright clouds. Old people often say, "Look at the east in the morning, look at the west in the evening", and the clouds in the west at night are good, indicating that tomorrow will be sunny.
Zi Yan thought that tomorrow would be sunny, the warm sun of winter, and the sensible and intimate son who was going to return from winter vacation, Zi Yan's mood immediately improved, and the drunkards and gamblers were left behind.
Zi Yan sped up the pace of a person's walking, went home, took a bath and went to bed, got up early in the morning, let the warm winter sun accompany her on the way to work, and let her son's love accompany her on the road. If the spirit is not lonely, the psychology will not be so lonely, and it will no longer be so afraid of a person's walking!