It took a whole week to pack my bags, and I hadn't decided whether to move or go back to China, because my friend was about to return home, and the house I was renting was about to expire. Without finding a new roommate, I had to temporarily move to a friend, but what was more troublesome was my graduation problem. This year's GPA is even lower, only 2.1, not graduating at all, according to the most optimistic estimates, I have at least two years to graduate with my degree.
After studying in the United States for so many years, he was warned by the school for cheating, participated in Meeting because of academic integrity, and even transferred schools in his sophomore year. Bumping into my senior year, but because the GPA has been stuck and can't graduate, it has been postponed for a year, I don't know myself, the next moment will be a collapse immediately. I have thought about a lot of reasons to insist, the only thing I did not think of was to give up, to be honest, the last two years of my psychological state is extremely bad, it is difficult to concentrate during class, learning comprehension ability and memory have dropped a lot, many times I think, what to do after graduation.
With the fermentation of time, I began to gradually become lonely, time was walking, the annual rings were growing, and my friends became less. I don't ask for the understanding of others, nor do I expect empathy. Because my happiness cannot be experienced by others, pain naturally cannot be perceived. The few years of travel in Canada have made me linger and make me miserable, and in the past few years of studying abroad, I have deeply realized what "maturity" is. If I had known that the price of maturity was so great, would I still choose to grow up? I also started to get confused.
Freshman and sophomore year is generally a basic course, also known as a transition course, the difficulty is not very large, so there is generally no big problem. After entering the third and fourth year of college, the difficulty of the major increased, and it was necessary to make more efforts to graduate, and most of the problems began to appear at this stage. Most of the problems are reflected in the hanging section and the low GPA, and cheating and plagiarism related to academic integrity also occupy half of the country. When the situation is mild, warnings and interviews will generally be given, and adjustments can be made in subsequent studies, if the situation is more serious, then it will be necessary to participate in the hearing, in the face of the school's accusations, there is a high probability that they will be expelled and cannot graduate to get a degree.
If it really does not work, I plan to give up the remedy of the undergraduate stage, directly apply for master study, the British Master is divided into a teaching master and a research master, I apply for a one-year teaching master in this case will undoubtedly be more cost-effective, choose a relatively simple master's degree, as long as one year can get the Master Degree back to China, will not waste a lot of time to go to undergraduate, and finally get the Master degree, give parents and themselves an account, I knew I could apply directly to Master without graduating from undergraduate.
How to keep the heart that does not abandon, walk the road that is gradually moving away, every time you see the warm pictures of others, your heart is always inexplicably moved. I tried to imagine the warm moments I had, but the next moment was full of loss, and then I began to wonder what my persistence was. Whether it is because you don't get the regret in your heart and don't give up the chase, or do you really love it and never regret it, maybe there is really no reason for sadness, just because of the cowardice that can't be sad at that moment.