Fate is short-lived, but my heart will always stay in the years with you, missing, is the difficulty of the world, is the most painful wound when there is no chance.
Every tearful night, I tell myself countless times in my heart that there are already others around you, how hard it is, but I still can't control this heart that loves you.
Missing, but can no longer see the taste, the pain is so painful that I can't breathe, I just want to stand in my own world, look at you from a distance, that silent tear, is my concern for your life.
I don't know how long a person's life is, nor do I know when the end of my thoughts is, so I can only bury the pain deep in my heart and pretend to have forgotten the past.
Sometimes, I hate people's hearts, blame myself for my ignorance, be deceived by love, and sometimes, I am glad that in this world, no one can see through anyone's heart, because I don't want anyone to know, and my heart thinks of a person who has turned his back on me.
The adult world is painful in the heart, tears secretly flowing, I thought that love is the closest and closest feeling in the world, but when I gave my heart to you, you told me with your eyes that I am not your person.
What a painful realization, let me not find a place to complain about grievances, let me feel that life is better than death, the saddest thing is that the painful heart not only does not know how to forget, but also recalls the past over and over again, but also regards yourself as your family.
Before every meal, I am worried about whether you have a good meal, every bad weather, I am worried that you are walking in the wind and rain, every night, I am worried about whether you have a good mood and whether you have covered the quilt.
Loving you is a habit that I can't get rid of in this life, thinking of you is already a disease that I can't cure in my life, I know that your world does not lack me, but I am still making myself sentimental.
I had wanted to wait for you in another world, but I also wanted you to live forever, with a contradictory heart, eternal love, to make me struggle and wander between life and death.
When I couldn't stay up, I lied to myself that one day, I would definitely see you again.
Even if standing in the pouring rain, as long as you do not find out, I am willing to silently wish you the most loved ones as a stranger, health and peace.
No one in this world hurts you more than I do, no one wants you to live better, but you don't care about my heart.
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