"Life sea sea, dare to die is not called courage, living only need courage" -- Mai Jia "Life Sea Sea"
Ai XinJue Luo Xianqi, the last grid of the Qing Dynasty's royal daughter.
At the moment of her birth, the imperial dynasty of "Ai Xin Jue LuoShi" withdrew from the stage of history.
Since then, Aisin Kyora is no longer a symbol of life that has no worries about food and clothing, and its status is respected.
Ai Xinjue Luo Xianqi, also known as "Jin Moyu", began the ups and downs of her dynasty's life.
Someone used the term "legendary" to describe her life.
As the last member of the last imperial family, her life went through different stages.
As a descendant, looking back on the life of the old man "Jin Moyu", instead of using "legend" to describe her life, it is better to say that she is a meaningless victim of the times and history.
A girl who wants to grow up freely in peacetime, but because of the family and relatives that cannot be chosen, she has carried an irresistible life.
The difference is that this lifelong strong, optimistic walker has fiercely choked the throat of fate and rewritten his fate alive.
Births that cannot be selected
Jin Moyu was born in the Imperial Family, and her father, one of the eight hereditary princes of the Qing Dynasty, the tenth Prince Su, ai Xinjue Luo Shanqi.
When Jin Moyu was born, the Manchu Qing Dynasty was overthrown, and his father was reluctant to withdraw from the stage of history, still holding the dream of "restoring the dynasty".
With the failure of the Restoration Movement and the suppression of the Japanese, The Elderly family moved to Lushun, Liaoning, where Jin Moyu was born.
It was a huge family, and the father, Prince Su, had a concubine, four concubines, and a total of 21 sons and 17 daughters in his lifetime.
Jin Moyu's mother, the youngest concubine, had a total of 9 children.
As the youngest daughter in the family, she was known as the "Seventeen Grids".
In the year of 4 years, my parents died within a month.
Jin Moyu was not born in the heyday of the family, but when her father was in exile, she still had the privilege of seeing the style and rules of the imperial family's life.
In the royal palace, people still abide by the traditional etiquette of the royal family: girls eat at their own table, not to sandwich dishes, to be done by the nurse, the same dishes are sandwiched.
When the servant saw the master, he would prostrate himself and greet Ann...
Jin Moyu, who was born as the youngest daughter, was born with resistance to these "fake models" of rules and etiquette.
She is free by nature, always informal, and even asks people not to bow down.
Even the servants could see that she was different from the others, and the older brothers and sisters who obediently obeyed the etiquette of the tutor even called her "revolutionary child".
Unfortunately, red tape is not something that Jin Moyu can easily break free of.
Even if she demands a free life, even if the next person has to bow down, but no one else dares to obey it so much, when they see her, they still have to greet Ann in a disciplined manner.
She was obviously different from her brothers and sisters, and while they maintained their manners and grace, Jin Moyu only wanted to be herself.
Sister who can't choose
In addition to the imperial family, Jin Moyu could not avoid her life, her famous Japanese traitor sister- Kawashima Yoshiko.
As a spy for the Japanese, she has her shadow in the Huanggutun time, the Shanghai 813 Incident and the July 7 Incident.
Yoshiko Kawashima, whose original name was Aisin Kyora Henzo, was the fourteenth child in the family.
After the cannon of the Xinhai Revolution, with the landing of the Yellow Banner of the Qing Dynasty, the staunch royalist father ShanQi entrusted his fourteenth daughter to his brother-in-law, the Japanese Kawashima Nanasu, who wanted to use the power of Japan to revive the dynasty on another day.
During his lifetime, Kawashima was very loyal to him.
He didn't know that this wolf in sheep's clothing ambition, Kawashima Nanasu, was really a Japanese spy, and how brutal he had done to the Zenki family in the future.
Kawashima raised this adopted daughter in the same way as a spy.
She learned to shoot, shoot, ride a horse, and received military, political, intelligence and other aspects of training, and she also received the influence of Japanese fascism in her home in Kawashima Nanasu.
At the age of 18, Kawashima Nanagi, who was over the age of flower armor, raped Yoshiko Kawashima (i.e., Jin Bihui) in the family.
That night, the flower girl fell from then on, and she was very sad and indignant, and wrote a diary: "Taisho 13, October 6, I will forever liquidate women!" ”
The next day, she combed her Hair in a Japanese bun, wore a kimono with flowers at the bottom, took a photo of a girl's trick, and cut a male parting from then on, completely "saying goodbye" to her female identity.
After that, Kawashima Yoshiko often dressed as a man, this beautiful-looking, bright-eyed jade skin, out of the water hibiscus of the royal personality, since then became grumpy, debauched, she has said many times: "I don't want to live, I should live this life." ”
Yoshiko tried suicide, and the bullet went through her left rib, but it wasn't fatal.
After that, she left her adoptive father's house and returned to China.
She wants to inherit her father's "legacy" and restore her homeland.
The first time Jin Moyu met her sister, it was when she returned to China to get married, Jin Moyu had only heard that she was beautiful and loved to lie.
The first time I saw this legendary sister, she was wearing a fashionable fur waist-length coat with a skirt, and the big waves of loose rolls were really as beautiful as the legend.
Yoshiko Kawashima and Jin Moyu, abandoning those who are mixed up, and occasionally just a pair of ordinary sisters.
Yoshiko Kawashima often catches Moyu, calling her "small", and telling her, "You must not grow up, adults are not interesting."
She had brief contact with her sister Yoshiko Kawashima, gathering together to attend dances, having fun and joking together, and her sister sometimes took her on outings, dancing, and dressing up.
Later, Jin Moyu's eldest brother believed that socializing with Yoshiko Kawashima would hurt her sooner or later, and she mixed with Japanese soldiers all day long, with a very bad reputation, and inevitably implicated by her.
As a result, Jin Moyu was sent to Japan by his eldest brother to study and isolated from his sister.
In her young years, Jin Moyu also had occasional contact with her sister, and as she grew older, she was very dissatisfied with her sister's viciousness of turning to the Japanese and slaughtering Chinese.
She gradually became estranged from her sister, sometimes quarreled, and was bent on wooing Yoshiko Kawashima, who was bent on wooing Kim, and pulled out a saber and threatened to kill.
In 1945, Japan surrendered, and Yoshiko Kawashima was arrested, convicted of traitor, and sentenced to be shot three years later.
Jin Moyu had never seen her since breaking with her sister, and even the information about her execution was learned from the newspaper.
She believes that Kawashima Yoshiko's death is her own fault and does not deserve sympathy, and even Kawashima Yoshiko did not see her last face, but only helped to see her death and confirm her identity.
Jin Moyu's "common people" life
With the outbreak of pearl harbor, Jin Moyu, who spent 8 years studying in Japan, returned to Beijing, China, where she had been away for a long time.
At that time, there was a saying in Beijing: "Prince Gong's house, Prince Yu's wall, Su Wangfu's silver bucket amount."
Although the Manchu Qing dynasty perished, Prince Su's family still left countless assets.
Among Jin Moyu's 21 older brothers, except for a few people, they are all idle children who spend money like flowing water.
After Yoshiki's death, he entrusted the family property to his brother-in-law, Kawashima Nanasu, to take care of it.
Kawashima Langsu, who had a bad stomach, secretly sold all the real estate and fell most of the money into his own pocket, and Prince Su's family gradually became embarrassed.
When she first returned to Beijing, Jin Moyu felt very different from the Manchurian period, and the atmosphere of life belonging to the Chinese could be seen everywhere, and she began her own Chinese life.
After the victory of the War of Resistance Against Japan, his brother, who married a Japanese wife, was afraid of being implicated and punished, so he fled to Japan.
He persuaded Jin Moyu to leave with him, but Jin Moyu refused.
She is full of expectations for life in New China, and she wants to stay here.
The brother left the children in the family to Jin Moyu, and the livelihood of this family of 9 has since fallen on jin Moyu's burden.
Faced with the sudden change of life status, unlike other princes and nobles, Jin Moyu resolutely shouldered his responsibilities and never complained.
She sold the clothes and house goods that she once had in her family, and when she was young, she never touched money, and in the process of selling, she did not understand the market price, and sold a bunch of mountain clothes at the price of a piece of clothing.
Jin Moyu obviously didn't care, ten fingers had never been stained with Yang Chunshui, but one day she suddenly had to learn to knit sweaters to sell and subsidize the family.
Life lacks logic, she has not questioned at all, just constantly thinking and using her brain, learning to adapt to different stages.
She had opened a laundry, but she had no customers.
A year later, she received a living allowance from her brother from Japan, and she used it to open a restaurant and become the manager of the restaurant.
People do not pay for the "Yang Chun Shui" life of this former Gege, from the bottom of their hearts, they look down on her inability to work, and the stubborn Mo Yu also copes with it with "soldiers coming to block, water coming to cover".
She greets guests, constantly practicing carrying hot pots from the kitchen, and the chef plays the role of not stir-frying dishes when he is busiest, so she picks up the boiler menu and plays on her own.
She also went to the street every morning for a meeting, mingling among a group of wonton stall owners and uncles selling pork.
Everyone in Beijing Knows that this girl with the surname "Jin" is the former Gege and the sister of the traitor Kawashima Yoshiko, who has faded the aristocratic atmosphere of the former royal palace and completely integrated herself into the life of this simple and unpretentious common people.
Unable to escape the fate, Jin Moyu fell into prison
Two years later, with the change of policy, Jin Moyu's hotel began a public-private partnership.
One government official questioned, "Don't you think you're doing this kind of work?"
This aristocratic woman who has studied for 8 years and knows the culture and lifestyle of Japan well has never felt that she is too big to use, but she is tired of the daily meeting life.
She followed the official's advice and applied for a job as a clerk in the Central Compilation Bureau, working as a translator in the Japanese group, and receiving a monthly salary of 60 yuan, and her life gradually improved.
At that time, Jin Moyu also knew an old qing dynasty official, and he was very sympathetic to Mo Yu's suffering, and he admired and respected her even more.
This Qing Dynasty man, from his home and outside the home, must pay attention to rules, and he is even stricter with others, so he is not welcome to see his eldest daughter who is a liar and always a petty thief and takes advantage of others.
This eldest girl is sexually inclined, old and greedy, and loves to use some ingenious thoughts.
Although Mo Yu was aware of these defects, out of respect for the old man, she did not stay away from the eldest daughter.
As everyone knows, this brought her a prison sentence afterwards.
In 1958, five days before the Spring Festival, Jin Moyu was caught in his home by more than a dozen police officers who suddenly broke in.
At that time, New China was experiencing a turbulent Cultural Revolution.
Kim Mo-yu's study in Japan allowed the Japanese to be in constant contact with the Japanese, which allowed the daughter of the old man to grasp the pigtails.
What cannot be escaped is the identity of Jin Moyu.
Daughter of Prince Su, sister of Yoshiko Kawashima, spy, and brother in exile in Japan.
Unable to break free, Jin Moyu was accused of "counter-revolution".
At that time, it was impossible to read Jin Moyu's heart.
Even if she is so supportive of the new China, learning knowledge in the new situation and striving to become an activist.
But it did not accept Jin Moyu and give her a chance to argue.
She spent six years in detention and was formally notified that she had been sentenced to fifteen years in prison.
She accepted everything calmly, even if she cried out in her heart: "What have you done, you need to be sentenced to 15 years in prison", but she has not shed a tear for it.
Optimistic by nature, she strives to adapt to life at different rhythms.
Under the six-tile wall, Jin Moyu learns different lives
Even though she was in prison under six tile walls, she learned to be happy in her misery and to appreciate all kinds of people in different situations.
These lives are so different from the days when the royal family was at home in the past.
After all, those who are imprisoned are all strange people, which makes Jin Moyu completely open his eyes.
There, Jin Moyu also became the class leader, which was due to her always "positive" personality.
In the labor reform, she had to work non-stop every day, even in the winter, she had to carry an iron higher than herself and dig hard, and her palms were bleeding, and she had to continue to work.
Living in prison gave her the opportunity to learn more about the country's political ideas and the skills to support herself.
While she had to receive education and make ideological reports, she also had to work, weaving wool, washing factory, shoe repair factory, and farm construction site work, Jin Moyu paid a lot of manual labor.
In prison, she also had to endure ridicule and insults from others.
The hat of "sister of the traitor" has always been worn on Jin Moyu's head.
Even if you are elected a "labor activist", your name must be erased insignificantly by the director, on the grounds that "how can a person from such a background be selected as a candidate?" ”
In Jin Moyu's bones, there is still the noble blood of the family.
In this bleak moment of life, she did not allow fate and human nature to manipulate herself, she maintained a posture, not to meet people with these people, so as not to turn herself into an "inferior person".
She tolerated and accepted everything, and in the era when everyone was endangering herself, saving herself by raising others, jin Moyu, as an activist, never criticized others, fought against others, and even framed any good people
She said: "When I was studying in Japan, my tutor told me that noble people have to find a day of the year to think behind closed doors and think about whether they have done anything to be sorry for people. If you think it's right, stick to it, and don't care what other people think. ”
The cold prison life destroyed her health
Fifteen years passed in a flash, and in 1973, the 55-year-old Jin Moyu was released from prison after completing his sentence.
Jin Moyu, who has regained her freedom, has long been homeless, lost contact with her nephews and nieces, and has broken away from her husband in prison.
She did not want to return to her nephews and nieces, lest she add trouble to the children she had brought up with her.
She asked the prison captain to arrange a job for herself.
Jin Moyu, who has been educated and labored for many years in prison, believes that he can become a self-supporting person, even if he is more than half a hundred years old.
She was assigned to a farm in Tianjin and became a farm worker.
Life on the farm was hard for Jin Moyu, who had been devastated by heavy physical labor.
She had to pick up flat shoulders and baskets, walk in the snow, and live in a dormitory, living in a noisy environment.
She often went back to the dormitory and lay on the bed, unable to move, sore, hopeless in her heart, such a job will take a lifetime, then how can it work?
She couldn't help but think of her time studying abroad in the past, as well as her family and friends in Japan.
What about them now, she didn't know, was her life an irresistible fate?
In 1976, the "Gang of Four" withdrew from the stage of history.
Just like the retirement of the imperial party in the past, Jin Moyu's life always changes with historical changes again and again.
In the same year, Jin Moyu fell ill when she went to Shanghai with her second husband to visit her family.
Diagnosis by the doctor: "hyperplasia of the spine, osteomyelitis, strain of the lumbar spine".
It was the result of years of imprisonment, under the cold walls and heavy physical labor.
Nine of her vertebrae had been broken.
The farm looked at her medical records and could only handle the procedures for her to return from her illness.
In this way, her monthly salary can only receive 19 yuan and 2 dimes, which is very little.
Someone advised her: "You are a talent, quickly go through the rehabilitation procedures and return to Beijing."
Jin Moyu was indifferent to this, she did not want to return to that political stage, she had no more people and things to linger on.
The comfort of friendship gives Jin Moyu strength
One day, Jin Moyu unexpectedly received a letter from a former Japanese friend, saying that he missed him very much and looked forward to meeting moyu in Beijing, and attached the fare to Shangjing.
Jin Moyu was very excited, she went to Beijing, tried her best to suppress her inner excitement, and reunited with her friends.
This incident brought Great Comfort to Jin Moyu, friendship brought her infinite strength, and she felt that she had to cheer up and find a decent job.
This jin Moyu, who has been strong and self-sufficient all his life, once he has a pursuit and plan in his heart, he also has a way to do it.
At that time, the number of "rehabilitations" was large, the procedures were cumbersome, and this impatient old lady was not willing to wait, so she wrote a letter to Comrade Xiaoping, the supreme leader of the Central Committee at that time.
She truthfully introduced herself, what kind of identity she had, and what kind of experience she had.
She said: "I can't do manual labor anymore, but I can still do some mental work, please give me a job." ”
That was the first time Jin Moyu asked for someone, asked for it, and it was an opportunity for a job.
The letter was quickly replied to.
The next day, three male comrades went to the farm and inquired about Jin Moyu.
Soon, Jin Moyu obtained the status of an ordinary citizen of Beijing, and then was assigned to the Beijing Municipal Museum of Culture and History as a librarian.
After that, Jin Moyu, who had suffered from wind and frost, began a rich second half of his life.
Even at the invitation of her friends, she did not choose to emigrate to Japan and continued to stick to the subsoil of China.
In 1992, she and her husband took out all the savings in the family, started their own business, and opened a "Japanese language class for caring children".
At that time, she remembered her idea of starting a school, so she began to travel back and forth, constantly lobbying japanese classmates and friends in the past, and pulling sponsorship.
In 1994, the 76-year-old Jin Moyu's Love Japanese Language Training School in Langfang, Hebei Province, was officially launched, and she achieved her dream and became "Principal Jin"
It was the most well-equipped private Japanese language school in China at that time.
In the late 1990s, Jin Moyu built langfang oriental university town on the basis of the school.
In her later years, in Langfang, she used the money she earned herself to buy a house.
In his later years, Jin Moyu, like the self-assertiveness of his youth, still lived a very casual and fashionable avant-garde.
Even though he is over 80 years old, he maintains the biological clock of a young man: "Sleep at six or seven o'clock in the morning, and get up at two or three o'clock in the afternoon."
Because, the tennis and golf tournaments on TV, following the clock in the United States, are all at night.
For these aristocratic movements, Jin Moyu has always maintained a hobby.
On May 26, 2014, "the last Gege" Ai Xinjue luo Xianqi died of a heart attack in Beijing at the age of 95
epilogue
Fate had given Jin Moyu many tests, and this Gege from a feudal dynasty believed that fate could be changed under the transformation of New China.
Therefore, she did not fully accept the torture of fate, and in different situations, she always used her optimism and ability to face it.
When I was interviewed by Lu Yu in 2007, the last gege, who experienced the ups and downs of fate, was still as cheerful as a naughty child.
She said: "The four words of joy and sorrow, your sorrow and that anger, should be put in your heart, but joy and happiness can be shared with many people." ”
This last generation of gege who has gone through the wind and frost and returned to be a "teenager", the only thing he can't choose in his life is his own birth, and even paid a heavy price for it.
Fate never picks people according to logic, the only difference is that there are always some people who have gone through all kinds of difficulties and still maintain their original intentions.
Just like Jin Moyu, in the fate that he could not choose, he fiercely strangled its throat, did not allow himself to yield, and also retained his original intention and fulfilled his dream.
Author / Eva Happy Land, a post-90s little girl who loves to travel and loves sports, has won the "Headline Qingyun Plan", has also written 100,000 + articles, once rode a bicycle alone, bypassed the largest inland lake in China - Qinghai Lake, saw beautiful scenery, met lovely people, the purpose of writing words, is to enhance self-awareness, want to write a lot of female stories, spread bravery, strong and self-reliant. Looking forward to your attention