I simply thought that I had met true love on the Internet, and after paying it, I got nothing

I have no real feelings with him, just because of loneliness. You may say that I am a casual person, but in fact, you don't need to say, I myself have this feeling. When it comes to that atmosphere, people will go all the way to black.

At that time, I broke up with my boyfriend because of trivial matters, and I was sad and unwilling, but I couldn't do anything about it. Doing nothing every day and only having fun online, I met him on a dating site. At that time, I didn't think about the follow-up questions, just wanted to find someone to vent my emotions, and when I saw the invitation he initiated to show love to me, I immediately agreed.

He is usually very stuffy, but every time he can get the problem to the point, when I have any difficulties and he says, he can answer it with just a few simple words, what should I do. He was divorced, our chat became a place to comfort each other's hearts, maybe we all had the experience of being hurt, so it was very chatty, but I still can't forget my ex-boyfriend, he always tries to make me forget the past, I don't know when it started, our name became baby, baby and so on. Good morning every morning and good night in the evening. Maybe women are always easily satisfied. At that time, I had an inexplicable feeling about him.

Later, he asked me to meet, at that time I did not agree, although I had a good impression of him in my heart, but after all, I was only a netizen, so I changed the topic and prevaricated. Until that weekend, I got a call from him, because I had a good conversation before, I was not defensive, and we left each other with various contact information. He asked me to hang out with him, along with a few of his friends. I thought I couldn't always reject him, and I really wanted to meet him. And then there it went. Looking back now, I really shouldn't have gone, if I hadn't met, the next thing wouldn't have happened, and I wouldn't have been so bothered, but I didn't think about these things at that time.

He is average looking, but mature and stable, because he is my favorite type, which deepens my good feelings for him. We went to the bar that day. And a few of his friends, probably in a good atmosphere, as soon as I entered the house he generously introduced me to his friends and sat down next to me. During this time, several friends also came to toast me, but he stopped me. Because there is always a toast to pour the wine. Inevitably there would be some physical contact, and then he simply put his hand on my shoulder, I don't know if he was deliberately tempted, or if he drank too much, but at the time, I did not resist.

Played until the early hours of the morning, when he came out he wanted to send me, he held my hand, probably I had not held hands with anyone for too long, suddenly held by someone, very steady, and then almost walked to the parking place, he turned his head and said he liked me, and forcibly kissed me. I was a little panicked, but I didn't refuse, or maybe I didn't even think about saying no. So we went from the Internet to reality, and we didn't go home that night, and that's how ridiculous things happened.

This went on for more than a month, and every day I still felt surrounded by happiness, and he was really nice to me, but the place where we met was always in the hotel, and I didn't know where his home was. One day, he asked me to wait for him at the hotel and said that he would surprise me at night, and I was very happy, but that night I waited alone in the hotel until one o'clock in the morning, and he did not come. I called him the next day and found that he had been blocked. That social app was also removed by him.

I laughed at the time, and very calm, in fact, at the beginning I knew that we would not have any results, two people are because of emptiness and loneliness to go to the Internet to find spiritual comfort, everyone is just playing, no matter how loving the two people were at the time, in the end can not avoid parting ways. Now that I think about it, I feel that life is really like a drama, and after the absurdity of this scene, the next one may be even more absurd.

The above is the oral statement of netizens

Man must know how to love himself, and when he does not see the essence of this person clearly, do not easily surrender himself to him. Nowadays, people are very good at disguise, and they can't see it just by looking at the surface. I hope you can get out as soon as possible and find the love that belongs to you.