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I don't know when you started to change, more and more silent in front of me, more and more speechless, I don't take the initiative between us for a long time, I also want to pretend to be deaf and dumb, but I can't do it, I have tried countless times to repair our relationship, but in exchange for your disregard and indifference.
I have seen the way you love me, so you don't love me, I can see at a glance, I have always been a very egotistical person, countless times I thought that if one day, you no longer love me, then I must no longer be entangled, and my head will not go back, but when this day really comes, I find that I really am not as dashing as I imagined.
The memory has always stayed when you chased me, at first I was not interested in you, my attitude towards you was very cold, I thought that as long as I remained cold, you would definitely stop the flag, but I did not expect that you never gave up, and you have always maintained a very enthusiastic attitude.
I also said to my friend, "You said how this person is so uninteresting, my attitude is already so obvious, he still doesn't give up." ”
In this era of fast food, it is rare to see someone so obsessed with you, and later perhaps moved by the spirit of not giving up, I promised to try it, and this test is three years.
Some people say that women's love is a plus point system, and men's love is a minus system, our relationship from the beginning you are the active side, and then I became more and more engaged, more and more love for you, and you began to leave, I obviously feel that your love for me is dissipating bit by bit.
Is it true that after getting it, men will really not cherish it? Is it that feelings have a shelf life, no matter how much love they love at the beginning, they will eventually expire?
I'm not naïve enough to think that love can last a lifetime, but I didn't think that a person can really say that if you don't love, you won't love, and the enthusiasm you had when you chased me was no longer seen, and many of the promises you once said were probably forgotten by you.
Promising this kind of thing, there is really no way to verify loyalty, and in the end it is often remembered by the person who listened, and the person who said it has long forgotten.
Love is really unreasonable to say, the person who first says love does not love first, and the person who is emotional can no longer be separated. I still couldn't believe that the boy whose eyes were full of me was no longer on me.
Maybe I'm too stupid and naïve, I always think that even others can change their minds, but you won't, I don't know where the confidence comes from, I think you have to be me, but in fact, you are never indispensable to me, I can't do without you.
The initiative of a relationship has always been in the hands of the party who pays, when you love me, you can give me everything, you can say take it back, and the person who is pampered has already sunk into it, and it is difficult to extricate himself.
Maybe it's because you were so good to me that I really feel that you won't leave me, but you forget that love will disperse, love will fade, and why would you be an exception?
But I know that I am not always the side of the demand, when I fell in love with you, I threw myself into it, never cooked, I will start to try to cook for you, never play games, in order to cooperate with you, and become a game fan, I have made a lot of changes, I really want to go with you all the time, but I did not expect that when I approached you step by step, and you were already a little bit away from me.
I made a lot of excuses, maybe you've just been too tired lately, maybe it's because I've been too busy lately and don't have much time to spend with you, maybe it's because I've been together for a long time, the past mode of getting along is too old, and I need to add something fresh and exciting. I deliberately reduced the intensity of work, want to free up more time with you, I deliberately found a lot of new and interesting things, want to experience with you, I tried my best to make our love back to the past, and finally you still said the breakup, that sentence "no love" like a needle into my heart.
Even if you have made enough psychological preparations, when you really hear these three words, your heart will still hurt.
I cried and begged you not to leave me, and I said a lot of things that I thought I would never say in my life, "Where you say I don't do well, I can change" "I beg you not to leave me, I am willing to do anything."
During that time, I was like a madman, sending you messages every day, calling you through alcohol, chasing you downstairs to block you, completely losing my mind, just allowing emotions to drown myself. Just hope you can come back again.
I used to chase after you, so now I chase you, with such a thought and perseverance to save you, in the end in exchange for your disgust and insults, I finally realized how much you are annoying me now.
Perhaps people always have to go through a faceless entanglement to be able to see the status quo clearly, otherwise they will still have hope in their hearts and think that they can start again.
After a series of self-respectless entanglements, after seeing your indifferent attitude again and again, I finally woke up completely and decided to leave your world completely and never bother again.
Later, I forced myself to let go of you, and I really didn't contact you again.
Some people say: People who have loved with all their strength will be very calm when they finally leave, because everything that can be given to you is given to you, and there will be no regrets.
I don't regret loving you, I don't regret pestering you, I don't regret humbling to keep you, because I really tried my best, and I did everything I could, so even if it was the end of never seeing again, I could accept it.
Rest assured, I will never bother you again, and from now on we will return to the bridge and return to the road, and we will never see each other.
Maybe the fate with some people is only suitable for a journey, no matter how much you love each other, when it is time to leave, it is useless to use all your strength.
It is true that a person loves you, and it is true that he does not love, only the one who is still in love is always unwilling to believe that he really does not love, he has left in a big stride, and only you should stay where you are.
Love is difficult to last, people's hearts are fickle, when a person decides to leave you, don't ask the other party for reasons, let alone keep it, that will only make you very bad.
I have loved you hard, the ending is not satisfactory, and I have no regrets for me.
When you love, use your best strength, and say goodbye generously when you don't love, this is the most important way for adults to have. If you can't put it down and are not willing, take the initiative to keep it, after all, that will make you more likely to die.
After the death of the heart, we must accept the heart, do not waste time thinking about him, spend more time focusing on ourselves, do not doubt love because of a person, the road to love is very long, and there will be hope for moving forward.