Shenzhen, there are no longer three harmonies can become gods
Mind of Sanhe, write the following words, I don't know what kind of position I should take to write about them, and I don't know how they are living, I just remember when, under what circumstances, as long as I go back there, buy a pack of one dollar bulk melon seeds, a 2 yuan sugar cane, eat, sit there as if to meet my wish to eat and drink, watching people coming and going, this is probably the city center in my heart, lively, often heard people say that it is poverty that limits your imagination, Where this can be compared with the city center, it is simply dirty and messy, and the reputation has gone out to foreign countries. In those years and months, how many celebrities were born here, how many stories were sung here, how many souls were placed here, I thought this was the city center.
Because I always miss this place, I have not returned to Longhua for more than a year, I took a bus for more than 2 hours before I got off at a nearby bus stop at more than 6 p.m., maybe I carried a small school bag, and several mo masters asked me if I wanted to fight, but their first words were: "Do you want to go for a walk?" "This makes me a little strange, is this more able to attract taxi business, I guessed blindly, but I remember that I didn't ask people whether to sit on a motorcycle before, and there was no one in the park at night when it was dark, which made me think that Longhua Park was rectifying and not letting the activity go, probably too early."
Landmark of Longhua Park
Coming out of the park, carrying a school bag, I went straight to the base, and many entrances to and from the streets and alleys that were wide open before were blocked due to the epidemic, leaving only a few large entrances, guarded by uniformed police officers or security guards holding thermometers. Inside the old house and Internet café, also closed off, changed to apartment to change apartment, drift beautiful and bright. Will anyone on the street still ask about accommodation? Asked about the price, but also relatively cheap compared to before, there is 15 yuan a bed and 30 yuan a single room, I carry a bag with the boss to go in, ready to simply live in this night, the boss said that the original single room is 40 now give me 30 yuan, I said to look at the room, he said no, is the previous bed bunk room removed the bunk bed changed into a bunk, put a large bed, I always wonder how inside, the boss said that now can not see, there will be security guards said, after ten o'clock in the evening if you want to come to the accommodation, take this invoice to live, He said he now has four rooms left for rent, and the rest have been remodeled.
The property gave me a voucher for check-in
After coming out of the rental house, I slowly went to the talent market, the door was brushing THE ID card and measuring the temperature situation, blocked me out of the door, I guess also blocked a lot of "them" outside the door, in fact, it is true, there is no bustle inside, to be precise, there is almost no one inside, the high iron fence and the entrance and exit post have been built in an orderly manner a year or two ago, and now it seems that it has long been built, I walked around the entire three and iron railings a few times, there is really no one inside, even the shops are empty, The signs were removed, only the cars parked inside were stable and empty, they could not stabilize in this place, there were three or three people outside the iron railing slowly and leisurely circling around Sanhe, it seemed that they wanted to go back and did not dare to go back, and could not go in, next to the iron railing there were mobile phones on the ground selling, no longer loud to sell.
Quiet tri-harmony
I know there will definitely be changes here, but I didn't expect that the change would be so big, not to say whether it is good or bad, always let me be a little lonely, after a few turns, is also hungry, from the talent market to the direction of the park, the fast food restaurant on the side is still some people to eat, but the price of one meat and two vegetarian 10 pieces and two meat and two vegetarian 11 or 12 seems to have been promoted this year, I sat down in the position facing the door, there are still many people coming, but most of them are already dressed up and live in the old apartment in the village. Listen to the two people next to you who have just finished eating, talking to each other, today to see if there is anything to do there? If you don't have to think of a way, today the weather is cold and you can't sleep outside, or someone came in to see the meal and then "didn't like to eat" and left, the girl who was cooking seemed to be very intimate to look at the person who looked inward and said: Come in and take a look, it doesn't matter.
After eating, walk out of the fast food restaurant, go to the park, there are still some people gathered on the side of the road, they are still in the gambling site tirelessly, exchanging with each other about the possibility of getting rich and the exchange of self-experience, betting. The village alley was still empty, and walking to the entrance of the park, it now seemed to be much livelier, with all kinds of music and dance swaying in the night.
The most affordable noodle restaurant here
In the crowd, I can't seem to tell who is who, they may be among them, maybe they left early, but the bustle will always be calm, but there is no longer their figure on the seats in those parks, maybe in the darker, darker place where I can't find their figures, they stay quietly, maybe they have already entered the factory honestly, I think so simply. But I guess it's definitely not their true wish, as for what is their true wish? Maybe only they know.
I remember, when I first transferred from Dongguan to Shenzhen, there was no one around to know, the work had no landing, I didn't have a foothold, I asked about all kinds of hotel accommodation is at least sixty or seventy yuan a night, and finally I lived here for a few nights before I transitioned to the past, I remembered that I was unemployed for more than a year without income, I did temporary work here several times and day knots, and I also followed my friends to come here to sell toothpaste and socks and other things, I saw a lot of things here, I heard a lot of things here, He even tried to show many of these encounters in the form of performances. Counting along the way, the people of this place and the people of this place, the things of this place, the social name that has been stigmatized again and again, always feel that something is unfair to them, if the world is safe, who wants to live on the street.
(A small river channel and a small road, separating Sanhe from the bustling)
In the end, I didn't stay there, and I knew that the more I got to know them, the more I couldn't bear to see them, the more I couldn't bear to see them, and I couldn't even bear to see them myself, because according to them, part-time work was not out of work, and I was still doing such a non-productive thing, but how can we be considered to be out of work?
I used to live there for a while, during which I made some friends and had my own girlfriends, but when I left there, all the memories gradually became memories, and even the girlfriendS who were together at the time left me, leaving me alone to return to the factory to work, and now I am still single, maybe sometimes the encounter is a fate, and when the fate comes, it will leave me without grasping.
Friends I met there
Although four or five years have passed, and now I work and work overtime in the factory, some things are missed for a lifetime. Finally, I attached a poem taken by a colleague in the company toilet as the end, which is a self-question.
Today's Sanhe has probably been transformed into a beautiful and shiny one, and maybe I may not recognize it when I go again, just like the neon lights flashing everywhere in the city at night, and only those who have been there will remember the stories there, the stories that belong to us.
doggerel