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"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

Note: This article is based on the original novel "Love You is the Best Time" of "This Life Has You", and the picture is derived from the "This Life Has You" TV series.

Tan Jing and Nie Yusheng are a pair of campus lovers, Nie Yusheng is three years older than Tan Jing, and Nie Yusheng often teaches Tan Jing to do problems.

After Nie Yusheng went to college, the two contacted each other by writing letters, and at that time communication was not developed, and the letters were often detained by teachers, and sometimes they could not get news of each other for a month or two.

Neither of them is a person who will express their feelings passionately, but they treat each other with the most sincere heart, and their love is like a transparent crystal, crystal clear, without any impurities.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

Once, Nie Yusheng left a mobile phone number in the letter for the first time, wanting Tan Jing to call him, Tan Jing thought something was wrong, went to the public telephone booth to call Nie Yusheng back, only to learn that Nie Yusheng just wanted to invite her to watch a movie.

Tan Jing was a good student who obeyed the rules, in that era, male and female classmates watching movies together meant that a relationship was determined, and early love was explicitly prohibited by teachers and parents.

But Tan Jing still made an exception for Nie Yusheng and went to see a movie with him; the movie ended, and Nie Yusheng took Tan Jing's hand for the first time.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

The ending song of the movie sings: "I used to be happy and happy, and I thought I would live like this for a lifetime." After walking through thousands of mountains and rivers, it is too late to go back... Gain everything, lose some, and don't hesitate. Lose you, but lose, the courage to face loneliness..."

In the original book of "There Is You in This Life", it was written: "At that time, she did not hear what was being sung in the movie, nor did she know that the singer of this song later became a big hit and became a queen of heaven." Even more did not think that it was really only herself. ”

Knowing that Nie Yusheng was going to study abroad in the future, for Nie Yusheng, Tan Jing painstakingly learned English and was admitted to the Foreign Chinese College.

Most of Nie Yusheng and Tan Jing's correspondence is also in English, and the young Tan Jing and Nie Yusheng have learned that in order to become better for each other, it is a high-quality love.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

When the parents of both sides learned that the two were in love, they both clearly expressed their opposition, but Tan Jing and Nie Yusheng did not think that the family would be an obstacle to their going down.

Nie Yusheng and Tan Jing naively thought that true love would impress their parents, and they would not object after a long time.

Tan Jing thought that the reason why her mother desperately obstructed her and Nie Yusheng was because the two families were not right, the family lineage was very different, and nie Yusheng, the rich man, could not climb up to Tan Jinggao.

Moreover, Nie Yusheng's father, Nie Dongyuan, is a well-known local entrepreneur, who values profit over righteousness, has quite a means, and marries into such a family, and Tan Jing will inevitably suffer losses.

Tan Jing thought that as long as she became good enough, she would be worthy of Nie Yusheng, and she was admitted to the university with excellent results; and Nie Yusheng was also desperately walking in the direction of Tan Jing.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

Nie Dongyuan opposed Nie Yusheng and Tan Jing together, and the father and son gambled for several years.

Nie Yusheng in order to give Tan Jing a gift, braving the hot summer to do a summer vacation drink promoter, he spent thousands of yuan to buy a brooch to give to Tan Jing, because the brooch will be close to the heart, Nie Yusheng wants to keep talking about Jing's heart.

Unexpectedly, such a pure and beautiful love still came to an abrupt end on a rainy day, and Tan Jing unilaterally proposed to Nie Yusheng to break up, and Nie Yusheng was at a loss.

Tan Jing said, "I've never loved you. ”

Tan Jing ruthlessly abandoned Nie Yusheng and beat up their children, and Tan Jing's departure made Nie Yusheng have nightmares for several years.

In order to get out of the shadow of lost love, Nie Yusheng saw a psychologist abroad for several years, but the heart disease was the most difficult to treat, and there was no medicine to solve the lovesickness, even if he later became the attending physician of heart surgery, he could not eradicate his own heart demons.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

Seven years after the breakup, Nie Yusheng and Tan Jing reunited, he has achieved a small career, and she, but she has become a cashier in the cake shop, with a meager salary, her husband Sun Zhijun is drunk and gambling, he can't count on it at all, Tan Jing also has to take care of his sick son, and his life is poor and weak.

Nie Yusheng came to Tan Jing's downstairs and found that the place where she lived was shabby and shabby, he had thought that he could be happy to see her have a bad life, but he did not expect that he had fallen again.

Tan Jing said: "My husband should have returned, do you want to go up and sit down?" ”

Seven years after the breakup, he was still single and could no longer love anyone, but she married and had children, Nie Yusheng felt unfair, but the emotional matter was so unreasonable.

People who have really loved, even if they have not met for many years, will still remember each other's preferences, Tan Jing remembers That Nie Yusheng likes to eat peaches the most, and Nie Yusheng remembers that when Tan Jing's appetite is not good, he can only eat scrambled eggs with tomatoes.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

Fate once again tied the pair of bitter lovers together, Tan Jing's son Sun Ping, Yin and Yang mistakenly became Nie Yusheng's patient, Nie Yusheng once refused to be Sun Ping's attending doctor, but the healer was benevolent, he could not disregard the child's life for personal grievances.

Nie Yusheng was disgusted and repulsive to Sun Ping, because he was tanjing and another man's child, Nie Yusheng was unwilling to see Sun Ping, and had a cold attitude towards Sun Ping, as if this child meant Tan jing's betrayal of Nie Yusheng.

In order to treat her son, Tan Jing suffered too much, her husband Sun Zhijun frequently caused trouble, Tan Jing not only could not count on him, but also cleaned up the mess for him, and her son's operation fee could not be saved enough.

Tan Jing took the initiative to ask Nie Yusheng for money, Nie Yusheng in order to humiliate Tan Jing, specially withdrew cash, threw it on Tan Jing's head, watched Tan Jing crouch down to pick up the ticket, Nie Yusheng's heart was full of mixed feelings.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

What made Nie Yusheng even more painful was Sun Ping's life.

After Nie Dongyuan saw Sun Ping, he did not know that Sun Ping was Tan Jing's son, Nie Dongyuan liked Sun Ping the child, saying that he and Nie Yusheng were very similar when they were young, Nie Yusheng had to face up to the child's appearance, Sun Ping, like him, had long eyelashes, but Sun Ping had congenital heart disease, his face was thinner, and he looked malnourished.

Nie Yusheng secretly looked for genetic friends to do an appraisal, found that Sun Ping was indeed his son, Nie Yusheng collapsed, he once said to Tan Jing, "The son's illness is your retribution", unexpectedly, it is also his retribution.

In order to fight for the custody of the child, Tan Jing and the Nie family almost went to court, Tan Jing's boss Sheng Fangting took the initiative to provide her with legal help, Tan Jing trusted Sheng Fangting, and also confessed her experience to him, telling the true hidden feelings of her abandoning and repeatedly hurting Nie Yusheng.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

Tan Jing originally had a happy family, his father Tan Shaohua was a technician in the "old third factory" beverage factory, and his mother Xie Zhiyun was a music teacher, in that era, such a family was considered an intellectual family.

Tan Shaohua was killed in a car accident, and the driver who caused the accident had an uneasy conscience and took the initiative to send Xie Zhiyun a sum of money, saying that he was instructed by someone, but refused to tell who the employer was.

Xie Zhiyun reported the case, but the identity of the driver was false, the conditions for solving the case were limited at that time, and the case of Shaohua was shelved, and Xie Zhiyun set his sights on Nie Dongyuan in order to avenge his husband.

Because Nie Dongyuan built a new beverage factory, the taste of a beverage produced was almost exactly the same as the one that Tan Shaohua was responsible for, Xie Zhiyun believed that Nie Dongyuan had eliminated Tan Shaohua in order to rob the secret recipe of the beverage.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

In order to investigate the truth, Xie Zhiyun lurked by Nie Dongyuan's side and became a home piano teacher for Nie Yusheng, but after Xie Zhiyun entered Nie's family, he learned that Nie Dongyuan was a man unfathomable and a dangerous thing around him.

Nie Dongyuan's father and son both like Teacher Xie Zhiyun, Nie Dongyuan has not remarried for many years and is busy working hard, but he also longs for someone in the family who knows cold and knows hot.

Xie Zhiyun is gentle and virtuous, Nie Yusheng listens to her words very much, Nie Dongyuan takes the initiative to show love to Xie Zhiyun, Xie Zhiyun's mood, "There is you in this life" In the original book, it is described as follows:

The interaction between the two people was not close, and Xie Zhiyun had an extremely complicated mentality towards Nie Dongyuan. Nie Dongyuan is undoubtedly a very attractive man, and the success of his career has made him have a kind of self-confidence, and he feels that everything should be grasped. Xie Zhiyun's hesitation and refusal seemed to arouse his desire to challenge, and he frequently created some opportunities for solitude, which made Xie Zhiyun feel embarrassed. On the one hand, Xie Zhiyun wanted to maintain this kind of interaction, and her husband's death was still a difficult mystery, and perhaps the answer was in Nie Dongyuan's heart; on the other hand, Xie Zhiyun felt that Nie Dongyuan was very dangerous, and she used the word danger to describe Nie Dongyuan, not anything else. ”

Xie Zhiyun has congenital heart disease, and he is a cultural person, weak Sven, and his temperament is also mild, where is the opponent of the old fox Nie Dongyuan, Xie Zhiyun may realize that he will be in danger, and deliberately wrote some things in the diary.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

Once, Xie Zhiyun accompanied the Nie family father and son to dinner, drank the drink of Dongyuan Company, Nie Dongyuan took advantage of the wine and said to Xie Zhiyun: "The recipe of this drink is the formula of the old third factory before." ”

Xie Zhiyun collapsed, she felt uncomfortable, half of the meal was an excuse to leave, Nie Dongyuan drove her home, "This Life has you" in the original book wrote:

"On the way home, pass by a newly built stretch of road by the beach, which is very remote and deserted, with very few pedestrians and vehicles passing by. Nie Dongyuan may have been on a whim, or perhaps he had been planning for a long time, he drove off the road and rushed to the beach. Xie Zhiyun's diary record of what happened on the beach was blank, and after a week she lightly wrote that Nie Dongyuan bought a house in Hong Kong in order to apologize to her, supposedly wanting to give it to her, but she refused. ”

Regarding the matter on the beach, it is very likely that Nie Dongyuan took advantage of Xie Zhiyun, who repeatedly mentioned the word "revenge" in his diary since this incident.

Xie Zhiyun's hatred of Nie Dongyuan was mixed with a strange resentment towards himself, this person was eighty percent the real murderer of her husband, but she was dealing with him and had skin to skin with him, which was too heavy a burden for a woman with traditional thinking.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

In the face of Nie Dongyuan's pursuit and entanglement, Xie Zhiyun felt that she could not continue, and in order to persuade Nie Dongyuan to retreat, she confessed to Nie Dongyuan:

Her husband is a technician who keeps the drink recipe of the old third factory, and the reason why she went to Nie Jia to teach piano was not kind at first, whether he was the person who caused the driver to cause the accident, she did not intend to have anything to do with him anymore.

Nie Dongyuan said, "Yeah, I was the one who killed your husband for the recipe." You don't have any good intentions, I don't have any good intentions, do you think I really like you? I'm just playing with you. As a stupid woman like you, your husband was killed, and you yourself were played with by me for so long, what can you do to me? ”

Xie Zhiyun wrote in the last diary: "I am indeed a stupid woman who would do such a stupid thing. I really don't have the face to live in this world anymore. ”

Within a few months, she died of a heart attack in class.

Tan Jing found that the reason why her mother had a heart attack was because she did not follow the doctor's instructions to take the medicine on time, and she stopped the medicine without authorization, which was actually suicide.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

After discovering the entanglement of the previous generation's grievances, Tan Jing could no longer face Nie Yusheng, and the Nie family caused her parents to die, and she took revenge on Nie Yusheng.

The changes in the family and the tribulations of feelings made the young Tan Jing extremely painful, and she was forced to terminate her studies, and she married Sun Zhijun in order to get her children on the hukou before finishing college.

Tan Jing knows that Nie Yusheng loves her deeply, so she will repeatedly use Nie Yusheng's feelings to destroy his mind.

However, when tan jing hurt Nie Yusheng, she didn't feel good in her heart, Nie Yusheng was sincere to her, and why wasn't she to Nie Yusheng? Her pain was no less than Nie Yusheng's.

What is more difficult is that she still has to take the child and grope at the bottom of society, if she is not strong enough, I am afraid that she will not be able to support it for a long time.

"There is you in this life" original: Talk about Jing's cruel abandonment of Nie Yusheng, there is another hidden feeling behind it, sadism

After torturing each other for seven years, Tan Jing finally found that he and his mother hated the wrong person, and Nie Dongyuan's formula was not obtained from Tan Shaohua's hand.

Tan Jing felt his love for her and her children in the time of re-contact with Nie Yusheng, Nie Yusheng also found Tan Jing's strength and kindness, and the two came together again, this relationship, too sadistic, too difficult.

The end of the original book reads:

"The night wind is soft and gentle, and it is the spring breeze that is intoxicating. The story may have ended long ago, or perhaps it has only just begun. All happiness is the best time. ”

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