"Novel" Widow Jiang Shuyi (82)

Novel "Widow Jiang Shuyi"

On the way back, Wang Yishu still can't wake up from the dream of his childhood, he still has a heavy Jiang Shuyi in his heart, he is wondering why everything will change? And the changes are unacceptable, not like the existence of reality. But that has changed. It is not that you can admit it if you want to, and you can not admit it if you don't want to admit it. Maybe this is life, life is full of all kinds of happiness and pain, life is full of hope and disappointment.

When Wang Yishu returned home, it was very late. He sat in the dim light and read a book for a while, and he wanted to calm down from this unquiet heart. He didn't know what he was supposed to do, just as he had done in the past, he always wanted to go with the flow, to let everything develop according to its own laws of development, he didn't want to interfere in the development of things. Just like this relationship between him and Jiang Shuyi, even now he didn't want to change it, he just went with the flow. He doesn't know if that's right? He just didn't want to destroy the feeling in his heart.

Wang Yishu did not sleep well all night, and in the dream was always Jiang Shuyi, but the Jiang Shuyi in the dream was no longer the way she was when she was a child, but the way she was now, looking at him with tears in her eyes, he wanted to comfort her, but she suddenly left. When Wang Yishu woke up from his groggy dream, it was already more than nine o'clock in the morning, and he hurried to get up. He didn't know if he could see Jiang Shuyi today, but he believed that Jiang Shuyi would definitely come back, but he didn't know if it was today or tomorrow, or when. He didn't know what time it was, he wanted to go to Dafu Street to find her, or wait for her in the high-yield village, he could only do this now.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the sun had set in the west, and the sky was not very hot, not as hot as noon. Wang Yishu sat in the hall near the door and read a book, he knew that today it seemed that he could not wait for Jiang Shuyi.

"Wang Yishu! ......”

"You... How did you get here? Wang Yishu raised his head, saw He Xiang, and he quickly stood up. He didn't know when He Xiang suddenly stood at the door of his house, and Wang Yishu didn't even think that He Xiang would come to his house.

"How? Not welcome? He Xiang smiled and looked at Wang Yishu and said.

"How could it be? It just felt too sudden, too incredible. Wang Yishu really did not expect He Xiang to come suddenly, fortunately he was at home, if he was at his aunt's house, or to his parents, it is estimated that she really had no way to find it.

"It's just to catch you off guard and see how you react."

Wang Yishu hurriedly invited He Xiang into the room and said, "What reaction can I have?" It just feels too unexpected, and you are a person from the big city, and when you come to our country, I am afraid that you will not be able to adapt. ”

"I felt good, but let me ask a lot of people along the way. The scenery in the countryside is nice and the air is fresh. ”

"When you came, did your family know?"

"I know, I know that I came to play with my classmates, I am not a child, they now encourage me to come out and run to contact my classmates and communicate with people." So I thought of you, I came to you, look at you here, didn't I say that you have the sea here? I want to see the sea here. ”

"Okay! It's definitely too late today, and I'll take you to see the sea tomorrow. ”

"Don't worry, I'm already here anyway, we definitely have time to see the sea."

"I didn't even ask if you'd eaten."

"After eating, I got off the bus in your county seat and I ate." I didn't think that you would think about whether I had eaten, I always thought that you were a Ma Daha, a person who does not eat human fireworks, and actually thought about whether I had eaten, which really touched me. ”

"You're also exaggerating, it's basic common sense." You are my classmate, you ran so far to my house, do I not know this basic common sense? You also see me too much as not knowing how sophisticated. ”

"In my heart, I always felt that you only knew how to study and nothing else."

"How can it be, I'm so bad in your heart?"

"How can this be called so unbearable? This is the look of manhood is not good, I think you are like a man, only a man can be so informal. ”

"It may be that you misread me, really lack of understanding of me."

"Lack of understanding? How is it possible, we have been classmates for two years, and then we will be in our junior year. Being together all day you say I can't understand how you can? There is also not to know you, or to know other students. If you think about it now, you usually don't have contact with others, that is, you don't talk, in fact, you can also know a person's personality in the day and night. Do you think about it now? You think, whatever you want from a classmate, you can roughly know their personality, right? ”

Wang Yishu really didn't think about it or study the personality of others, but when He Xiang said this, he felt that it was still very reasonable. Although there is no contact usually, but after spending a long time together, all aspects of a person's personality will be exposed, whether it is good or bad, they can be aware. Maybe this is often said to be a green plum bamboo horse, a long-term love, because unconsciously you will understand a person, you can know whether you like this person or not. Maybe only such emotions can be long-lasting, which is called emotional foundation, only love with emotional foundation, may be beautiful, can accompany a lifetime.

"Well, being reminded by you like this, I think you still have a certain truth in what you said, and now that I think about it, I think about it, and if I think about it, I can draw a picture of him in my own mind, I didn't think about you thinking about the problem, thinking so delicately."

"You think we girls are grinning as big as you boys."

"I don't think so, but I usually don't have contact with girls, that is, boys I don't have much contact, which may be the reason why I am more introverted and don't like to deal with others." Thinking about this now can be a big drawback for a person. ”

"Whether a person is good or not is not something that does not contact with others, it should have nothing to do with contacting people, and a person who is good is good." However, of course, it is not that there is no contact with anyone, and it is certainly not good if there is no contact. And don't you usually have a few classmates who play very well? ”

"I can still play without playing, of course, my personality either plays with people and becomes a real friend, or I don't want to play." 」

"Well, you're really such a personality person, but you don't seem to have contact with girls."

"What you say is not false at all! Tonight only you are wronged to cook and eat in our house, this is not the city, there is no restaurant. ”

"Isn't it good to cook at home?" I'll do it with you. He Xiang looked at Wang Yishu and smiled.

"Also, tonight you'll sleep in the room inside, I'll sleep in the room outside, and if you don't think it's suitable, go find a hotel on Dafu Street."

"I'm not going anywhere, just sleep in the room you said."

(To be continued)

Author: Hai Si Cang Hai (2022)