I love you and want to be with you for the rest of my life, but your appearance of not lacking me makes me feel very incompetent.
How many times, when you want to leave, but because you don't want to leave, you can't bear to stay.
On the road of love, I tried my best, hoping to go a long way, but in exchange for patience again and again, you were overwhelmed.
In your heart, anyone is better than me, and it's clear that you can't wait for your next relationship.
The weary heart could no longer find a reason to stay, so she had to persuade herself to let go of the relationship.
Leaving you is a decision I have to make after thinking and thinking, and how many times I have to cry, but you think that I am gambling with you.
You didn't call me the first time you found out I wasn't there, but you didn't think to contact me until late at night when you didn't see me back.
You don't believe that people who see you as their destiny will leave you, you think, I'm just unhappy, stay out for a while, I will take the initiative to come back to you, and you don't know how deeply you hurt me.
I never expected that, when it was unpleasant, you would come and coax me, and I wanted you to understand my heart, not to ask for a form.
When you pulled a cold face at me, did you ever think that I am a flesh and blood person, and my patience is limited.
When my heart aches to the limit and leaves you, you actually think I am scaring you.
It can be seen that in your heart, there is no me at all, so why look for me everywhere.
From the moment I left you, I had no intention of going back, love was not a child's play, I was not in the mood, and I had that kind of day of separation and disintegration, turbulence and swing.
A long life, I don't have the strength to endure you all the time, look at your proud look, and believe that you will live better without me.
Some people, the more you pity, the more he is not optimistic about you, therefore, to treat the ruthless person, do not need to think too much, when necessary, the completion is.
It is not that I can see through it, it is a helpless move, after all, the facts have proved that taking a step back is not the sea and the sky, so there is no need to endure it anymore.
Leaving you is the most correct decision in my life, not to love you enough, to be prejudiced against you, to be sober after despair, and to fight for myself in the dark moments.
I implore you, not to appear before me again, and not to remember my kindness to you, just when we have never seen it.
For the first time in my life, I was so decisive that no matter how hard the rest of my life was, I was happy for myself.
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