Turns out I'm a scumbag ex (1)

Coming out of his friend's wedding, Li Man did not leave directly, sat down on the bench on the sidewalk and lit a cigarette. A puff of white smoke rose, Li Man took a deep breath and then slowly spit it out, squinting her eyes slightly, the thick foundation could not cover the blue and black under her eyes, she looked tired. The delicate makeup could not hide the exhaustion, and she propped her elbows on her knees and stared blankly at the ground.

She didn't expect to meet the man today, he looked a lot more mature, he should have just returned from abroad, looked dusty but in good spirits. Thinking about it, Lin Yanjun seemed to be not tired from the first time she saw it. Always with a face so handsome, it was forced to pose a poker face, so that people did not dare to get close.

While recalling, while smoking the cigarette in his hand, after a while, only the cigarette butt was left, thrown sideways into the garbage can, Li Man took another one from the bag, just ready to light, a pair of slender hands appeared in front of him, the nails were round and smooth, and the owner of the hand loved to be clean. Li Man likes to look at people first, so with a pair of hands alone, she already knows who the person is.

Lin Yanjun smoked the cigarette in her hand and threw it into the trash can: "When did you start smoking?" The voice was still as cold as ever, probably older and more muffled. Lin Yanjun's voice seemed to have a magic force, tugging at Li Man's throat, making it difficult for her to breathe at once.

But he still replied calmly: "The pipe is so wide?" I learned this when I went abroad?" She opened the bag and wanted to take another one, Lin Yanjun directly grabbed her arm, "Don't smoke." He was a little hard, Li Man felt some pain in his arm, I don't know if it was because the other party really forced it, or because it was he who grabbed her.

"Mr. Lin, please respect yourself." After saying that without waiting for the other party to speak, she directly threw off the shackles, stood up and wanted to go, but the result was too strong, and because she was attending the wedding, she wore a pair of high and thin high heels today, one did not stand, wei a little, thinking that it was really good to meet him.

I didn't want to stay for a moment, and I wanted to leave in pain, but Lin Yanjun pulled her aside, "I send you." "Don't bother." But it was useless to refuse, and Lin Yanjun didn't talk much nonsense, half-hugging and taking people to the front of the car.

Li Man wanted to struggle, but it was not very convenient to wear today, so he sat up straight and obedient. "Address." "Hiss--" Li Man was not happy, but still answered honestly. The car quickly drove into the road, Li Man looked out the window, sleepy, and sure enough, the person was old, and his body was not as good as before.

The car moved slowly, the inside was surprisingly quiet, and neither of the two men spoke. Such an atmosphere is really too easy to fall asleep, but Li Manqiang is mentally strong and insists all the way. Lin Yanjun was driving while paying attention to the every move of the people around him, and it turned out that the other party was quiet or quiet, and he couldn't help but frown, which made him very uncomfortable.

It was so quiet, and the eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, without any fluctuations. Suddenly in front of a battery car, Lin Yanjun lost his mind for a moment and did not pay attention, reacted and almost crashed into it, the brakes made a harsh sound on the road, Li Man was still staring out of the window, without any reaction.

Lin Yanjun even thought that she was asleep with her eyes open, such a Li Man was too strange. Soon the car arrived downstairs at Li Man's house, she did not have the intention of thanking her, she just wanted to leave quickly, she did not want to stay for a moment, and stayed with him, Li Man only felt suffocated.

But today it seems as if everything is against her, and the foot that has just been broken has been broken

After swelling up, just stepped on the ground, Li Man almost knelt down, fortunately supported the car door, Lin Yanjun had come down from the cab, Li Man's breathing became urgent, she did not want to have too much contact with this man, she only wanted to stay away from him now.

Lin Yanjun felt her rejection, and his heart was a little lost and depressed, but he still took the person into his arms: "I will send you up." "No, I can do it myself." Li Man put her hand against him, yes, she was very repulsive to this man now, even if he got closer, she would have a stress reaction, and her whole body would be uncomfortable.

In the end, he still couldn't help the other party, and was half-armed into the elevator and sent to his home. When the door opened, she thought that she should be able to use it now, but the other party did not mean this, and actually followed the door with a cheeky face. "Hey, what do you mean, this is my home." "I know."?" Li Man looked at him with an expression on what do you do with me and didn't get angry.

"I can do it myself, you go." Li Man chased people again, but the other party did not seem to hear, actually directly squatted down to take off her shoes, Li Man seemed to be stimulated by something, the whole person fell backwards, yes, she was stimulated, she felt that Lin Yanjun must have had some illness after going abroad, she just wanted to stay away from him.

When she was about to crash into the wine cabinet behind her, Lin Yanjun grabbed it in her arms with a long hand. Then he helped the person to bend down steadily, and took off Li Man's high heels, Li Man was already annoyed, when was this person going to get out of the egg?

Carrying people into the living room and putting them on the sofa, Lin Yanjun was like entering his own door, without half an embarrassment, he went into the kitchen to the refrigerator and took an ice pack out to put it on Li Man's swollen ankle, and his expression was very serious.

"Snap one-" Li Man waved the ice pack away. Lin Yanjun, you give me a moderate stop, what the do you mean?

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Lin Yanjun only then looked up and stared at the other person's face, under the warm yellow light, Li Man's face finally appeared emotional fluctuations, her eye sockets were angry, some red, a wisp of bangs blocked Li Man's face. Lin Yanjun tried to help her sort it out, and Li Man slapped his hand away and looked away in disgust, "You should go." ”

"Your feet..." Don't worry about it." "I'll stay and take care of you." “...... Are you sick?" Li Man finally had no patience, she felt that Lin Yanjun was having a brain problem, it was he who didn't want her at the beginning, and now it was he who came to manage her,, this stinky problem, when can he change.

When the two of them were together in college, the time was not short, from Li Man's sophomore to junior year, he did everything that should be done and what should not be done, but before they were together, Li Man chased Lin Yanjun for almost a year. Li Man should have seen it long ago, Lin Yanjun was neurotic, and when he chased him, he didn't like her, but he had to take care of everything.

When Li Man was decadent like a teenager, Lin Yanjun pulled and supervised her to learn: she was ready to fall in love with others, lin Yanjun would get to know the man well, tell her that this is not okay, that it is not okay; Li Man and her family quarreled, Lin Yanjun crossed half of China to give her a meal of teaching and finally sent home.......

At that time, Li Man firmly believed that Lin Yanjun liked herself, but she did not want to admit it, so she simply asked each other out to eat at the end of her freshman year, pulled people to the hotel after getting drunk, a girl did this, it is not difficult to think how much she liked each other at that time, too stupid, like an idiot, the first time in love, give everything to each other.

So after the logical together, it was outrageous, after being together, Lin Yanjun didn't care much about her, every time they met Li Manti, they didn't have an official announcement, just around them knew, friends are not worth it for Li Man, she is still a brain sticker, nothing cares, now think about it, Li Man really wants to smoke himself at that time.

The memory ended abruptly here, Li Man's head hurt a little, she was thinking about where to put her medicine bottle, but Lin Yanjun still held her feet with a serious face to give her ice pack, she couldn't move for a while, Li Man was tired, she didn't know how to say it, she wanted to go abroad for a few years, how this person's face also became thicker, who could be a few years ago that Lin Yanjun, who loved face to death, was actually scolded and would give her feet.

With a terrible headache, Li Man closed her eyes, and there was a strange scene in front of her, but she was used to it. Lin Yanjun looked up and saw Li Man's eyes closed, his eyebrows locked, he thought that he was too his hands, and he couldn't help but lighten his strength. Looking at the people in front of him, Lin Yanjun had some attachment in his eyes, and as soon as he arrived at the wedding today, he saw Li Man.

When he received the invitation a few months ago, he was still hesitating whether to come, but when he heard that Li Man was also coming, he agreed, and he himself did not know why he agreed. Maybe it's been too long, just a little curious. But he thought about meeting each other, and there was some excitement and expectation in his heart, lin Yanjun felt that this was not the right way to open himself to his ex-girlfriend.

But when he saw each other at the wedding, the feeling of his heart falling to the ground made Lin Yanjun somewhat understand that he really should have returned, and he should have returned a long time ago. Li Man lost a lot of weight, the dress lined her waist slender, the black straight hair was casually draped, the round face was gone, but the pointed chin appeared to be smaller.

Li Man stood in the crowd, but his eyes did not have light, at that time Lin Yanjun secretly felt a pain in his heart, when he saw that the other party actually smoked, he felt a pang of pain in his heart, when did the child learn to smoke, so he couldn't help but go up and snatch the cigarette in her hand.

When he picked her up, he felt how thin the other party was, and he could clearly touch the bones of his arms, and passed the flesh into Lin Yanjun's heart: She was not having a good time.

3

If Li Man knew about Lin Yanjun's mental activities at this time, he would definitely have to jump up and say, "Ancestor, go quickly, I'll just leave when you're gone." Unfortunately, where can Li Man know, she endured the headache, and after a while, a thin layer of sweat appeared on her forehead, and her lower abdomen was also faintly painful, she had not taken medicine today, but now in this situation, she was really not moving.

After enduring for a while, feeling that Lin Yanjun got up to change the ice pack, Li Man quickly got up and took the pills from the coffee table drawer, and ate the medicine with the water next to him, his heart was already very angry, what a broken thing, when will this person leave.

Lin Yanjun folded back from the kitchen, there were still a few more things in his hand, removing makeup, Li Man was speechless, she rolled her eyes and obviously did not want to pay attention to each other, Lin Yanjun did not care, put the ice pack back in place, he walked to the side of Li Man's head, staring at each other from top to bottom.

Li Man also stared at him, the two were speechless for a while, he began to remove makeup for Li Man, she did not resist, suddenly remembered that when she was in college, every time she went out to live together, Li Man always pestered Lin Yanjun to remove her makeup, at that time Li Man did not make any makeup at all, it was a very light base makeup, she could not remove it for a while, but she enjoyed the service from her boyfriend very much.

Thinking about Li Man was a little out of his mind, the lamp on the top of the living room shook people's eyes, "... Big baby... Remove makeup. Lin Yanjun was stunned by her words, he looked at Li Man, Li Man looked a little wrong, she was not looking at herself, but like she was looking at others through herself, he took his hand and shook it in front of her eyes, Li Man did not have any reaction, there was still a smile on his face, making Lin Yanjun's back cool.

But he did not interrupt her, quickly reacted, he continued to remove makeup for Li Man, layer by layer of cosmetics faded, Li Man's eyes under the blue and black is very eye-catching, the dark circles are so heavy, Lin Yanjun feels more and more abnormal. After removing her makeup and taking the blanket on the side to cover her, Lin Yanjun saw that she seemed to be asleep, looked around, and took a deep breath.

Walking to Li Man's bedroom, the room that opened the door and came into view was very simple, as if there was nothing special, but an object on the bed caught his attention, it was a teddy bear wearing a baby suit, but strangely there was a long slit in the bear's stomach, which was connected by needles and threads.

Exiting the room, Lin Yanjun looked at the time, it was very late, there was a phone call, Lin Yanjun answered the phone, and Fang Yiming's voice came from there, "Dude, it's been so long to come back, don't you come out to gather?" Behind the speech was the sound of loud music and the cheers of the crowd.

Lin Yanjun looked at the sleeping Li, "The address is sent to me, I will go right over." He hung up the phone, went back to the couch and picked up the whole person, put him back in the bedroom, stared at Li Man for a while, turned and walked toward the door.

As soon as the door slammed shut, Li Man, who was supposed to be sleeping in the bedroom, sat up from the bed, staring in the direction of the door and not knowing what he was thinking.

4

When Lin Yanjun arrived at the bar, Fang Yiming's group had been waiting for half a day, when he came, Fang Yiming warmly gave him a hug, and then he saw that the people present were all in good relations in college, and in a greeting, Lin Yanjun sat down next to Fang Yiming

finish.

"How's it going? Brother, in the past few years abroad mixed OK. "Generally, what about you?" I? I'm not just like that, I can get by. Fang Yiming took a glass of wine and held it in his hand, but he had no intention of drinking it. He is a typical rich second generation, from the university began to live a life of spending days and drinks, originally Lin Yanjun would not have dealings with this kind of person, but Fang Yiming looks unreliable, in fact, people are very righteous.

To say that his friendship with Fang Yiming, we have to start from Li Man, Fang Yiming is the object of the test water that Li Man wanted to fall in love with. When Fang Yiming knew that Li Man, who had been chasing for more than half a month, was going to talk about it because of Lin Yanjun's words, and then he was stirred up, when fang Yiming had suffered from this kind of anger, when Lin Yanjun came out of the library one day, he directly blocked the door for people.

To say that these two people really don't fight or don't know each other, thinking of this, Fang Yiming looked up at him, "Have you seen Li Man?" Lin Yanjun was looked at by him tightly, but there was no expression on his face, "I have seen it." Fang Yiming took the cigarette box on the side and drew a cigarette from it, the action was as smooth as the clouds, Lin Yanjun frowned, he did not like the smell of smoke.

Therefore, Lin Yanjun did not smoke, so when he saw Li Man smoking, he was shocked. "Li Man smokes, you teach?" Hey, what can I do, this is still used to teach, she wants to smoke herself, and also use me to teach. Don't you know her personality, don't you just do it if you want to..." Mentioning Li Manfang Yiming's expression is obviously much more vivid, "Huh?" But he didn't go on, as if he were thinking about something.

Finally, he just looked up at Lin Yanjun and said seriously and indifferently: "Lin Yanjun, what do you say you came back for?" It's not good for you to stay outside. Lin Yanjun didn't expect him to say this, a little surprised, but he still thought, "Why?" What happened to Li Man?"" I asked myself, but Grandpa didn't know. Fang Yiming resumed his clumsy look, and the whole person nestled on the sofa, smoking a half-cut cigarette in his hand.

Lin Yanjun couldn't stay any longer, he came out of the bar, he felt that his heart was not steady, Li Man had something to hide from himself, while thinking and complaining about what qualifications he had to manage. There were no more people on the street in the middle of the night, and not far away a young couple came pushing a stroller.

Husband and wife chatted, the man was teasing the children in the car, pushing the car, and his wife put her hand around his arm, very plain but infinitely warm. "Lin Yanjun, did you say that your children will also have a face every day in the future?" Others are born crying and chirping, he must be unhappy with a straight face, is a little old man, hahaha. The voice of Li Man sounded in his head, it was 19-year-old Li Man, cheerful and lively.

Lin Yanjun felt that his heart was beating less and remembered something. "Taxi, taxi."

When he got downstairs to Li Man's house, he began to get nervous, he squeezed the key in his bag, yes, he took a key when he left, and he didn't know why he did it.

Going upstairs and standing outside the door, he hesitated for a moment and opened the door with the key. The strange thing is that the light in the living room is on, but Li Manren is not seen. Suddenly, he secretly said in his heart, "Li Man, Man Man, where are you?" Lin Yanjun came out of the bedroom, and there was no one in the bedroom.

At this time, he saw that there was a medicine bottle on the coffee table, took a look at it, it was all professional English, he looked a little laborious, and he could only see the words "insomnia and spirit" from it. Lin Yanjun had already reacted, and her heart hurt so much that she was about to split, it turned out that after he left, she had such a bad life, and the peace and indifference when she first broke up were all pretended by her.

"Well, Li Man, lie to me." Lin Yanjun thought in his heart, his back teeth were clenched, and he was now worried that this person would do something stupid. The kitchen bathroom balcony looked around for no one at all, and "bang" made a sound from the bedroom where a heavy object landed on the ground.

Lin Yanjun was frightened that his soul was gone, he quickly ran in, did not pay attention when he came, there was a secret door on the left hand of the door, he carefully pushed it open, and found that it was actually a cloakroom, and Li Man was sitting in a pile of clothes, the wardrobe in front of him was wide open, the partition of the original wardrobe was broken, and everything fell out.

He took a few steps over, slipped his hand under her arm, and hugged the whole person, Li Man looked back and saw that it was him, and he was not surprised, and it was rare to obey him and let him carry himself to the sofa. Li Man didn't speak from beginning to end, just looked at him.

"You fool, where did you bump into it, I'll see." After saying that, li man's whole body was checked up and down, and after making sure that it was okay, he finally relaxed his mind. "Lin Yanjun." "Well it's me." "Lin Yanjun." "It's me, I'm." "Lin Yanjun, you are really a fool." Lin Yanjun's expression was a little embarrassed, but he did not dare to refute it, and he hugged the person and touched her back from top to bottom, and in a few moments, the person in his arms fell asleep.

5

Lin Yanjun really felt that he did not like Li Man, Li Man this person has a big grin, typical straight daughter, because she is his brother's sister, Lin Yanjun also takes care of her from time to time, but Li Man will like himself He did not expect.

A lot of things he felt by the way, did not expect to become so special in her eyes, noticed the change of the other party, or because she pulled herself out to eat, or a big night, but wanted to drink, Lin Yanjun really refused at first, did not expect to accidentally drink too much under Li Manlian coaxing.

When he woke up again and saw Li Man next to him, the whole person was confused, but soon calmed down, Lin Yanjun was not an irresponsible person, so Li Man woke up and said let's go together. I really wanted to be responsible, but at that time I didn't like her, so I would ignore her feelings and just fulfill my boyfriend's obligations.

When he heard that he had obtained a place to go abroad, he did not think of Li Man at all, and did not hesitate to choose to go, thinking that he was really a scumbag. At first, Lin Yanjun did not feel that Li Man was different from others, he should do the same to her as he did to other girlfriends, Lin Yanjun felt that he liked her again, otherwise they would not be together for so long, after all, Lin Yanjun was a realistic and sober person.

From the very beginning, he knew that he was different from Li Man, he was not full of fantasies, he only had love every day, he was a realistic person, and without reality everything was empty talk.

He remembered that Li Man wore a pure white sweatshirt that day, the sweatshirt was very large, covering her whole body, her hair was tied into a ponytail, her face was pale, but she was still very energetic, and even jumped up to greet him when she saw him.

They chatted as usual, talked about study and daily life, and finally Li Man said, "Let's break up." He heard himself calmly say without a hint of nostalgia, "Good." ”

Then after he checked out, he turned and got into the car. Without seeing each other again, he went abroad, and the two had no contact.

He should be so indifferent, Li Man wants this, she does not want to be left behind, so before Lin Yanjun he mentioned breaking up. After that, she began to have a muddy day, and she often complained about her nest because a man was decadent, but she collapsed uncontrollably. Li Man thought to himself that he really loved the other party.

Therefore, after she knew that she was actually pregnant, she actually wanted to give birth to that child before she graduated from college, and Fang Yiming scolded her for being a fool with a brain problem, and she was angry at the end to call Lin Yanjun to let him come back and be responsible. Li Man stopped him, and with a single sentence, Fang Yiming was gone, she said, "You just set an example for your son like this." ”

Fang Yiming stared at her, extinguished the smoke, pulled people to the hospital for examination, everything was fine, fortunately everything was fine.

Later, the accident happened one morning, Li Man, as usual, packed up and prepared to go out, since she knew that she was pregnant, she moved out of the school and shared a house with Fang Yiming, but he did not live here, his mind Li Man knew, she was grateful to him, but did not know how to reciprocate.

There are two boys in the family, both go to primary school, usually at 7 o'clock in the morning has gone to school, Li Man took a look at the other party's door, written on the top of the safe, when walking down the stairs, the home door opened, Li Man looked back with some surprise, suddenly someone pushed her from behind, did not stand she directly sat on the ground.

The child was wearing a school uniform with an egg, and his small shoulder was carrying a school bag that was one-third the size of him, and he was in a hurry to rush down, "Baby, slowly bump into the sister, apologize to the sister." "Sister, I'm sorry, I'm going to be late." The sound disappeared into the corridor.

Li Man's brain was foggy, she couldn't hear anything clearly, she felt that her stomach hurt, a damp heat flowed down, the neighbor saw that she hadn't gotten up for half a day, walked over to see, frightened and screamed , "Oh, call and call." ”

Li Man could no longer feel around her, her mind was in a mess, lying in the ambulance she seemed to hear Fang Yiming calling her, and she wanted to respond but fainted.