This is the love that Aquarius wants

Everyone says don't try to fall in love with Aquarius easily.

I know for myself that I may not be a good fit for a relationship at all.

Most of the time, I always feel that I don't belong to this world, I have strange ideas, I have a personality that refuses to compromise, and many times even I can't figure out what I really want.

I always like to keep a certain distance from others, as if that can maintain my unique temperament, but in fact it is only my self-esteem and uneasiness at work.

In fact, in the relationship, I also want to give you romantic feelings, and I also want to create a lot of sweet moments and good memories with you, but I always seem to be helpless, messing up the atmosphere, but making you angry.

So my uneasiness made it impossible for me to take any more steps, I was afraid that my initiative would become the capital of you laughing at me, and I was afraid that my stupidity would become the fuse of two people quarreling.

I was too nervous too much, so in the end, I withdrew my mind and stayed where I was. No matter how smart I am, I will always be an idiot in my relationship.

I know that my ego and personality often hurt others in my feelings, but what you don't know is that as long as you are willing to try to accept me like this, as long as you are willing to be patient and slowly understand me, my focus will all shift to you.

The love I want is not only a lover who is with me, but also my confidant, my soul mate, and the spiritual fit is greater than everything.

Maybe because I always have my own whimsical thinking and world, so no matter what kind of feelings, I always hope that someone can understand my strangeness, who can catch my jumping thinking, who can understand my senseless stems, who can understand my confusion in my sudden silence and confused eyes.

Maybe many times I don't need to say anything more, explain anything, he is willing to believe me, willing to accompany me.

I know that in the eyes of many people, I am not a person who is not good at words, but in fact, only I know how lonely I am most of the time, I don't like to make excuses for myself, I don't like to explain, and many words lose their original meaning.

So I want you to know how much encouragement your understanding is to me, even if the whole world can't understand me, as long as you are willing to stand by my side, I am not a failure.

I also hope that the two of us can give each other an attitude of trust and tolerance, the distance is not terrible, the terrible thing is the doubt and difference in the heart.

It's actually hard for me to lose myself in my relationship, and I know that this trait will always make you unable to fully trust me, and it will be difficult to find a sense of security in me.

But all I want is for two people to have a space independent of each other, to have a chance to breathe with each other.

I want the two of us to be together, to be a 1+1>2 being, to have more friends, to have a broader vision, rather than gradually losing ourselves in this relationship and losing our original happiness.

So I'm not leaving a way back for myself, nor am I raising fish, believe me, time will tell you my true heart.

I know that I am not good at impressing a person at all, nor am I good at expressing love, so many love methods and skills, I will always be the least flattering kind, but I do not want to change, I have the most authentic and straightforward heart.

The little prince could always wait for his roses, and so did I.