WITH THE ARRIVAL OF THE TV SERIES "WHO IS THE MURDERER", all the truths have surfaced, Leng Xiaobing can finally unload the burden he has been carrying for so many years, and Natsuki can finally untie the knot. It seems that all people are relieved, but only the real fierce Hu Shanquan makes us feel inexplicably heavy.
Although Hu Shanquan also got the punishment he deserved, he killed so many people, caused so many families to fall apart, and he ruined Shen Yu's life with lies and deception, and his sins were simply uncountable.
What is even more absurd is that he has harmed so many people, but the reason is because he likes them, which sounds creepy logic, but in Hu Shanquan's eyes, it is normal.
The logic of Hu Shanquan.
When Hu Shanquan confessed his crimes, he once said the following words:
"I'm so good to them, why do they betray me, why do they want to find men, they marry other men behind my back..."
At that time, Leng Xiaobing questioned him:
"Do people know you?" Do people know who you are? People don't know you at all... People who have husbands and children have a good life, what does it have to do with you? ”
Hu Shanquan's answer was this:
"Of course, they don't know who I am, but it doesn't matter, I know who they are."
What problem do we see in these few conversations?
Hu Shanquan is an extremely egotistical person who lives in his own world. He doesn't care what other people do, he just thinks about what he wants, he wants to love others, then others have to love him, he wants to be with someone, he wants to do everything he can, whether others want to or not, and whether people have anything to do with him or not.
In Hu Shanquan's logic, what he wants, he must get, he must possess, and he must absolutely belong to him. It's like the two extremes of an object, and when he wants to be nice to you, he will be particularly good, and of course this goodness is only good within his own standard range, and he wants to get some kind of reward through these "good", and once he doesn't get it, he will destroy it.
Why does Hu Shanquan have such logic?
Regarding Hu Shanquan's growth experience, it is mentioned in the play that he is an orphan without a father and no mother, and later met Shen Haiyang, who was very kind to him, cared for him, took care of him, taught him to write, and thus became a close friend with Shen Haiyang.
One of the key points here is his lack of love, he has no relatives in childhood, he longs for love and care, so once someone cares about him and loves him, even if that love is only imagined by himself, he does not want to let go, he just wants to cling to it.
This explains why he thinks women who go to him for pictures like him, and why he feels betrayed after they find a boyfriend or get married. Because he wants to grasp this "love" too much.
He likes Shen Yu, he likes Shen Yu, wants to treat Shen Yu as a daughter, wants to live with her all the time, but Shen Yu's father is Shen Haiyang, not him, he wants to possess this father-daughter relationship, then he can only try his best to replace it.
In fact, it is not difficult for us to find that Hu Shanquan's logic is very unreasonable, and his "lack of love" seems to make this irrationality reasonable. It is precisely because of his lack of love that his desire for love is stronger than that of ordinary people, so strong that he will possess it by any means.
But when we think about it, does that really make sense?
The person who lacked love in childhood, let alone him. Natsuki's childhood was also very miserable, why didn't Natsuki become a person like him?
Also, many of us will only pay more attention to family love because of the lack of love, and know how to be grateful to those who are good to themselves. And Hu Shanquan's lack of love has led to his extremely possessive and extreme psychology, why is this?
In essence, this is just the result of his own greed.
That's right, those two words: "Greed!" In Hu Shanquan's life, all the evils and tragedies stemmed from the word "greed."
Because he is greedy, he wants to possess emotions that do not belong to him, and he wants to cling to those who have nothing to do with him. Because he is greedy, he does not know how to be grateful, only wants to get, and does not hesitate to commit heinous crimes for this.
About human nature.
Human nature is a very complex and three-dimensional existence. Good people, even if they have suffered a lot of injuries, even if they have had a lot of unwillingness and dissatisfaction, they will still remain kind in terms of right and wrong. And greedy people, even if they are eager to value love, even if they really love someone, they can't change the nature of their greed.
Hu Shanquan is a greedy person by nature.
Shen Haiyang was good to him, and what he thought of was not gratitude, but of possessing this good forever, so when Shen Haiyang drove him away, he felt that he was hurt and abandoned. He likes Shen Yu, not thinking of caring for him as Shen Haiyang's friend and Shen Yu's elder, but wanting to replace Shen Haiyang as her father.
How greedy do you see him? Shen Haiyang and Shen Yu are not related to him, people are good to him, that is his luck, he is not grateful, but he wants to possess forever. And there is no woman who has been poisoned by him, and there is not a tragedy that is not caused by his desire to possess that "like" alone.
If he hadn't been so greedy, if he had been able to know enough, if he had known gratitude, if he had understood that other people's things could not be demanded, then he would not have committed so many sins and would not have caused so many tragedies. All this is not something that can be shirked by the reason of "lack of love", this is the choice of others.
People are actually like this, each of us has a lot of different aspects of humanity, seemingly the same experience, you face a different mentality, the release of humanity is different. The same is the lack of love, some people choose goodness, choose contentment, some people choose sin, choose greed. The result is all within my own thoughts.
If you choose kindness and contentment, you will live a warmer life, and eventually you will receive warm feedback. If you choose sin and greed, you will live violently and extremely, and eventually you will become a tragedy yourself.
Hu Shanquan was originally just a poor person, and his human nature also had a longing for love, but in the end, he only had the upper hand because of greed and embarked on a road of no return.
Such an ending is sad and lamentable, but it is more worth reflecting on.
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