Today is even later, and I find that it is difficult to insist on what I do now, I have no interest in what I do, and I am unhappy every day. Every day there is nothing but nothing can be done, it seems that freedom is a cage, it seems to be idle but it is really afraid. Watching others earn money every day, and I don't have any points; others have tens of millions of fans, and I don't have one, others live broadcast to make money, with goods to make money doing tasks to make money, people's money is like picking leaves, but I am so difficult. I'm really unhappy, and what happened recently made my original bad mood even worse, not knowing what happiness is and what interests are. It was hard to be a little interested in doing something, but I found it too difficult and too difficult, and I was in a bad mood. My family didn't understand it yet, they just knew that I was crazy because I was too idle, wanted to make money, and had no comfort or encouragement. I know everyone is tired, but I can't control my emotions, recently I often have insomnia, it is difficult to fall asleep, sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night for a long time, and I wake up early in the morning. I don't know why I'm like this, it's so uncomfortable.
Sometimes I think, I am too ordinary, resulting in my children are also very ordinary, no matter how can not change their fate, even if they work hard to study, the same can not achieve anything, so how to teach them, feel tired. In any case, people who live at the bottom of the ladder should suffer and why should they beg for food.
Today was cut a day of leeks, I know that it is a routine, or to enter the set, always think it will be different. These ads for doing Apps are really lacking in morality, where there is a free lunch in the world, but they are still trapped in it and cannot extricate themselves. The main thing is to capture the hearts of those of us who are eager to make money. The result is that today the children did not accompany, did not even do daily exercise, and killed them. I regret it, it's uncomfortable, and I can't control my emotions, I'm trapped in it, I can't extricate myself, my father thinks I'm grumpy, I don't understand, I don't open guidance, I don't comfort, I'm cold and violent, it's so uncomfortable.
It was very late to give Dabao a needle, and the update should still be insisted on, just be a tree hole. Strangers just look at it
Today hit the stomach, he especially resisted the stomach beating, afraid of pain, looking at him every day is very painful, I am also very uncomfortable, why he has to suffer this crime, blame me, I am too short, I am sorry for the child, sorry for the parents, also sorry for the husband, but also sorry for the brother