I wrote this in 2012, just after reading EVA Q
We have grown together for 14 years
EVA eventually tells Hideaki Anno's own story.
What Eva told me was what it meant to live, how boring life was, how day after day; how hard the days were, how hard the days were, the library was open in Bari, drinking purified water filtered out of urine, and saying good morning every day; the tower floated in the air, and there were countless Nagisa kaorus waking up on the moon; the replicant lady could also go to harvest food and experience the transformation of labor on man; the ocean was red, the land was half red, and in the apocalyptic world, human beings were still strong and alive.
It is often heard that some relatives say that they do not want to live anymore, and some classmates say that they only hope to live to the age of 50 because they have not faced death. At that time, the human survival instinct will be unusually strong, and no one will lie down and want to meet death.
"Eva Finale" was exciting when it aired, and it was Shinji's first growth, just like the first time we grew. For each of us, it seems to have a different meaning.
If you're struggling with who's with whom in the relationship, you don't have to look down because it doesn't matter.
Nagisa's birth left a very deep expectation for Shinji. The joy of the four-handed play made him feel what a friend was and what someone could understand each other, and it was Hideaki Anno's role arranged for himself in this game. Nagisa's death casts a shadow over Makoto, like a child who has done something wrong and lost the last straw.
I don't know if anyone else stayed somewhere in a moment of autistic thinking, but I certainly did, in those unhappy days of my childhood, often squatting on the side of the road, on the way home, thinking about my body and soul, thinking about the troubles of my own young girl Werther. He has not destroyed the world, but he also has his own vision and desire.
I want to get smaller, go back to when I was younger, and hug myself at that time.
Later, under the impetus of Ayabori, Shinji was gradually moved, wanting to establish a bond, everyone liked you, such words, full of understanding and warm words, let people return to this short-lived reality of the world.
What is it like to gradually dare to express yourself, to dare to reconcile with yourself? Asuka beats Shinji, who does not fight back, and when she sees the DS collar, she still wants to vomit in disgust, and thinks of Nagisa's death.
The pain of killing a best friend with his own hands cannot extricate himself. Then Shinji dared to say more, dared to let everyone participate in the completion, he dared to tell Asuka about the things he liked, and at first he was evaluated as a shinji did not need a boyfriend, he needed a mother, which meant that he had not yet been weaned. But then I was weaned and dared to speak my heart.
Shinji reconciles with Ayapolis and helps Tsubondo get out of his lonely personality.
At the end of '97, he said to the audience, "It's really disgusting", and there is a continuation in this film.
Shinji and Nagisa reconciled, became courageous and powerful, no longer so evasive, and chose to become a more mature and frank adult than their father, after all, it is the story of 14 years later, after all, it is 2021, which is 9 years away from 2012, and the characters are also growing.
Eva disappears from this world, and Shinji chooses a world without eva, and Shinjibo is the wife of Hideaki Anno, who completes the ritual of 13 apostles.
I am the same, from the world that is not understood, I walked out of the world that I did not understand, began to become confident in my voice, reconciled with my dissatisfaction with the place, the barrier I had previously adhered to was more and more brave to break, choose to integrate into the world, the relationship with the world around me, explain who I am, express who I am, honestly accept the indifference and incomprehension of others, accept that the world is diverse and diverse, accept where I am not so perfect, know even if I know the correct answer, It's hard to do it in that direction.
All the searching becomes, following the heart and finding myself, knowing who I am, that is, the first drop of water to save myself from the wasteland, starting from the desert hill, the root of the rainbow is here, and I go to find the other, riding the rainbow bridge of seven colors. In the era when there was only Yuxing computer VCD, the 1700 yuan disc and machine made me feel love and frontier. I am a clump of clues that have my own smell in the wind. It's like we know what it's like to be at work, but as we get older, we still choose to give ourselves more tolerance and make ourselves more comfortable at work.
Shinji grew up very quickly, he accepted all this imperfection, and he recognized that so-called perfectionism was a cage. And we grew up with Shinji.
On June 22, 2015, the third new Tokyo city time, around 12:30 o'clock, the apostles attacked. That year, I had just graduated a year ago, and there were many troubles from the North Drift, and where my future was still a fog could not be seen clearly.
Coming from the Valley of the Wind, Tokyo is destroyed, and is the master of an apocalyptic style, Miyazaki believes in the power of nature, he believes that nature will retaliate against humans, and the giant god soldier is the messenger of the gods.
In past works, the Giant God Soldier is set to be a huge number of humanoid artificial life forms developed by humans during the period of the huge industrial civilization that has existed in the history of the past world, and its shape is a giant-like warrior, and it can spray high-temperature beams of light from its mouth that can destroy any object. The Giant God Soldier was later used in a war known as the "Seven Days of Fire" (火の七日間), which destroyed almost all available Giant God Soldiers in addition to destroying world civilization.
So the shadow of the apostle appeared, and the less realistic stream of consciousness work began its own prelude. If there really were such a huge creature, Shinji would not still be alive in the first part, but in fact, these are two sides of Hideaki Anno. The unique style of animation he created, as well as the strong execution, deservedly became a generation of masters.
We look at it from the perspective of 2021, and this prophetic story did not come to fruition.
A strong emotion, drifting from the inside out.
In fact, there is only a relationship between herself and herself in Eva's world, much like the Earth Defense Teenager, who has only one person fighting from beginning to end. It's not a story with a real world, the world can't be decided by a teenager, but this is our common dream, so we can all see Shinji in charge, because this is the story that happens in his heart.
Who he is, only Hideyoshi Anno knows.
It's a work of intense stream-of-consciousness, with a lot of overlapping images, a story about growth, about the cognition of the inner personality, about relationships. It is a very comprehensive work with a personal style.
No matter how the world comments on the leper, after all, there are some talents, and handed in a good answer, the current rating of this theatrical version is 9.2 points, which is a very good score in similar themes. Compared to the hot ending of Attack on Titan, it is much more stable, and readers are more satisfied.
The last film review was written in "14 Years of Growing Up with Shinji", and the gap between Q and Fin has a new 8 years. In these 8 years, we have heard too much news of ticket jumping, this work is really a lifetime series, and it is a great experience to have the opportunity to see the finale.
Judging from a few subtitles, the main theme of eva has undergone many shifts, and the leper has brought the characters to life.
Everyone's interpretation of eva is also different, and when I spent about 4-5 times watching this movie repeatedly, the feeling was different every time, with many bright and dark lines interspersed.
Finally, I saw a true heir who grew up, accepted the death of others and had an independent mind.
Be honest about other people you like.
You can also learn from the perspective of the song, from one last kiss, who kissed whom?
Was it the kiss between Shinji and Miri? At the moment of the coming-of-age ceremony, the self-sacrifice of the blessing allows Misato to reflect the inner feelings of Shinji.
What happened in the course of Q in 14 years, after the plot of Q, came here, accepted the alienation of laborers, and found themselves through labor. The meaning in this village is the meaning of living.
The terrace of reflection is still a coward.
Shinji would think:
Why is it so good for me? Because we like you. Beautiful boy, can you discover your own beauty? Yesterday at Universal Studios it was still called how beautiful girl now. Only love, is love a weapon to break at filed? Whether it's sleeping or waking up, immersed in juvenile comics, but I don't like it all I don't know what I'm asking for, but the tears can't stop the fall But because of my weakness, I want to meet you. If you want to fulfill any wishes, you want to fall asleep next to you. Yui is inside the body of the first machine, and Tsubaki wants to see her. The person between the sea and the land is the person who begins and ends, which means that the character that Hideaki Anno has arranged for himself has a similar realistic meaning, and he is responsible for connecting the reader's fantasy world with the real world. The world without EVA is also the world where EVA ends, the intersection of dreams and reality.
The last kiss may be in Miri and Bong, or it may be Shinji and Shinji
Cp is not important, what is important is to gain growth.
Asuka: "I used to like you, but unfortunately I became an adult first..." Shinji: "I also liked Asuka"
People who break through walls in the real and virtual worlds are the most respectable people.
I can't start over, I can't predict, I'm not alone, we all have to be brave to face the world.
The hues are different, the part that saves paris is fuchsia, introspection, acceptance, self-acceptance, I'm going to grow, what are you afraid of, it's your turn. I can accept your death too.
Want to change the past?
Loneliness is not what I want to feel, good morning is a blessing for important people in the day, and life is made up of stacks day by day.
Yui turns out that you are here, where is the soul, and society should be more friendly and tolerant of a few people
I remember when I was a kid watching Evangelion, when I was still called Aquila Warrior, I remember that I could see this work between 5:30 and 6 o'clock every day, I thought it was too bloody, I remember more deeply that episode of Rain Angel, The Inhuman Torture that Shinji endured in the first machine, in the first version of eva, Hideaki Anno did not join the role of Makoto Shibo, because the prototype of Shinjibo was his wife.
The story and the real world mirror each other, the shadow shines into reality, from about 1999 to see the SkyHawk Warrior to now, it has been 22 years, in the play of those characters, and the real world, is actually a state of complete synchronization.
Good work will probably turn the characters into free-walking things, and they will live again in this 2021, and they will feel extraordinarily real in this similar worldview.
The last words of the Devil's Blade, the last words of Attack on Titan, are actually the most inconsistent things between this world and the real world, the ghost of the Devil's Blade, in the Taisho years. After The Cruelty is destroyed, there will be no ghosts in this world.
Giants are also a pattern, Alan chooses to save the Ancestors, and then the giants in this world do not exist, although the war will continue, but the giants disappear.
Eva chose the same path, Shinji chose, Hideaki Anno chose to restore the world to the real world, let Eva disappear from this world, and let everything go back to the beginning.
