If you can travel through time, you will choose to travel to what era

I was born in the 1980s as a child of an authentic peasant, and everyone in that era knew that the rural living conditions at that time were very difficult. Because of the family conditions and various reasons at that time, I could not complete my studies, and I participated in work before finishing junior high school, from various farm work to construction sites, so many years can be said to have tasted the bittersweet and bittersweet. Until now, my life is still very unsatisfactory, sometimes I wonder why I did not choose to study well in the first place, if I can go to college, will I have a very good life, is it not necessary to work so hard to have a better life?

Now life is inseparable from mobile phones, when flipping through mobile phones, I saw an article about time travel, which mentioned that when it is possible to travel time when it exceeds the speed of light. At that time, I had a lot of associations, if I could go back to my childhood to do more efforts can not change my current life, so I try to think back to the time when I was a child, I seem to go back to when I was in elementary school, the thin figure sitting in the classroom is listening carefully to what the teacher is talking about, there is no point of not being serious, listening to the teacher's explanation at that time seems to have mastered something, when I heard the teacher talk about new content, I found that I didn't seem to learn anything, thinking back to this I sighed, Maybe it was because the brain was too small at that time to develop more slowly than its peers and could not accept too many things, and there was also some malnutrition that affected normal development at that time. Maybe it will be better when I grow up.

Soon my mind came to the end of the primary school to junior high school, when my teacher was very attentive to teach us to learn, hoping that we could get good grades in the class. Summarize the topics that have been out every year as the center, write down all kinds of topics for us to study repeatedly, even the time after class has not been let go, the teacher has paid hard, we are also working hard to learn and memorize the questions, every day I am dizzy, I have worked very hard but still memorized and forgotten, forgotten and back in such a day difficult to spend every day. It was as if I had clearly memorized it very well, and after a night I was deprived of some power, I erased that memory and made my efforts in vain. Soon it was time for the exams, and I came to the middle school with all the standards I had taken as a middle school student.

At that time, my mother often told me to study hard and have a good future in the future, but no matter how hard I tried, I always couldn't learn English, and usually my thought logic was very clear, but when I used it to study, it was a mess, as if there was a force in the dark that controlled something and decided the trajectory of my life. Looking back on this, I seem to have a little understanding, even if I can travel back in time, I can't change anything, maybe this is life. Everyone has their own life, as if it has already been predestined.

The above article is my personal experience and conjecture, not necessarily true for reference only thank you for reading. Feel free to comment on what you have different views on.