Have you experienced despair?

This month is really difficult, began the first month of part-time work, a life without income but has been spending. Originally, this was something that many people would have experienced, but because my family was not rich, I always felt that because I went to a university, the whole family was more stretched, and then my sister was about to take the college entrance examination, and at that time I said that I would make money for my sister to go to school after college, and then I felt pressured. Whether the workers who just came to Shenzhen are like me, they feel the torment of life. Originally I was going back to school today, the school is a little far from Shenzhen, and there are not many trains. In order to catch this train, I specially took a leave of absence with the company and went out an hour and a half in advance, but in the end I still couldn't catch the car, even if I couldn't catch the car, because this car was the last car to go to the school city today, and I couldn't return it or change it. This month was already difficult, and as a result, I encountered such a thing, and suddenly I felt so wronged, I had planned it, but the plan could not catch up with the changes, and those pressures came to me like a tide, and I couldn't breathe, I was really uncomfortable, I felt so desperate. However, the emotions were also a little stronger at that time, and after that, I felt that "if you come, then you will be safe". Despair, who has not experienced it, just to see who can think open. Even if it is desperate, it must be sunny.