The first half of a post-90s girl's life

How many post-90s girls are there now? When you were young, did you think that eating a bite of spicy strips, drinking a bag of ice water would be very refreshing, thinking that jumping leather bands would be very happy, but now children are not happy with spending money.

I was born in a rural family, from a small family is rich, when I was young, my parents were very fond of me, they always gave me the best, I remember every exam, my mother would boil eggs to send me, and then take a bag of instant noodles, the grades were good, my mother would stew fish for me to eat, my father would pick me up and go to school every time, my parents were honest farmers, their concept was to have a heater, to be able to live in a building is a dream, to have a car is a rich man.

When I was young, I used to think that earning 1,000 yuan a month was very remarkable, but now more than 3,000 a month is very little, my mother died at the age of 17, so Caught off guard, I think she, is my mother gave me all the love, she left, this home collapsed, and then dad's body was not as good as a year, dad also left in the winter of 2020, I am only 30 years old, but I have lived someone else's life, all the responsibilities, pressure, children, pressure I can't breathe, I don't know how much loss I suffered How much bullying, how much obstruction in the middle, there is no way, sometimes I think maybe this is fate

Many times I think about going with them, but I still have a child waiting to be fed, he just can talk, if I leave, won't my child also be bullied? So in the difficult to play teeth insist, only for themselves, for the sake of the children, now in addition to doing work, I will also do some part-time work, patch up, such as mother and baby and the like, if you are also like me have a similar experience, welcome to leave a message