Gossip Self-Silence Teacher (Part 5)
Text/Huang Haibei (Biographical Literature Magazine)
Our body, whose characteristics are essentially known by others: what I know is the body of others, and the main thing I know about my body comes from the way others know it.
--Jean-Paul Sartre
Greatness lies not only in deeds and works, but also in thoughts and souls.
--Cui Zimo
<h1>Fight for faith</h1>
In 1943, at the age of 39, Sartre completed and published his philosophical treatise Existence and Nothingness, from which "existentialism" was born, accompanied by confusion and misunderstanding. In that turbulent era, Sartre's birth was like a ray of dawn, bringing people infinite hopes and hopes, and then greedy people found that the real practice of freedom was too demanding, there were too many "tiring responsibilities", and in the end, "existentialism" endangered their interests, providing them with a so-called "dirty realist world view", which plunged them into greater panic and even despair. As a result, the previous glory disappeared, and the mudslide and the "trash can" fell on Sartre, making him famous and discredited.
And what does it matter? Sartre's influence remains enormous, as Bernard Levy commented, "he is not even omnipresent, 'the bones are not cold'", and "the political and metaphysical interests of conflicting with him as the focus are more contradictory than ever".
It turns out that "accidents" always happen to people with "spiritual purity", no matter when and where. Coincidentally, Mr. Cui Zimo of China has not been "spared".
Mr. Cui is considered to be the "alternative" in the art criticism world, and also the "strange person" in the academic circle and even the current Chinese cultural circle. There are his theoretical works and works of art, including the Book of Hearts.
In 2009, at the age of 42, Cui Zimo published one of his "Three Hearts of Asking and Learning": "Heart Jian". "XinJian", together with "Heart Judgment" and "Heart Life", is his unique "new psychology system". Cui Zimo pays attention to "realizationism", which is an objective revision and subjective perfection of "realism". "XinJian" is the criterion for his literary and artistic evaluation; "xinjian" is his literary and artistic creation method; and "xinsheng" is the theoretical basis for his literature and art.
After reading "Heart Book", my mood was neither relaxed nor enjoyable. In the critical circles of word games, Mr. Cui's articles are like a thousand pounds, pressing people out of breath; and like a clear spring, frank and pure, illuminated so that people have nowhere to hide.
People always like to make simple things complicated, and the academic community has built mysterious barriers high, lest "strangers" invade their territory. Mr. Cui Zimo prefers to break through the window paper of "morality" and "hypocrisy", open the skylight and say bright words.
The light came in, so the dirt "saw the light die", so after a dying struggle, the hideous face would fly all over the sky. Mud streams and "trash cans" that once fell towards Sartre would also unceremoniously hit Choi Zimo.
"The bird is dying, and its song is mourning..." I didn't understand it a little, and I asked presumptuously, how the ancient logic seemed to be untenable.
Mr. Cui laughed heartily after hearing this, and even said such a "surprising thing" as "expensive garbage is a diamond".
"You are smarter than Sartre, he hates the 'trash can' so much that he is ashamed of this 'stupid glory,'" I lamented to Mr. Choi.
"That's because Sartre didn't pay enough attention to mathematical thinking and was stubborn about 'name, that is, the concept;sometimes,' 'identification' and 'equality' are not stealing concepts, but transcendence, i.e., contemplation." Mr. Cui Zimo said.
Subsequently, he still "went his own way" and "exerted" the accommodation for learning and being a person to the fullest.
The "pretender and the grandson" alternately sweat and sweat alternately, looking at the "Hideki", "Rafters out of the head", "out of the head bird" staring at the "benevolent and courageous", what can be done?
When I go back and read the "wild" but wise proverbs in Mr. Cui Zimo's "Heart Book", I almost doubt nietzsche's rebirth.
I am impressed by what the world says about Sartre: Sartre is both Stendhal and Spinoza; he holds the pen of a great writer in his left hand and the pen of a philosopher in his right. He is also an advocate of free choice of thought, he is consistent in words and deeds, consistent in appearance; with "pride" as the armor, "free choice" as the spear, and "literary intervention" as the means, he practices his philosophical ideas of free choice in an all-round way.
What about Mr. Cui Zimo? I said no, at least not now. Because he was so "precocious", his prophetic foresight was often surprising and even overwhelmed; also because the road behind him was tortuous and muddy, and the road ahead was wide and long...
The only thing that is certain is that Cui Zimo, like all "spiritual puritans", has been fighting for faith in the pursuit of freedom and nobility. It was a protracted battle. Only self-confidence is possible.
Cui Zimo's works
<h1>The one who preaches the "soul"</h1>
The copyright in the term "Soul Bearer", as far as recently goes, should belong to Ms. Li Wenzi. Li Wenzi is a good friend of Mr. Cui Zimo, and she does not like her honorary title of "Young Global Leader of Davos", but she prefers to call others "sister" and "buddy". So every time we get together, I just care that my sisters and sisters are screaming no big or small, and she is happy to receive it.
One day, Ms. Li Wenzi and I were drinking tea at the foot of Xiangshan Mountain in Beijing, and the topic naturally turned to Mr. Cui Zimo.
"I have been studying painting with Mr. Cui recently, and earlier I am practicing Chapter Grass, and earlier I am writing and academics, and as for the way of dealing with the world, I have been learning from him." I say.
"Those who pass on the 'soul'," Li Wenzi laughed.
"What 'soul' is preached, and whose 'soul' is it?" I was at a loss.
"O 'soul' from Silence!" Li Wenzi replied solemnly.
As soon as she explained, I suddenly had mixed feelings: "Pass on the 'soul', what a sacred mission!" Do I have the talent, the heart, and the opportunity to take on such a heavy responsibility? "I can't help but ask myself...
"This Painting of My Buddha will be sent to you, and after you have practiced two hundred pieces of paper, you will definitely be able to make progress," Mr. Cui Zimo said to me. Practice repeatedly according to the same schema, not to mention two hundred papers, practice dozens of times, it is already very boring.
"How many Buddha statues of thousands of lay people should I draw?" The day before yesterday, I saw a picture of Guanyin Indah in the pictorial newspaper, which was very beautiful. "I asked Mr. Cui." Fine one can be ten thousand", Mr. Cui replied succinctly.
I suddenly realized that single-mindedness is consistency, which is the same as "oil seller" and "leonardo da Vinci", and thus, the technique is advanced.
My father had the habit of writing at night, and late the night before yesterday, he came back from the office, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw that the house was brightly lit and full of Buddhist paintings I had drawn, so he asked, "Tomorrow I'm going to hand over my homework to Teacher Cui?" He picked up a painting, looked at it for a while, and couldn't stop nodding, his face full of satisfaction: "Yes, my daughter has made progress." ”
"You said it doesn't count, whether you have grown or not, you have to speak from the teacher," I laughed.
The change and invariance of the line is what Teacher Zimo has always emphasized to me, and it is also the key to the white painting of gongbi. In addition, he taught me the technique of painting him a Buddha statue "with the heart and the finishing touches". After I practiced it, I found that the effect was really magical. I think that many so-called "masters" now always have to keep a hand when teaching their disciples, "in case of future troubles", but Mr. Cui has poured out what he has felt for many years to me, and his generosity and selflessness are really admirable.
As long as it is human beings, no matter how great and successful they are, the final destination is no different from that of mortals, so what can be truly immortal? I've been thinking about it.
- It's the soul. The soul, like faith, needs diligent and devout communicators and interpreters. I want to grow up to be a fighter for faith, a light preacher.
The sadness of no successor is that of a scholar, but also the sadness of society and civilization. To put it bluntly, the so-called "broken" and "absolute" are often not the heavenly ways, but people's "self-inflicted sins", selfishness, greed, jealousy, and hypocrisy in their sins, moral and cultural sins!
In the Dark Ages, the ice age of human civilization, the sacred and the wise are hidden in the snow, and there is oppression, persecution, and bloody killing everywhere, however, the revival will eventually come, and with the end of the dormant period, the abundant and dazzling power that has been accumulated for a long time continues to spew out!
On the night of Xishan, when Ms. Li Wenzi and I left the café, it was nearly midnight. The mountain air is fresh, the sky is clear, the moon and the stars shine together... "How beautiful is this night sky", she sighed meaningfully.
Cui Zimo fan-faced works
<h1>"We are all happy"</h1>
Sartre said, "The other is hell," while "our body, whose character is its essence," is "known to others."
"Don't we have a say in ourselves?" I asked.
"How does the mirror look at itself?" What good is it to take care of it? Mr. Cui asked rhetorically; then said, "What I have done, others may never know, but my own heart knows." Isn't the only thing we can't deceive is our own heart? "Transparent introspection to this point, what does the husband say?"
If we are all climbing towards the mountain, then Mr. Cui Zimo is undoubtedly a far ahead, which is not surprising, but it is strange that he seems to have opened his "heavenly eyes" and has directly seen the view from the top of the mountain and the way down the mountain.
"Those stupid people, blinded by all kinds of illusions, lost their original perception and judgment, and just blindly acted arbitrarily, and finally found that the one who was hurt the most was themselves." I'm worried.
"Enlightenment is sooner or later", Mr. Cui is optimistic.
Once, a newborn puppy crawled crookedly toward Mr. Cui Zimo, looking at the strange guest. Mr. Cui lovingly took the puppy in his arms, and the little life circled a small circle around his lap, choosing a comfortable position, and slept peacefully. This situation reminded me of an article I had read by accident, which had the following sentence: "The beasts we have seen will not be as bad as men." 'It's a beast', and to use this metaphor is an insult to the beast. The beasts were about to be exterminated, and the living were frightened and fled far. This alone we know who is worse. ”
"The age when man is inferior to the beast..." I couldn't help but blurt out, and after I said it, I was surprised by my sudden anger and helplessness.
"I'm not Lu Xun, who am the madman?" Mr. Cui Zimo still smiled and comforted me with a relaxed and ridiculous tone. He is always so insightful.
It's Lu Xun again, yes, how come I didn't pay attention to the second half of the article: "What we generally experience and deal with is only a small evil and a small evil." ...... If it is a matter of the country and the people, hatred will not solve the problem, and your only way is to become a warrior, like Lu Xun. In the dark, grind out your crystals. Crystals generally refract light, warm themselves, and illuminate others. So, save your strength, save your true qi, stop worrying, stop consuming, and start working. If you have started working, continue to maintain the status. As the work deepens, the belief in the light becomes stronger and stronger. "I'm ashamed, I'm always going to be angry.
Mr. Cui Zimo is by no means an ordinary person, an idle person, no matter when he looks at it, he is always not happy or sad, to use a little sentimental words to describe, that is, there is a "big weather". Sometimes seeing that he can be everywhere, I, as a student, can't help but be proud of him: "Teacher, do you feel happy?" I said.
"Yes, every moment is happy, what reason is there not to be happy?" Mr. Cui's tone is light and soft, and his love and gratitude for life are overflowing.
"Haha, I feel happy too." I should be reconciled.
"Why happiness, talk about it?" Mr. Cui is testing me again.
"Good health, sound mind, no worries about food and clothing, full of spirit", I replied, "I want to follow you to achieve a great cause!" ”
"Well said! You seem to be blessed! Mr. Cui sighed, "If you divide it according to my "Four Realms of Inquiry and Learning", your level is not low." ”
Happiness is an eternal topic, and it is also the long-term yearning and pursuit of human beings. "We are all happy", if everyone loves themselves and loves others, happiness is around and in the present. Unfortunately, we will see many people going against the grain and getting farther away from happiness...
I have to admit, as Sartre said, most of the time "our body, whose characteristics are essentially known by others: what I know is the body of others, and the main thing I know about my body comes from the way others know it." "We cannot ignore or resist the presence of others, even if it is extremely dangerous.
However, I prefer to believe Mr. Cui Zimo's words - "Greatness lies not only in works and works, but also in thoughts and souls." "When true light comes, our minds and souls should have absolute say.
Talk about the number of words, only for the next day index.
He was ugly in Jingxi