The triumphant wind blows from the south, blowing the thorny heart. Thorn heart death, mother's labor. Mother's love is like spring light, warm and tough. Whether it is separated between the two places, time has passed, or in a difficult situation, the road ahead is full of thorns, the mother's love for the child will not fade away, but in a fuller posture, the moth runs to her child like a fire, until the last moment of life, just like Zhao Qing's birth mother Ye Lucy.
Zhao Qing is a famous dance artist in China, born in the war years, she separated from her birth mother Ye Lucy since childhood, and grew up with her grandmother. The absence of her birth mother when she was young made her sour and difficult to let go, and it was not until she became an adult that she realized that her birth mother, Lucy Ye, although she did not spend much time with her, poured out her maximum love.
The absence of the birth mother in her youth
Zhao Qing was born in 1936 to the parents of film and television actors Zhao Dan and Ye Lucy, who have an important influence in the history of Chinese film and television. Newly married, Zhao Dan and Ye Lucy are full of expectations for their first child, especially Ye Lucy, who stopped her love of drama and concentrated on conceiving this child, waiting for her birth.
From the moment Zhao Qing landed on the ground, Ye Lucy poured all her love into this little life, taking care of Zhao Qing in every detail: sewing intimate clothes for her; gently singing beautiful children's songs for her; taking her to the photo studio to record the scene of her growth...
A mother's love for her children seems to be rooted in the blood and deep in the bone marrow. Perhaps the moment the mother trembled and took the child who had just come to this world into her arms, she planted a bond of flesh and blood with this life.
However, the good times did not last long, and soon after the "July 7 Incident" broke out, the whole country set off a wave of resistance to save the country. People from the performing arts circles also formed a "Propaganda Team for the War of Resistance Against Japanese Aggression and Salvation of the Dead" to publicize the War of Resistance against Japanese Aggression and the salvation of the country throughout the country. Although she knew that when the nation was in danger, the War of Resistance to Save the Country was a big thing, but Ye Lucy, who had just become a mother, looked at Zhao Qing in her arms, and her heart was extremely sour.
At this time, Xiao Zhao Qing was not yet old, and he couldn't speak. Looking at her daughter's young face, although Ye Lucy did not want to be separated from her, she still entrusted it to her parents to take care of her.
The love of a parent's son is far-reaching. Although Ye Lucy did not give up her childishness, she was cruelly parting, because she knew in her heart that this journey would be extremely dangerous, hard work, lack of food and good, and even possible to lose her life. Like all mothers in the world, it is okay to suffer on their own, but it is impossible to see children suffering and being put in danger.
To the young Zhao Qing, she seems to have been left behind by her birth mother and has to live with her grandmother. And when she grew up, she really understood that it was actually the most stable life that her birth mother, Ye Lucy, had found for her, and it was the deep love that had never been expressed to her.
Zhao Qing, who stayed behind, was looking forward to his mother's return every day, but who would have thought that this already fragile family would suffer another blow. When Ye Lucy and Zhao Dan and their party went to various places to publicize, the Japanese attack intensified, and where they went, they had to hide everywhere. At a time when he was at a loss, Zhao Dan decided to go to Xinjiang to open up the drama business under the introduction of his friends.
But who would have thought that on this trip to Xinjiang, Zhao Dan was imprisoned for no reason, leaving Ye Lucy and the two newborn young sons. After that, Ye Lucy ran around trying to rescue Zhao Dan, but what she finally waited for was the news of his death. Ye Lucy was devastated, she and Zhao Dan had deep feelings, and several times she wanted to leave everything behind and go with him.
But the responsibility and responsibility of being a mother calmed Ye Lucy, she wiped away her tears, looked at her son in front of her, thought of her daughter in the distance, and had to put aside her sadness, cheer up, and come to Chongqing with her friends to make a living. The originally weak woman used her delicate body to pick up the burden of life for the sake of the child, although her heart was miserable, she desperately wanted to find a stable life for the child.
Raising two young children independently was very difficult for women of that era, although Ye Lucy, who had not seen her daughter for many years, was very eager to live with her daughter, but she knew that taking Zhao Qing over could relieve the pain of separation, but the future life must be bitter, and it was far better for her daughter to follow herself than to follow her grandmother.
Therefore, Ye Lucy could only ask her parents to continue to help take care of Zhao Qing. This also makes the concept of the word "mother" in Zhao Qing's childhood memory vague and sour, and the absence of her birth mother has become a heart disease in her youth.
Forgive in love
A few years later, Zhao Dan, who had long been pronounced dead, was miraculously released from prison. But times have changed, and in order to live, Ye Lucy has long been married to others. The former lovers of the enemy could not but be tricked by fate, and had to separate after grief, and soon after, Zhao Dan also re-formed a family.
In the traditional view, children follow their father and are counted into the man's family. Under the influence of this thought, although Ye Lucy did not give up her children, she could only tearfully agree to Zhao Dan's taking a pair of children to raise.
In fact, Zhao Dan is a responsible father. He cared for Zhao Qing very much, took her to see art performances, talked about life with her, and provided her with everything she could. But in the face of his broken family and missing maternal love, the young Zhao Qing will still cry out in a hoarse voice, questioning why his father and his birth mother have their own homes, but they do not have a home.
Thinking about it, no matter how carefully his father cared, Zhao Qing still longed for the care and care from her mother in her heart.
Although Ye Lucy agreed to Zhao Dan raising a pair of children, she never stopped worrying about them. Compared with the early days when it was difficult to meet each other, after Zhao Qing became an adult, Ye Lucy had more contact with her and spent more time together.
And Ye Lucy also worked hard to dedicate all the love she had suppressed to her daughter in the few times she could meet Zhao Qing. When they knew that Zhao Qing's leg was injured as an adult but there was nowhere to live, although the family was already stretched, Ye Lucy and his wife invited Zhao Qing and her husband to come to the home to recuperate.
During this period, Ye Lucy had to take care of the injured Zhao Qing hand in hand. She not only soaked Her feet for Zhao Qing's medicine every day, but also traveled to major hospitals to seek medical treatment, and when Zhao Qing proposed a new idea for dance, she took the trouble to find tools, rehearsals, and teachers for her...
Ye Lucy poured out all her love for Zhao Qing, and even spread to Zhao Qing's husband.
At that time, Zhao Qing's husband suffered from "aplastic obstructive anemia", and after seeking treatment in many hospitals, he was hopeless and had hovered on the line of life and death. But Ye Lucy still did not give up hope, and while carefully caring for Zhao Qing's husband, she sought medical treatment everywhere, and finally found a cure for him and dragged him back from the line of death.
At this time, Ye Lucy is no longer the film and television star who was originally graceful, but a simple mother who has experienced the ups and downs of life and only wants to take care of her children. When Ye Lucy's love continued to rush to Zhao Qing, Zhao Qing's heart also began to change gradually, and the care and care from her mother was like honey water, full of watering onto the originally somewhat sour heart.
This unreserved love made Zhao Qing gradually begin to understand her birth mother, and after Ye Lucy's death, Zhao Qing slowly said this strong love on the occasion of the centenary of her birth: "Over the years, the star-like maternal love has been haunting me, and this extremely precious and great maternal love has never left me, has always warmed me to this day, and brought me endless beautiful memories throughout my life." ”