01 The death of the body, the pain of the heart
Three years ago, Ryo Ozawa, who was still studying, became pregnant due to being violated. Wrapped herself in a thick coat, she sat in a cold hospital chair, revealing a dazed and helpless little face.
My mother was running through the major departments of the hospital, and her footsteps were hurried. Li Yang watched quietly, and her clenched hands exposed her nervousness and fear. When her mother finally took care of everything and eagerly dragged her into the operating room, she was so frightened that she couldn't help but struggle desperately.
However, in the end, it was the disparity in strength that Li Yang was forced to accept the arrangement of fate.
After that, her life stepped into endless darkness, and she no longer cherished herself and did improper things. Even cheating on friends, pulling the original simple girl to fall into it with her, unable to extricate herself.
Some scars can be healed in time, but some take root in the long river of time, and the deeper they burn, the more difficult it is to heal for life.
Li Yang was only 14 years old when he encountered that incident, and the blow to her was undoubtedly devastating. Because her parents did not give her psychological comfort in time, but eagerly wanted to solve things as soon as possible, she did not know that at that time, her mental illness was more serious than her body.
In the end, Li Yang healed the body, but did not heal the heart, resulting in side effects that came more than before the injury.
02What is a friend and what is a love?
Yuko, who was in the same class as Riyō, had a poor family and was bullied by her classmate Natsuko. Because she had no money and was pressed to the ground by several people, Natsuko threatened to take a picture of her and put it on the Internet. Tomoko struggled desperately and cried out for help, but in desperation, no one dared to help.
At this time, the appearance of Li Yang fell from the sky like an angel in the eyes of Yuko. She put her hands on her chest and asked indifferently what it was for.
Natsuko stumbled to explain, but Riyō ignored it and said, "Natsuko, we are friends, but I don't like to see others being bullied." "After saying that, it was cool to take away Tomoko.
Tomoko wept bitterly, on the one hand, because of bullying, she was isolated by everyone, the warmth at this time was what she had longed for for a long time but could not hope to come; on the other hand, she was saved by the school heroes, and her heart was both touched and afraid. Daniel Yang's sentence that we will not let our friends be bullied, naïve she believes it. Since then, she has been willing to give everything for this friendship.
Therefore, even if she later learned that Li Yang had a dry father and engaged in improper things in the apartment rented by the dry father, she was still deeply trapped in the mud of this friendship and was unwilling to extricate herself.
But what she didn't know was that when she agreed to do things with Li Yang, Li Yang turned his back on her and made a victorious gesture towards his teammates.
The desire for friendship and the trust in Li Yang made it easy for her to be deceived.
And Li Yang, because of the hurt she has suffered, makes her no longer simple as a girl, not so much that she has hatred in her heart, but rather self-loathing. She hated who she was now, everything in her life.
Therefore, she acted arbitrarily, deceived her friends, and ignored all truth.
Until Natsuko's departure, she suddenly repented.
Natsuko treats Riyō as her only friend, and even develops strange feelings. Therefore, she helps Li Yang deliberately bully Yuko. However, when Riyo has more and more friends around her, and even finally separates from her to pursue the unreachable love, Natsuko, who has been hurt by her family, finally ends her life in order to seek liberation.
Riyō watched As Natsuko left, she felt remorse in her heart, she confessed the truth to Tomoko, and was eventually slapped by Tomoko.
I used to feel that I would rather hurt others than let myself be hurt. But when I really did it, I found that the more terrible thing than hurt is to see the person I love hurt, and the pain is thousands of times more.
Li Yang understood, although it was late, but at least Tomoko forgave her, and in the end she also strongly stepped out of her past and became the kind girl again.
03 Warm love, redeem the heart
Ozawa once asked Li Yang, how did you achieve such a passion for life?
Li Yang said: Don't you know, because I met you, and it was you who brought me the light.
When Li Yang was in the hospital, Guanghui was announced by the doctor that he had a brain tumor and may only have two years left in his life. He walked in the corridor of the hospital in despair, but he heard Li Yang's helpless voice. Since then, they have forged an inextricable relationship.
Because the two have the same surname, Ozawa, the photo studio sent the wrong photo, and when Li Yang saw The Glory again, he was deeply attracted to him. After that, like all young girls whose love sinuses have just opened, she began to pursue unrelenting unrequited love, and the whole person became bright and dazzling.
Guanghui said that he was not good at interacting with people, and Li Yang quickly said that it was okay, this was her good at it. Therefore, when she really met Guanghui for the first time, she really talked like a child in front of Guanghui.
She ran to eavesdrop on Radiant's history lesson and tricked Guanghui into teaching him history. After the history class, she followed Guanghui again, just to have a meal with him.
"Why are you following me?"
"Because you're here."
"Strange answer, others will think that someone is stalking."
"Is there such a cute stalker?"
Guanghui smiled, this was the happiest smile he had ever had in the past three years, and Li Yang was no different.
After that, Li Yang quit the trading group, returned the suite given by his father, and truly became a student.
She went on a date in beautiful clothes, was taken to the historical site by Guanghui, and looked helplessly at Guanghui dancing excitedly at a stone tablet, but in the end she was extremely satisfied because she was held by a hand.
Originally, Li Yang felt that it was only a matter of time between them, and soon everything would come to fruition. However, the sudden disappearance of the radiance caught her off guard.
Eventually, she found Radiance, and they sat by the sea and exchanged heartfelt words, and Radiance knew about her past. And she finally knew that there was not much time left for brilliance.
She pretended to laugh with Guanghui easily, but in Guanghui's affectionate confession, she burst into tears.
Eventually, at her pleading, Radiance agreed to the surgery. Even after the operation, he may forget everything, but with the words of Li Yang, I will remember that he is reluctant to leave her alone.
He said to Li Yang: No matter what happens, you must look forward, continue to live, do yourself well, do not waver, I will always look at you.
Two people, one with a broken heart and one with a precarious life. However, at this moment, they have all received each other's salvation.
postscript
"Angel Love" is a Japanese romance film, but after watching it, I found that I loved life even more. We all want to be alone, to be saved, to be protected angels.
Li Yang is heart-wrenching, even if she has gone astray and done a lot of wrong things, we still hope that she can let go of herself and get redemption. Therefore, the appearance of brilliance is so timely, so that she did not go farther and farther in the dark, let her feel the beauty of love, feel the happiness of someone to rely on.
And Guanghui, originally he had lost his love for life and no longer had hope for life, but the arrival of Li Yang made him seem to see the light and see the beauty of life.
Perhaps, this is love, which makes two people gradually become better selves in the process of knowing, knowing and loving each other.
Here, I also hope that everyone can find the angel in life and find the person who can work together.
Thank you for reading~
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