October 29, 2021, was the last day of my first job. Yes, I left, this is nothing to say, but I seem to want to say something, after all, since graduation in this company has more than 8 years of days, think about it, I also do not understand, how 8 years have passed, and I do not seem to have much progress.
In the past two years, my growth process has been extremely fast, starting from February 2019, marriage, pregnancy, childbirth, to buying a house, decoration, baby age, moving, the big things in life, it seems to be piled together, otherwise how can there be the word "follow-up".
Finally, life seems to be slowly getting on the right track, the future can be expected, and I seem to have suddenly begun to examine myself, from small to large, from inside to outside, from graduation to now. Most of them are still working, perhaps settling down, or under the pressure of mortgages, they feel that they should get better and earn a higher income.
Of course, to do this, the premise is that the cards in their hands need to be better, so how to make themselves better, as if the first reaction is that they can no longer stumble in the company, but they are really psychologically tired, so let's start from getting rid of this environment and seek the latest path. Regarding the working environment that I have been working for many years, I may have made a lot of determination, and I may have always had this idea, but I just did it suddenly, and it doesn't seem so difficult, thank you, there is nothing to regret.
Age approaching 30, only to react to it seems that they should work hard, ask friends or colleagues around, let's get along with the colleagues called friends, the older, I don't know how to define the word "friend", I seem to have no friends, has not been, and seems to have several, count it, after all, "friends" everyone has their own standards and definitions. 30, only began to use the brain to think, before it seems that the brain has been in a standby state, only to turn on the feeling, probably is to figure it out, know which direction to work hard, fortunately, it is not too late to understand.
Tomorrow Monday, just look, the company group has not yet modified my work status, it seems to be no different from before, but it is true that tomorrow do not have to get up early, do not have to think about the day's work arrangement. Well, I'll get used to it, just get used to it.
It's late, go to bed! Good night, good dreams, everything will be fine, getting better and better!