Cold War marriages, as icy as ice cubes, do not speak, strangers than strangers

Can I still live with him in a widowed marriage? He is particularly greedy to eat and lazy to do, nibbling on the old parasite does not want to do things just want to play, I married him to my baby was born he never gave me a penny to spend, I gave birth to my baby is to spend my own money to buy food, buy clothes, buy, he never cares about children, three days two ends deliberately quarrel with me, insulting language to me is very ugly, can't move to tell me to roll, tell me to leave, I want to leave, ah, but I don't have the ability to raise my baby now, I don't know what to do, No one in my mother's family helped me with a very conflicted about whether to take the baby with me, or to leave my baby in his house, I now hate him more and more when he sees him is very disgusting, what should I do! Most of us spent every day in the Cold War, if I didn't go through such a marriage he treated me like this, can I still live with him?