"Lyceum Academy" read "July and Ansheng" and felt the pain of youth

"July and Ansheng" is a work by writer Qingshan in the early days of the Annie Baby period, and is the original work of the film "July and Ansheng" after the winter rain last week at the 2016 Film Golden Horse Awards and Ma Sichun won the double film.

The story tells the story of two girls who met from junior high school military training and have been entangled with each other since then, loving and killing each other and wanting to exchange their fates. Flying and maverick, Ansheng, a well-off family, but because his parents are not around, living alone in a gorgeous villa but feeling lonely and cold, and docile and quiet July, good grades and well-behaved and sensible. Two people who do not seem to be in the same world, but after acquaintance, they are like shadows, and even fall in love with the same boy Jiaming, Ansheng left his hometown and Jiaming to drift for a long time in order to complete July, until he wanted to have a child before returning to Ansheng. The child is Jiaming's, July knows, but does not blame, chooses to accept, accept the fact that Jiaming and Ansheng have a child, and also accept that Ansheng came back to give birth to this child. An Sheng died of dystocia, adopted the child in July, named Xiao An, and never had a child with Jia Ming himself.

Such a storyline, and many people will feel incomprehensible after watching it, do not understand why Ansheng knows that her best friend July likes Jiaming and she also likes Jiaming, does not understand why Jiaming is already with July, but still has to accept Ansheng, and does not understand why July can tolerate Jiaming and Ansheng have a child, and take ansheng back to take care of himself, until Ansheng gave birth to a child, and Jiaming adopted this child together, and he did not have another child.

The book says: Sometimes people who do not know the truth and do not understand the essence are happy, while those who can pretend not to know the truth and do not understand the essence are happy. We often say in life that it is rare to be confused, in July she is the result of being chosen, she is willing to be the result of being chosen, so that there can be less psychological burden, when the less Ansheng chose her, she became the one waiting for the result. The first thing she fell in love with was Ansheng, spiritual love, Andun was like her shadow, another life she longed for. And Ansheng also wants to be July, they actually want to exchange lives. Therefore, they all have no exclusive desire for Jiaming, because the other party likes, they will like it, and the first thing they love is each other. So Jia Ming can't give up one of them, like the front and back of the mirror, July and Ansheng are all he loves. Therefore, Ansheng will eventually choose to come back, even if he feels that his sins are deep, he must come to July's side to atone for his sins. Knowing the truth, understanding the essence, there is also a source of pain, too sober, and can not atone for sin, can only live in pain all the time, there is no happiness. Being able to pretend not to know the truth and not understanding the essence, like July, can go on living a plain and happy life with Jiaming.