Many of Zhang Ailing's works have been remade into TV movies, and the love sentences written down have been widely circulated. However, with the circulation of those love golden sentences, people's understanding of Zhang Ailing began to gradually detach from Zhang Ailing herself.
In this "Biography of Zhang Ailing", Han Ying describes the life of Zhang Ailing, and also details the story behind those golden sentences, restoring a closer to the real Zhang Ailing for us.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="45" > and Hu Lancheng first met</h1>
Zhang Ailing said: Because I understand, I am compassionate.
At that time, Hu Lancheng pursued her to write several poems, and later Hu Lancheng realized that the poems were not well written, thinking that Zhang Ailing had not said anything, he lamented Zhang Ailing's modesty in the letter.
She understood the heart that Hu Lancheng wanted to express "admiration", he was talented, but deliberately expressed, that is, naïve and enthusiastic, and understood his thoughts, so she tolerated the shortcomings of his poetry, even if it was crude, it did not speak out.
So he wrote back: Because I understand, I am compassionate.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="38" > when he fell in love with Hu Lancheng</h1>
Zhang Ailing said: When she saw him, she became very low and very low, low to the dust, but her heart was joyful, and flowers blossomed from the dust.
Hu Lancheng asked Zhang Ailing for a photo that had been published in the newspaper, and when Zhang Ailing sent the photo, she wrote such a sentence on her back.
Why did you write such a sentence?
Hu Lancheng said that listening to Zhang Ailing's speech, he often felt that his speech was boring and intriguing, from life to art, history, drama, and mortal trivia, she had something to talk about, there were always wonderful metaphors, such as pearls, he was such a person with eyes above the top talent and conceit, but he always looked up to Zhang Ailing.
Zhang Ailing once said: Men must be worshipped to be happy. She knows how men are more satisfied when the sexes are together.
Hu Lancheng's inner inferiority, how could she not feel it. Writing such a sentence on the back of the photograph is only to show that he has agreed with his heart and at the same time satisfied his vanity of being looked up to. Because I love him, I am willing to satisfy him and make him happy.
< h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="40" > when the two are separated</h1>
Zhang Ailing said: I have thought that if I have to leave you, I will not seek short-sightedness, nor can I love others anymore, I will just wither away.
Because of this sentence, many people think that Zhang Ailing loves Hu Lancheng to the bone. In fact, it is only because Hu Lancheng is the first person Zhang Ailing has loved with her heart, just like most women, mistakenly thinking that her heart is dead and will not move her heart again, but she writes the touch of her heart more beautifully.
And soon after the divorce of the two, Zhang Ailing was with Sang Arc, and later she loved Laiya deeply. What a lifetime of deep love.
To say that Zhang Ailing is humble, it is absolutely impossible to face Hu Lancheng. Even in love, her outlook on life and aesthetic taste have never been influenced by Hu Lancheng. Because she was completely loyal to herself and would never deceive herself, she understood that Hu Lancheng was different from her, but she had neither thought of changing him nor herself for him.
The more everyone decided on something, the more suspicious she became, and she only believed in her own feelings.
Hu Lancheng has a wife, which will not be an obstacle to her interaction with Hu Lancheng, but she does not mention the future. When the two got married, Hu Lancheng cheated, and she did not want to divorce, but was troubled by her "jealousy". I really felt that I didn't like the two of them getting along like this, so I simply left neatly.
She was never humble—because she never forced herself to settle down.