Yesterday afternoon I went shopping with my girlfriend, did manicures, and chatted. She told me that the reason why you are so miserable now is because your three views have collapsed because of emotional things, and you have experienced too little, and you will know for a long time that your three views will collapse every day. She said that once before, because of her feelings, she was very sad and couldn't eat, but she wanted to be hungry in the middle of the night without eating. So I found a pizzeria, asked for a pasta, ate it and felt, oh, this noodle is delicious, so when I finished eating, I found that I was not so sad. She said that the highest state of human beings is to cry and eat when they are sad, because in life, nothing is more important than eating. I agreed, so I started eating that night, even if it was rare. I used to think that if I didn't eat, my stomach would be uncomfortable, and my stomach would feel better if I felt bad, but in fact, it wasn't.
Girlfriend is such a being, she seems to have nothing when I am in love, but I am out of love, she is like a fairy to save me. When there are difficulties in the Tongfu Inn, everyone is reluctant to leave, because everyone knows what is the most important thing in the world.
Man lives in the present moment, there is nothing, the most important thing is what. If you don't have money, you feel that money is the most important; if you don't have power, you feel that power is the most important; without love, you will also feel that love is the most important. So what can match all this? I think it's all there is today. I no longer dwell on doubting myself, I always believe that kindness is my essence, and I will still be kind in the future, but with a sharp edge, because your fearless kindness is likely to become a weapon for others to hurt you. What in the world is the most valuable thing for me, that is, the sincerity of people, I paid my most valuable true heart to the other party, but the other party felt that it was not enough, but pressed on the ground and stomped on two feet, making it fragmented.
At noon today, I ate a bowl of noodles at the noodle restaurant I loved the most, and the feeling of fullness that I had been missing for a long time made me suddenly want to cry, but I couldn't hold back. There was nothing to cry about, before it was possible to lose itself because of feelings and be tortured into the walking dead. Including the day before yesterday, drunk and thinking, only today, only today, after today I will never collapse again, I want to live well, study well, work well, love myself well. I have always thought that the most valuable thing in the world is our love and determination that we will not be scattered together, and it doesn't matter if we don't have it, really. I still have friends and relatives. I thought there might be something wrong with this relationship, but in my opinion I tried my best.
The brave person is not a person who does not shed tears, but a person who is willing to continue to run with tears. - "The Reader"
So I will be a brave person.