Wen | Cheats Jun
Now I'm a parenting editor. But before that, I actually worked as a Chinese teacher in the third grade of primary school, for three years, but not a formal teacher, but a substitute teacher.
At that time, I was a teacher of contemporary classes in public schools in my hometown county, teaching while taking the teacher's qualification certificate. Originally, the teacher qualification certificate passed several examinations, and then stayed up, and after the school review, had the opportunity to become a teacher in the compilation. But I thought about it and resigned. And it was Teacher's Day.
Why choose such a festival? To be honest, I am holding my breath in my heart, and I have some gambling intentions in choosing this festival. Of course, it is also very ironic. Because in the past three years, my educational philosophy has been greatly impacted, and because of the identity of "substitute teacher", I have suffered a lot of humiliation.
Many people are unclear about what life is like for teachers. Today I will talk about my three years of teaching experience, how a substitute Chinese teacher in the third grade of primary school usually attends classes. It also gives parents a glimpse of your child's class.
To tell the truth, taking over the position of substitute teacher at that time was also a duck on the shelf. When I heard that there was a shortage of teachers in a public elementary school, I volunteered. When I went to the principal's office, after the principal asked me about my academic qualifications, he especially instructed me to say, "In front of the children, you must keep a straight face, no matter how gentle you are, you must pretend to be strong, you can't give these children a good face." I didn't pay attention to this sentence at the time, and it turned out that it became the crux of the problem that had plagued me for three years.
Crux of the matter: When you are a primary school teacher, you can't give students a good face?
At that time, there was a Chinese teacher and class teacher in the next class who was known for being "powerful", and he had a good reputation among the parents, and of course, the children's academic performance was also high.
At first, I wanted to ask her for teaching experience, but later I found that her know-how seemed to have only one word--Yan.
How strict can she be? When I shouted to stop my classmates in my class, the class suddenly fell silent. It's the kind of quiet that's low air pressure. I thought my words had worked, but I turned my head and she stood behind me.
It turned out that this teacher's Yu Wei could still be passed on to our class.
Of course, anyone who walks through their classroom will say that the children's class is good. The third grade is the age when the children are "eight or nine years old, dogs are suspicious", but after passing through their class in the self-study class, there is no extra sound in it.
At first I thought she was disciplined. Later, in the office, she pulled in a child, and then closed the door and kicked it with her foot, asking if the child dared to make trouble during class time, and the child cried and said, "Don't dare."
The other teachers around her didn't seem to be surprised, and joked that there were also a few "thorn heads" in their class, and when they were empty, they asked her to clean up. This joke scares me.
In my mind, education is based on the premise of respect and trust in children, but this is too far from what I imagined.
Crux of the second: is the substitute teacher really inferior?
I don't know what kind of teachers are in the city, but in our small county, the substitute teacher seems to be more than one point shorter than the teacher who is making up the teacher.
Usually, the dean of education always assigns chores such as sorting out files and making forms to the substitute teacher, and when she walks on the road, she meets her head high, and even the afterglow refuses to glance at you.
No matter how hard the substitute teacher works, there will never be your part in the commendation meeting. On the contrary, when issuing benefits, it will be deliberately emphasized that "these are all making up teachers, and substitute teachers are standing on the side!" ”
Of course, if you are not convinced, you can also try to take the exam, but I saw with my own eyes, the former substitute teacher who successfully entered the compilation turned into a new college teacher and shouted at the new college student teacher.
An organizational identity is so important, can you be so proud of this layer of skin?
This is far from the image of a teacher who is "conscientious and teaching as a person" in my mind, and I chose to leave in order not to become one of them in the future, and because this is not my ideal teaching environment.
Senior nursery teacher, psychological counselor, author of original parenting comic articles. Welcome to pay attention to [Parenting Cheats], you want to know about parenting nursing, growth and development, family education, mental health, you can find the answer here!