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Wouldn't it be nice to give me a chance to be a father? I beg you

author:My 22 year old feelings

I divorced, the reason is that I cheated, married for two years, this is my first infidelity, but was found by the silly daughter-in-law, I do not feel resentment, cheating is not because I do not love, but the volatilization of alcohol under my whim, when I was found I knelt in front of my wife crying hysteria, and she only had a cold word, let's divorce! That's all, no matter how I begged her to walk out of the hotel without looking back, I slapped myself, looked at the woman on the bed, lit a cigarette, you go! She awkwardly put on her clothes and fled, leaving me alone to be slowly engulfed in smoke, I regret that I should not have a quarrel and drink alcohol, and I should not have drunk sex.

I put on my clothes with tears in my eyes, walked home, on the road, I thought, how to save our marriage, I love my wife, I don't want to divorce, she is the girl I chased for five years to catch my hand, two years after marriage, there is such a thing, we have no children, because she is very independent, want to work first to save some money and then have children, back home, I knelt in front of her and begged her forgiveness, she said let me get out of the house, I did not theorize with her, just asked her over and over again We really can't go back? My face was unusually calm, I couldn't go back, I packed my things, took my luggage and left, after a few days she asked me to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau for divorce, it was over, the head did not go back, I also want to say I sent you! But she drove away, and I was sorry for her, and I had no regrets if these external substances could make up for the harm to her.

It had been two years since I saw her again, she was still very independent and beautiful, and the years had not left any marks on her face, but she had a small child by her side, and the child called out to her mother, and she saw me, stunned, and I came up to her and said: Have you been okay lately? "Pretty good value for money". Is this your child? Well! What about your husband? Because I looked at her carrying something in her hand and didn't see a man, she didn't say a word and left. I always felt that something was wrong, so I asked around about her residence, her current situation, it turned out that she was not married, the child was mine!

I was dumbfounded, remembering the scene where she was carrying something and holding the child, I regretted it, I found her and asked her why she didn't tell me she had both of our children? She is still as calm as she was then, the child is my own, what does it have to do with you, I am speechless for a while, now I know that the child is mine, can we not get back together, can not let the child grow up without a father! She blew me out and wouldn't let me see the child, I know I'm an asshole, but the child is innocent! What should I do?

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