Very ordinary love

When I am alone, I am full of envy when I watch others go in and out, and I hope that I can also be accompanied by them. It is inevitable that a person will be a little lonely for a long time.

After entering puberty, in addition to physiological changes, the thinking will be different, because I am no longer the child I used to be, I understand more and more, and I understand more and more.

However, in life is still the same as before, there are few friends, eating, going to school, shopping are all alone, and after a long time, I feel used to it.

However, when I learned that the boy I had a crush on was in love with a very beautiful girl, I suddenly felt so sad and helpless. This thing sounds very bloody, and I myself don't know why I am sad and helpless.

Speaking of crush, when I first met him, I thought how he could look so handsome, to put it bluntly, it was "love at first sight", only looking at the face, and there was nothing to think about. Of course I didn't have much intersection with him, and I barely spoke, even though I was in the same class.

Later, he "disappeared" for half a month, I don't know where he went, what he did, to be honest, I was very anxious and worried, but asking my classmates was fruitless. During that time, I was always absent-minded, so I slowly put him in my heart.

When I heard from him again, it was a month later that he transferred schools and talked about his girlfriend, my heart was very disappointed, but what can it be, we had nothing, and he had already talked about girlfriends, as long as he was doing well, so he comforted himself, a little sad.

Like is not the same as love, like a person just want to see her every day. And loving someone wants to make him happy isn't it? Everyone has had a crush, some people choose to confess, whether the confession is successful or not, the courage is commendable, some people choose to silently bless, letting go is also a kind of love.

Youth, to fight, to work hard, to live up to the expectations of the people. After choosing to work hard, you must give up all distractions and study hard. Cheer for a better life in the future.

Later, I didn't want to do anything unrelated to studying, through my own efforts, I was admitted to a good university and continued to work hard, but in college, there are more couples who fall in love.

Whenever I walk alone on the road, the roadside is full of couples in pairs, watching them talk about love, I will speed up the pace and move forward. But it wasn't until the rest of the dormmates were in love, and I was the only one who was single, that I decided that I was going to fall in love too.

Talking about love is not to talk about it, first of all, we must find an object, first understand and then determine the relationship. So I didn't like to participate in group activities, so I began to participate slowly.

I got to know him at the event. He's a very nice guy, gentle, and handsome, and the main thing is that I can talk to him, which is a plus. The main thing about falling in love is that there is a common topic, if you say he doesn't understand, he says you don't understand. The two couldn't talk about going together at all, and it didn't mean anything.

After we have a relationship, we will eat together, go shopping together, take classes together, and have endless words. Things that used to be done by one person have become things that two people have done together.

Two people in love can learn from each other and make progress together. Fortunately, we are a class, originally there were fewer girls and more boys in the class, and our class came out of our pair, which is a happy thing. We invited the classmates to dinner together, and also witnessed the love between the two of us.

On weekends we would hang out together, the attractions near the university, go out for a walk, breathe in the fresh air, we would take pictures, buy some food, but it was quite pleasant.

Of course, when you are in love, it is not always beautiful, there will be unsatisfactory, couples are not glued together every day, will not quarrel once, but when quarrelsome, some do not compete with you, you argue casually, venting, he coaxes you again. Some argue with you, the more noisy you get, and finally you may say break up.

Girls care about details. The noise in love is also to make boys love girls a little more. Mutual understanding, mutual tolerance and mutual care can be better.

He and I didn't argue, probably because of our temperamental personality, both of which belong to the type that don't quarrel. When something goes wrong, they don't want to speak harshly to each other, and they all choose silence. When I was calm, I ignored no one, and I felt like I was back to when I was alone. Later, he also took the initiative to speak and reconciled as before.

In short, there must be one person to take the initiative first, otherwise two people will not take the initiative, the problem has not been solved, and the worst result is to gather and disperse. Of course, there are such examples, boys ignore girls, girls are angry and aggrieved, deliberately say break up, and want boys to apologize to her. But the reality is that the boy agreed, turned around and found another girlfriend. The girl cried and tore her lungs.

Seeing them like this, I was also a little scared, afraid that he would leave and turn around and take someone else's hand. But I also console myself that what you can leave does not belong to you, and the big deal is to go back to the time of being alone, and the days continue to go on.

One person's youth, two people's world, no matter what, life must be happy.