The days of youth

There are many thoughts (faults) in the stomach, not excitement and annoyance, busy time to work, idle time is quite annoying lifelong events, do you have to find a daughter-in-law to have children to continue the incense? Is it not good for a person to eat enough for the whole family not to be hungry, carefree and single?

Unexpectedly, emotional problems will also become a temporary entanglement and anxiety.

Distraught, lying on the bed and remembering the days of the secondary school graduation season, the big men and women who were one level higher than us (who entered the school in 1978) were blooming, frantically pursuing the opposite sex, and the brothers and sisters in our class (who entered the school in 1980) were as stable as Tarzan, and they felt that they were really ridiculous.

In the blink of an eye, I have also worked for several years, and I am as mad as they were once, the wind is flourishing, the hormones are increasing, the conditions for establishing a family are available, sooner or later, but I am restless, is not there a disease?

A dream wakes up, holding a pillow, but the dream is holding a blue face, feeling that the crotch is not right, a touch of the hands are sticky, is it difficult to be the first time to run a horse? Shame to die of ancestors, laugh at themselves, although mature, poor control ability, comfort feelings, life is full of sunshine, everything is beautiful, other students are so embarrassed during the school period, I am late twilight a few years of youth budding, why shame, why rush?

Like my general rural children, what kind of adult ceremony has been experienced, sexual physiology knowledge popularization, after the middle school stage of "Physiology" talked about sensitive knowledge points, Teacher Li Fafu let the students read by themselves, the subjects to cope with the exam can not be memorized, who still has the heart to read idle books?

This is not, seven or eight years later, when I encountered the first case of overflowing essence, there was no other way but to be afraid, and I thought that I had run into a catastrophe and made a terrible mistake, all because of thinking about women in the middle of the night. Anxious to eat hot tofu, organ cadres, steady for the important, so calm and comfortable, calm and pleasant, wash the dirt, and then the days are comfortable, the mood is suddenly cheerful, even if it is urine, sprinkled will be relaxed.

Adolescence is a period of fantasy, physical and mental maturity, ideals and dreams, goals and hopes, energy and determination, rich and colorful thoughts, broad and brilliant visions, and hazy visions.

Although heavy, but also realistic, aside from the cause, added to the inextricable temperament turmoil, the opposite sex is more and more full of fantastic ideas, but also in line with the development of the human body, hormonal movement law, impotence may be more terrible.

I remember when we were about to leave school, the older brothers and sisters were also dating, whether to plan the future or talk about marriage, it was not easy to define, but a friend and a daughter, such as glue like paint glued together, every time I made a promise to call me to pad the back, I was also willing to shield them from the wind and rain, make a bright and dangling light bulb, although the wattage is small (here compared to the age), but the structure is generally large, I do not respond, look at the hilarity is not indispensable.

At night, on a small gentle slope of grass, there is a depression left by the excavation, just shading a pair of dog men and women, he and she stick to roll together, I look left and right from tens of meters away, like an egg guarding the crops, feeling that these two fierce people who are about to build a nest are the first pair of Mandarin ducks to give birth to offspring after leaving school.

Preliminary results from human studies have led to the belief that the use of male scents into alabaster and liquid sprays can miraculously change women's health. Conversely, a woman's scent has miraculous effects on the health of the man who attracts her, especially stabilizing mental illness.

Extending the association in this regard, this pair of males and females nestled in the pit is comforting and treating each other, which is an inevitable reaction to the excess of dopamine, not a mental illness, and as a result, the two soon after leaving school, they each asked for a phoenix and repaid the peach.

There must be a story for men and women to live together, and will the grass and trees pile up without touching the fire? Film and television dramas do not have passion shots, who is interested in enjoying?

Pushing forward a few years, in the middle school classroom, sitting in the front row of a few small people, the big men behind the sparse (curious) act rashly, the boys and girls write answers to each other in each other's palms, poke their backs with pencils, pinch their arms, can't help our emotions, crazy people coax and scream, scold them (she) are not ashamed in the daytime, and want to "that" go to the mud kang at home.

In the high school graduation season, I also had a little problem, scanning and filtering the opposite sex on campus, I wanted to treat her who was not lighter than me, but there was always no pleasing patient to deal with, I did not dare to grab a random medical treatment, and I was not forced to do ligature after the task of family planning, I could not be as brutal as the group of people in the commune, once I met the real nerves to tear my face and scratch the neck, I did not pay for it, and I had to put a stinky sweat (right as human taste) in the skin bag, and a lot of small pimples grew on the skin of the stimulated flesh.

One day finally locked a living thing, she did not study in junior high school, high school and low I entered the school, the same school staggered for a school year, but unfortunately in the same table men and women do not speak in the pure years, I am a thief heart and no thief guts, after all, did not find an opportunity to meet with her, alone, talk, she held a book on the school field to read, I also took a book in the vicinity of the ghost wandering, with the afterglow skimmed the magnet-like attractive shadow, self-destructive daydreaming for a while.

The wind is so soft, the sun is so bright, the tender green flowers and grass are wrapped in the dew of the morning, emitting the seductive fragrance of the cloud valley, I can't guess what it feels like for her to walk alone, I think that the big eyes of the water spirit are also full of charming expectations to spy on me, making me feel self-made, involuntarily frightened, and my skin face is hot.

Fascinated, I hoped to turn into a large yellow egg (wild male wasp), wrapped in the sweet fragrance of yellow pollen, circling around the roots of her ear stubble, humming non-stop next to her cheeks, and slamming her sandy blue face.

But until I left the river seam, I didn't find a chance to seek medical advice, and I didn't encounter a daytime discharge weather, at best, my brain was feverish, and I didn't even count as hitting iron and touching fire.

What is the world? Only the spring heart is self-harming.

I was admitted to secondary school to go to school, she did not know that I had moved her mind, in the county, the teacher took the summary ranking of the examination scores of various subjects, the learning pressure was great, the spirit was almost collapsed, coupled with the fact that people were not outstanding, they did not cover their faces, they did not have the economic strength to buy autumn spinach to send people, for emotions, but calm, there was no goal in the eyes, there was no flower in the heart, red willow green, spring love was lazy to make cow dung.

After participating in the work, he successively had the heartache of two ganiangniang, one lived in the same corridor, one overlooked the window, although they all touched on the marriage and marriage, the result was that the water washed away the base area, either the parents did not agree, or the personal dissatisfaction, the fate was not enough, each running to build a love nest.

But realize that emotion is an indispensable and unavoidable fact for adolescent young people.