The spring heart of a 48-year-old woman is budding

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My girlfriend Jane asked me to go to a restaurant at six o'clock in the evening for a small gathering. I arrived after work as promised.

The small private room is warm and quiet, and a large bouquet of flowers on the windowsill is under the orange light, and the dark fragrance is full of fragrance. Two dishes and a soup on the table; two beautiful goblets, red wine has been poured; in the delicate straw basket, there are large and plump strawberries, like red lanterns. Zhen'er, 48 years old, seems to have forgotten her. She had an eternally pure smile on her face, and she was still full of girlish feelings when she raised her hands and feet. She sat down at the table and watched quietly as I put down my bag, took off my coat, and sat down slowly. 2

"I want to tell you what's on my mind." Jane said softly to me. I saw two red clouds flying up her cheeks.

Zhen'er and I are the same country, and I am a junior high school classmate, after graduating from college to work and live in the same city, close to the age of 50, for decades, brotherhood, affection is very strong.

"I like the last guy..."

Jane said leisurely. She took off her glasses, and I saw tears in her eyes. Like a stone breaking the earth, I quickly withdrew the strawberry that had just entered my mouth to the small plate in front of me.

It all started with last year's junior high school reunion. Lament the strength of the network, thanks to the rise of WeChat. With the establishment of the WeChat group of our junior high school classmates, students have gathered from all directions to the group owner. Of course, I was among them, and Jane was among them. The classmate named Lin was also called into the big family. Zhen'er said that when she was in school, she had a crush on Lin. The young Lin, fair-skinned, long and quiet, watery eyes, black and white; good grades, excellent mathematics. Zhen'er is partial to science, lack of legs in mathematics, and once she takes the math test, her enthusiasm for learning will be ruthlessly hit. She envied his excellent grades in various subjects, especially Lin's math scores, she often took the textbook and asked Lin to tell her math problems that she couldn't understand, and every time Lin would patiently tell her. The girl's heart, because of the worship of the boy's academic performance, gradually gave birth to a different kind of affection, this feeling, unconsciously became her motivation to catch up in learning, Zhen'er's math score actually jumped to the fifth level in the middle school examination, she and Lin Shuangshuang were gloriously admitted to the county first middle school! She is full of gratitude and admiration for Lin. But at that time, boys and girls rarely talked together. In addition, after high school, they were divided into different classes, each had new classmates, and their bodies and minds were occupied by new learning tasks, so slowly, Zhen'er spent all her energy on learning, and Lin gradually faded from her study and life. Later, they went to college, then worked, got married, and the two never intersected again. Who would have thought that he was almost 50 years old and would actually be brought back together by the group leader. 3

Jane was excited and excited. Every time, I would interact with Lin in the group. After a long time, an inexplicable small stream of air quietly spread in the WeChat group, an online small society where you can't see me and I can't see you. Some students began to take the lead in coaxing. Zhen'er was silent, a "joke" sent past, but there was still a little bit of joy in her heart; and Lin did not show any expression to the coaxing of her classmates. Zhen Er thought to herself: Maybe it is the mood and anger that Lin has created in politics for many years. Anyway, Zhen'er's mind is deserted - as long as Lin appears in the WeChat group, she will be very happy. She imagines scenes where the two are together: wandering in a park, strolling by the sea, watching a movie side by side in a movie theater that doesn't care about the name.... Sometimes I couldn't help but call Lin, and the girl's heart was exposed. She could feel Lin's hot thoughts: when he called Lin, if he was driving, he would quickly find a place to stop the car, and then listen to Zhen'er talk to her; sometimes, he was in a meeting, Zhen'er's phone called, he would hang up the phone, WeChat told him that he was in a meeting, and attached a photo of the meeting. The emotional current released by Zhen'er, Lin is responsive, warm, stoic and restrained.

Jane fell in love, like an 18-year-old girl. Her face was flushed every day, shining with light; before going to work, she dressed in the mirror, dressed up, more meticulous and serious, meticulous; her mood was high-spirited and cheerful; she was relaxed and happy from head to toe; she walked humming a little song, and the spatula of stir-fry became cute.

Every morning, a "good morning" on Lin WeChat will make her heart, like the sails on a small boat, blowing for a day. Her heart was full of forest all day long.

She became easily sad, and this sadness was sad and beautiful.

Jane said that for a while, she always remembered the beautiful sentence about love in "Romeo and Juliet", and she imagined that after dating Lin, she was also like a child returning from school; when she was separated from Lin, she was also full of chagrin like going to school. 4

I didn't go to the party because of something.

Jane participated, and she didn't want to participate. However, Lin called her and asked her to go with her. So Zhen'er fainted happily, and for the sake of the reunion that she would attend with Lin in a month's time, she tried to lose weight just to put on the expensive dress in the mall; she went to the barber shop to perm a beautiful Korean hairstyle; she went to the beauty shop to do seven beauty plus full body oil massages and massages.

On the day of the party, Jane's dress was beautiful and elegant. Before the brain made up many party scenes, when she came to the scene in person, she was instantly stunned: those 12- and 3-year-old boys and girls at that time were solidly ravaged by more than thirty years of years to become qualified uncles and aunts. Zhen'er secretly poked and prodded, in everyone's eyes, is she also the big aunt who buys vegetables in the vegetable market with a cloth pocket to bargain?! The years are really a pig-killing knife Wow!

The students hugged each other and greeted each other, lively and lively, and then sat at separate tables.

Lin also came. He shook hands with the male classmates at the door again, patted his shoulders, and hugged again.

The moment Zhen'er's heart saw Lin, it rattled and increased the speed of its heartbeat. She looked at Lin: Lin was still fair-skinned, but fat and more mature, and the influence of the perennial government work environment made him look polite and distant from people. He was full of smiles, his eyes swept over to everyone, and as far as he could see, the smile on his face was a greeting to everyone. Finally, he froze on Zhen'er's face, he did not have an exaggerated expression, still smiling, and shouted on his mouth, "Oh Liu Huizhen, nothing has changed!" Come and hug one! Zhen'er responded to him with a smile, and he came to a shallow hug, and afterwards, Zhen'er thought: I don't know if Lin heard her heartbeat like a deer?

Jane has always disliked the liquor store. Even if you have to participate, it is quiet and not noisy. After she found her seat, she occasionally chatted with everyone about her home, and the rest of the time was spent as an audience. Lin and the male classmates staggered, she secretly looked for Lin's figure from time to time, and sometimes happened to meet Lin's eyes that just happened to be thrown at her, and she returned him with a generous warm smile, at this time, she would see Lin smile even happier.

After the party, Zhen'er and Lin were still in touch, and the ambiguous atmosphere in WeChat was thick and light. For a while, Zhen'er's heart was all on Lin's body, and she couldn't get it back no matter what. It made her miserable. She didn't want that. So she took a vacation to go south, allowing herself to be in the landscape and try to cut off this annoying green silk. But no matter how beautiful the landscape is, it can't suppress the fire of emotion. 5

Zhen'er likes to read since she was a child, is very literary, and is known as a talented woman among her classmates. She is petite, mild-mannered, although not pretty, but quite temperamental, belongs to the type of special attention, so there is no shortage of boys to pursue when she is young. After marriage, her husband treated her like a treasure in the palm of her hand, life was good, nearly 50 years old, she rarely bothered about life, her face almost did not leave traces of time, many of us are very envious of her.

Zhen'er herself wondered: How could she fall in love with Lin like a moth to a fire?

After returning from the tour, Jane was determined to withdraw from this emotion. She thinks that maybe the child is older, the work is not busy, and she is idle. So, she contacted the classmates who opened the bookkeeping company, and in her spare time, she helped her keep accounts and solicit customers, and she became busy, no longer waiting for Lin's "good morning" to get up in the morning, nor did she have to fall asleep in Lin's "good night".

Time flies fast, and in the blink of an eye, 2021 is almost over.

Zhen'er suddenly found that she had not contacted Lin for a long time.

Yesterday, Zhen'er received a WeChat message from Lin, who told her that he was transferred to another city.

Zhen'er expressed her infinite blessings to Lin with her calmness and quality. 6

Jane's heart was finished.

There was no red cloud on her face, no shyness. The idyllic smile returned to her face. A pair of eyes behind the glasses, curved, full of kindness.

She asked me to pack all the meals that the two of us had barely eaten, and told me to eat them hot and hot the next morning, so as not to waste them.

I say it's better to be respectful than to obey! But I thought to myself: I made you a tree hole once!