After watching "Conquest", I believe that few people will like Li Mei.
One is the suffocating emotions that she exudes from beginning to end, and the other is that she still makes up her own mind knowing the situation she is in.
Her emotions need to be appeased by Liu Huaqiang, who may die at any time; her actions can easily kill Liu Huaqiang's gang again and again, and as far as the society is concerned, she is the "sharp weapon" to capture Liu Huaqiang, and for Liu Huaqiang, she is the fatal weakness and "sinner".
She, obviously, can leave freely, but willingly accompanied Liu Huaqiang to the end of the world; obviously has chosen to stay, but involuntarily fell into the despair that is difficult to suppress; obviously knows the situation that can be killed at any time, but still willfully does not care about the consequences, as she wishes to follow Liu Huaqiang, her eyes are almost not half self-satisfied, some are just tears, worry, fear and despair, looking at the overall situation, she only "has light in her eyes" three times.
The first time: the first time I met Liu Huaqiang. Li Li ghost made God send Li Mei to see Liu Huaqiang, Li Mei, who first saw Liu Huaqiang, sat "deftly" and watched Liu Huaqiang's blatant transaction with Li Li while smoking a cigarette, and her eyes were permeated with a wave of exploration and curiosity, which was a ripple in her unsatisfactory life, and it was also the beginning of her fall into the abyss.
The second time: pregnant with a child. After Li Mei became pregnant, she was determined to give birth to a child, and after she found that there was nowhere to go, she went to the mall to buy a lot of children's clothes and went back to find Liu Huaqiang, idle and fiddled with the children's clothes, with the joy and expectation of being a mother in her eyes, and the arrival of a child was a beam of light and sustenance that suddenly shone in after she was in the abyss for a long time.
The third time: finally see Meng Fei. Li Mei insisted on personally sending 2,000 yuan in cash to Meng Fei, and she finally met this niece who had missed her heart, facing Meng Fei, who had not seen her for a long time, her ding-dong, her love, and her reluctance were all revealed, but this sight, fulfilling her long-cherished wish, also became the most direct cause of Liu Huaqiang's destruction, completely disintegrating the abyss that she wanted to stay in but destroyed in her hands.
The three "eyes of light" are the three people she loves the most, and it is also the process of her gradually stepping into the abyss and finally eating the consequences of herself.
I have always felt that among Liu Huaqiang's three women, compared to the fierceness of her sister Li Li's roots, compared to the courage of Liu Huaqiang's ex-wife Wang Sujuan, in fact, Li Mei is not as seemingly "powerful" as they are, so she is always caught in a kind of powerlessness and self-torture to the edge of madness that is almost collapsing.
And once she is not "strong" enough, for the outlaw Liu Huaqiang, Jin Bao, Wang Dapeng and her, it is easy to become the cause of their destruction, and in the end, it is really directly destroyed by her hands, and although she is not "strong", in her, I still see the hidden four qualities, some pitiful, but also some hateful.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" >01 True feelings</h1>
It is undeniable that Li Mei has never received real love, and her stepfather Bi Cheng and his stepfather's son Bi Jianjian, even her sister Li Li selfishly uses her, and there is no temperature around her.
And she was extremely lacking in love, but she gave the only "true feelings" to two people.
One is Liu Huaqiang.
Li Li took Li Mei to see Liu Huaqiang for the first time, and secretly created a "fate" for the two of them to be together.
Li Li, who was well aware of Liu Huaqiang's personality, resolutely opposed Li Mei following Liu Huaqiang, and while warning Liu Huaqiang to stay away from Li Mei, Li Li bitterly persuaded Li Mei to leave Liu Huaqiang, but to no avail, Li Mei said to Li Li:
I've never met a guy who treated me so well, and I don't care what he did before or what he does now, it doesn't matter to me, what matters is that he's nice to me.
In fact, what Li Mei wants is very simple, just as long as Liu Huaqiang is good to her, and this kind of good, for Li Mei, is not simple, at least, the original family, Li Li married her to the son of the vice president of the bank for more loans, no one is good to her, between simple and not simple, she wants to be very pure, and this purity is enough to support her to accompany Liu Huaqiang to the end of the world.
The second is Meng Fei.
Meng Fei is Li Li's daughter, but Li Mei brought up from childhood, according to Li Li, Li Mei and Meng Fei are more like mother and daughter, when Li Mei followed Liu Huaqiang around, Meng Fei became the only concern in Li Mei's heart.
When Meng Fei had a birthday and a final exam, she couldn't help but contact; Li Li strictly supervised Meng Fei's pocket money, but when Meng Fei needed money, she spoiled and connived; in order to keep in touch with Meng Fei, she gave Meng Fei her own BB machine number on her own initiative...
She only wants to be good to Meng Fei.
Liu Huaqiang, let her get "good", Meng Fei, let her pay "good", a kind of love, a kind of affection, lingering in her heart, leaving some warmth.
But I have to admit the fact that for Li Mei, who is not too strong and does not have fierceness, the love and affection she cannot give up are not at the same time, and if she chooses love, she chooses to take risks, and family affection will become her biggest weakness; choosing family affection, she chooses freedom, and also chooses self-help.
But what she chose was to want both love and family affection.
In the end, her love is ruined by family affection, which is her self-inflicted responsibility for not measuring her own strength.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" >02 Kindness</h1>
Although Li Mei is the person who cried the most in "Conquest", and also lived the most depressed and appeared to be a little weak, it is undeniable that her "weakness" also hides her kindness.
When she inadvertently found Liu Huaqiang's gun hidden in the file bag in the cabinet, she went to Li Li at a loss to talk to her, she was scared; when Liu Huaqiang, Jin Bao, and Dapeng planned to shoot Song Laohu, she stopped taking the shotgun in Jin Bao's hand, she was worried; when she moved with Dapeng, she found the puppy that was rubbed by the car, she crouched down and picked up the puppy and brought it back to the rental house, she softened...
Especially when Liu Huaqiang, Jin Bao and Dapeng were surrounded by the police, Liu Huaqiang took a mother and son as hostages and demanded that Xu Guoqing withdraw, facing Liu Huaqiang and others who were in a desperate situation on the one hand, and facing the children who were crying in fear on the other, she snatched the child from Liu Huaqiang's hands and advised Liu Huaqiang:
Hadron, I really want that child, but the doctor said I can't do it, it's all my body, the next life, I must still follow you, this time we come back, you killed your enemies, I didn't stop you, but he's a child, he's just a child, Hadron.
In the final moment of life and death, Liu Huaqiang chose to obey Li Mei's "kindness", he put down the hostages, and also gave up resistance, so that the police did not waste a bullet.
Li Mei, got the fruit she wanted, kept the kindness in her heart, but had to admit: for the world, she is great, but for Liu Huaqiang and his brothers who are on the opposite side, their jianghu does not need kindness, and once they have, they have to pay for it.
In the end, they did pay the bill, with their already precarious "life".
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" >03 stubbornness</h1>
Li Li paranoidly advised Li Mei to leave Liu Huaqiang, but Li Mei stubbornly did not abandon Liu Huaqiang.
Li Mei did the two most stubborn things to Liu Huaqiang.
The first thing: resolutely stay by Liu Huaqiang's side.
She knew that Liu Huaqiang was married and had children, and she still stubbornly stayed by Liu Huaqiang's side; she knew that Liu Huaqiang was a hooligan, and even rose to the point of killing people with guns, and she also stubbornly stayed by Liu Huaqiang's side; she knew that what Liu Huaqiang gave her was freedom, and she could leave at any time, but she still stubbornly stayed by Liu Huaqiang's side.
She has a stubborn dependence on Liu Huaqiang.
The second thing: be sure to give birth to Liu Huaqiang's child.
After Li Mei became pregnant, although at the beginning, Liu Huaqiang tried to dissuade Li Mei from insisting on giving birth to a child in a precarious situation, But Li Mei told him:
Rest assured, I will not drag you down, I will stay alone, I will give birth to the child, raise the child... When I raise the child, I will take him to you... They wouldn't sentence me to death when I was pregnant, and I knew the law, even in prison, I could raise my child.
In the end, Liu Huaqiang agreed to give birth to the child.
And when the doctor told her that her body was not suitable for giving birth to this child, she begged the doctor and asked the doctor if there was no hope left, and when the doctor shook her head again, she walked away sadly and desperately, and she sat alone and cried wildly on the crowded street.
She has a deep obsession with giving birth to a child of Liu Huaqiang, and when the obsession is destroyed, she suffers everything silently alone.
What I never understood was: What is the meaning of these two stubbornness?
Choosing to escape with Liu Huaqiang, she never had the slightest happiness, lived depressed, and even nearly collapsed; chose to give birth to a child, never from the perspective of a child to consider the future, she only needs to be present.
But since you have made a choice, you should be clear about your situation and the state of mind and mentality that should be matched with this situation, or even any decision.
All she has to do is have two words: accept. Accept the reality that Liu Huaqiang will lose his life at any time, and accept the fact that they are not suitable for children at all.
But she still stubbornly wants to grab the extremely rare "light" in these facts, and in the end, she will not get anything, nor will she get it.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" >04 is not self-aware</h1>
Li Mei has always boasted that she is not a troublesome woman, a woman who will not drag Liu Huaqiang down, but what she may not do is so.
For Liu Huaqiang, she did four "most troublesome things."
The first thing: Hui Hengzhou privately contacted Meng Fei.
After Liu Huawen was cut, Li Mei followed Liu Huaqiang back to Hengzhou City, and could not help but miss Meng Fei, so she ran to the phone booth to call Li Li's home.
On the phone, she inquired about Meng Fei's situation and revealed the news of Liu Huaqiang's return to Hengzhou City.
Li Li, who learned the news, after Wu Tian was shot, the first person she suspected was Liu Huaqiang, so she guessed Liu Huaqiang's revenge plan and called to inform Feng Biao to flee.
So that Liu Huaqiang's real revenge object, one can't touch his shadow, and one has to thank her for her whistleblowing grace.
Second thing: for fear of revealing his whereabouts.
When Li Mei found Liu Huaqiang's gun in the cabinet file bag, she was frightened, and she asked Li Li to talk.
Li Li asked her to persuade Liu Huaqiang to leave Hengzhou City, and when Li Mei left in a panic, she "worriedly" followed Li Mei and found Liu Huaqiang's hidden residence, causing Liu Huaqiang to have to move.
In this matter, not only li Li's heart was exposed, but also Li Mei's lack of heart.
The third thing: give Meng Fei BB machine number privately.
Soon after returning to Hengzhou, Li Mei gave her BB machine number to Meng Fei.
And this number, Liu Huaqiang warned her not to tell anyone, but she still told Meng Fei on her own initiative, and when Meng Fei summoned the BB machine, she panicked and thought that Meng Fei had an accident and must go out to call Meng Fei.
Starting with Li Mei's return call, Liu Huaqiang also began the road to destruction.
Fourth thing: personally send money to Meng Fei.
As a bait for the police, Meng Fei asked Li Mei to give her money on the grounds of asking for money.
And Li Mei, about to leave Hengzhou City with Liu Huaqiang, she was reluctant to Meng Fei, she cried to Liu Huaqiang that she would never see Meng Fei again, and after Liu Huaqiang compromised in her tears, Li Mei chose to personally send money to Meng Fei.
The unsuspecting Jin Bao and Li Mei were successfully tracked by the police who were ambushed at the intersection layer by layer, thus once again exposing Liu Huaqiang's hiding in the den of "Weng Village".
This exposure, Liu Huaqiang was completely destroyed.
Li Mei, seemingly "not troublesome", but in her reluctant affection to Liu Huaqiang to create too much trouble, and every trouble, may become Liu Huaqiang's ruined "opportunity", and she does not know it.
For the world, her "self-inflicted trouble" has become the most favorable means of self-destruction to disintegrate Liu Huaqiang's gang, and for Liu Huaqiang, her trouble of making up her own mind has paved the way for Liu Huaqiang's downfall, and for herself, she has borne the "guilt" of personally destroying Liu Huaqiang.
<h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" > Li Mei, who lives a painful and self-absorbed life, has characteristics that are incompatible with the situation, and is pitiful and hateful</h1>
In the whole play, Li Mei has hardly laughed, not even a trace of other "loose" emotions, she has been "tight" in the predicament that she wants but can't hold, and this abyss-like life is pitiful, but this is her own choice.
But when she chose, she could not give up her true feelings, could not let go of her inner kindness, could not do without her stubbornness towards Liu Huaqiang, could not imagine the fatal threat to Liu Huaqiang by herself again and again, for Liu Huaqiang, Jin Bao, and Wang Dapeng, the final "turtle in the urn" ending, she should be "hated".
When Li Mei accompanied Liu Huaqiang to the hospital in a taxi to visit Liu Huawen, she was faced with a police car roaring by and a rapid alarm:
Li Mei shook Liu Huaqiang's nervous hand.
When she was finally rounded up by the police, she held the hostage child snatched from Liu Huaqiang's hands and said to Liu Huaqiang, Jin Bao, and Wang Dapeng:
I'm sorry for you guys.
For wrong, yes and no.
Just a sigh.