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Book Title: Above Friends
Author: Mian Bao
Protagonists: Shemi, Song Zhilan
Tags: modern romance, urban marriage, sweet pet, sadomasochism, love at first sight
Recommended Index: Five stars
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Xue Yifan and I have been classmates from junior high school to high school, and we are considered to be dead parties.
Not long after we met, he told me that he had a crush who had liked him for many years but hadn't been together.
So I carefully hid my crush well, and any care and care for him that was different from his friend, I could use us as a sworn party to hide my intentions.
I was afraid that he would find out that I had feelings for him and become estranged.
In the months when he fell out of love, all my thoughts were spent on him except for my time at work.
Make him happy, accompany him to buy drunks, and accompany him whenever he wants to do it.
"Shemi, you hold this, don't crouch in the corner next time."
After serving him breakfast for months in a row, and after cooking, I looked at the key in his hand and smiled speechlessly, full of joy.
"Hmm."
"What to eat tomorrow, I see that the refrigerator is gone, I will buy it again."
"Whatever."
I was so happy I didn't notice the carelessness in his tone.
Before I went out, I was already imagining my good life with him, but I had to pretend that there was no wave because I took care of his emotions.
I care about him, always pay attention to everything about him, always put myself in his shoes and think about problems, try to synchronize with his feelings, and forget about myself.
"I'm gone, remember to have breakfast."
Suppressing the tone of my voice, I shouted to Xue Yifan, who was stroking a cat on the balcony.
He turned his head, the morning sun sprinkled on his face, as if covered with a veil, and I saw in a trance his warm jade eyes looking at me.
"Well, be safe."
Such a normal conversation can almost satisfy my secret feelings for him for many years.
Yang Yang once advised me not to cling to it any longer, I and him will not have results, and in the end it is still me who is hurt.
It's not that I don't listen to advice, it's that I can't control my feelings, and I can't let go of him.
He was different from me, and his liking for him occupied my entire youth and was difficult to give up.
After opening the door, I instantly froze the smile in the corner of my eyes.
Xue Yifan's ex-girlfriend, Zhao Zhao, was standing outside the door, her eyes full of anger and disbelief.
She must have heard my conversation with Xue Yifan, and looked at me with a look of resentment in her eyes: "You guys..."
Xue Yifan, who heard Zhao Zhao's voice rush over, pushed me aside.
He didn't have the slightest control, and my whole body fell to the side, my arm slamming into the wall.
The pain is transmitted from the arm to the heart.
I felt that I could hardly breathe, and my heart twitched with pain.
Xue Yifan panicked and held Zhao Zhao, seeing that Zhao Zhao had been staring at me, he eagerly explained, "Zhao Zhao, Xie Mi is just here to deliver breakfast, don't misunderstand." ”
He turned his head and looked at me: "Shemi, did you say?" ”
Two pairs of eyes looked at me, one full of pleading, one full of hatred.
Looking at them, my heart felt like someone had been slashed open with a blunt knife, and the pain was long and sharp.
Zhao Zhao could easily let Xue Yifan deny the ambiguity between us and deny that we had transcended the relationship of friends.
I clutched the key in my hand, stood up straight, and smiled, "Yes." ”
Zhao Zhao's gaze paused in my hand, and he smiled lightly, as if he was laughing at his own stupidity.
She asked Xue Yifan, "What does the key in her hand mean?" ”
Her laughter made me feel like my unsightly fantasies before I went out were punctured.
Both embarrassing and helpless.
The laughter that was pulled out hard could no longer be revealed.
I desperately wanted to escape.
"This, this, this is..."
I searched for pictures of me and Xue Yifan getting along, trying to give an explanation based on this.
But nothing was found.
He never gave me a promise.
The key is really just a key, with no other meaning.
"I gave her the key, I was sleeping when she came to bring breakfast, and the key was convenient for her to come in and give it to me with breakfast."
Xue Yifan said, "There is absolutely no other meaning. ”
Then he said, "Xiao Zhao, if you don't like it, I won't give it." ”
After speaking, Xue Yifan turned his head to look at me, and his eyes were cold and distant.
"Shemi." He called my name, in a reproachful tone.
The key in my hand was held in my palm, and years of friendship made me instantly understand the meaning in his eyes.
He told me to hurry up and hand over the keys and leave.
I moved my heavy body and opened my palm to place the key on the shoe cabinet.
As I passed them, my head buzzed, I could barely think, and hurried away from where I had always wanted to step into, like a losing challenger.
Yeah, I lost.
Lost to Zhao Zhao.
The few months I have spent with Xue Yifan and our 8 years of friendship cannot match the possibility of Zhao Zhao coming back again and wanting to reunite.
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