Jia Pingwo: Going to the future alone

Many people say that they are lonely, and people who say that they are lonely are not lonely. Loneliness is not being snubbed and abandoned, but ignorance of oneself, not being understood. The truly lonely man does not speak of loneliness, occasionally making a long roar, like the beast we see.

The weak live in groups, so there are many sentient beings. The purpose of the struggle of the weak is to transform into the strong, like the transformation of the chrysalis to the moth, but once the transformation is successful, it loses the original requirement to satisfy and enjoy the desire. The king is like this, the celebrity is like this, the money of the super-rich has become a profession, and the breeding of pigs is not for love.

I have seen quite a few depressed people, and I have seen some people who have made their skin and hair strange, and they seem to be lonely, this is not loneliness, it is loneliness, they want to be the wheat of June, but they grow only a foot high and produce panicles, and the fruit is only the size of a fly's head.

There are lonely people in every profession, and I met one in the literary world. His fame spread throughout the country, his slander was overwhelming, he was always silent, spoiled, living and writing, but I knew he was lonely.

"Sir," I approached him one day, and said, "think about it, when everyone is staring at a bowl of meat and trying to eat it, but you run away first, can you avoid being attacked by the crowd?" ”

He listened to me, didn't say yes or no, didn't stop and shake my hand, and suddenly tears flowed down his face.

"Sir, sir..." I said to him.

"I'm not alone." He said, hurriedly walking away.

I thought I was going to be his confidant, but I failed, so why did he cry, and what does "I'm not alone" mean?

A year later, the writer published a new work, and on one page of the book I read the words "Sages act mediocrity, adults be careful", and I finally understood that the world does not easily leave a person alone, living in groups needs a balance, jealousy and caused by slander, strangulation, humiliation, blowing and persecution, if you no longer get rid of the ying, you will be ordinary, if you continue to walk, walk, finally make the sentient beings unable to catch up, the sentient beings will cheer and worship you, respect you are sacred. The divine is truly solitary.

People who move toward loneliness have a hard time accepting pity and compassion.