What is a good girl?
In high school, the principal taught us
In my educational philosophy, all good girls must be slim and tall.
In The Word of the Lotus, the beauty of the lotus is the first word to be used to describe it.
Of course, the principal wanted us all to be as beautiful as lotus flowers.
But, more importantly, the lotus, comes out of the mud without staining. She wants us to be clean, to clean ourselves.
1.
Clean and good, if the words on the gentleman in ancient times were well understood, that is, never with the insidiousness of the world, clinging to the heart.
But once you put on a girl's body, that means there can be a lot, and the most important meaning is to praise a girl's loyalty and unshakable qualities.
Faithful. Loyal to what? Loyalty to faith? That's a bit of an exaggeration.
True chastity is purpose of desire.
But who can do without desire?
What a good girl not to swallow! I remembered what the teacher had said.
However, why can't the normal physiological needs be solved, and blindly want to endure.
"You can let go, as long as you are not afraid of being called a wave, being called a storm, being called a floating flower."
She added, as if she could see our confusion.
It's her preventive shot, warning us that if we let go, there will be endless danger.
2.
If I refuse to bite the hand that feeds me, protects myself, makes choices with my heart, and 'lets go', it's subtle and won't leave anyone with any sound. So can I continue to be a good girl?
Shy enough to protect yourself.
As a result, I managed to safely find the best looking and decent guy in my class.
He was the kind of person with a strong hormone secretion that he couldn't resist swallowing.
Once, I had just finished a professional class, and it was my turn to be on duty that week, but I was so tired that I opened my eyes and looked at it, and I fell asleep. He was wiping the blackboard for me in a gentleman's place.
Shortly after the midsummer, he was still wearing short sleeves, the fabric was very thin and sweaty, so I could almost see the movement of his back muscles. I'm not sleepy at all.
He would occasionally turn around, and because of the sweltering heat, the small piece of copper he had unwrapped at random was enough for me to imagine his body as strong, healthy, well-proportioned, and energetic as his back.
At that moment, I could only hope that the temperature would be a little higher, a little hotter, so hot that he couldn't help but pull out the only piece of clothing on his body, so that I could see what kind of texture it was with no cover at all.
I want him!
But I couldn't stand the name "that girl is too flirtatious"
So I bowed directly to him, pretended to call him "you", and I said "thank you for wiping the blackboard".
3.
He said we could be boyfriend and girlfriend first. We say yes to be responsible! I had to pretend to be a surprised little white rabbit and couldn't speak. He insisted I shouldn't be afraid. He did everything afterwards, without danger. But I didn't say a word about sending me home.
Afterwards, he wrote me a lengthy apology letter on social media saying he was too impulsive but irresponsible!
So no matter how long it takes, I won't go back. Slowly, he stopped.
Then he stopped bothering me.
As for the school, I was invisible and no one knew. It's just that whenever I see him on campus in beautiful clothes, I think of that insatiable dog, and then I become a "gentleman."
I'm safe, no fear, able to get myself out of the way of getting to know another person quickly, I'm not dirty, I'm still a good girl.
But this experience was not good enough...
