The pen falls into the storm, the poem becomes a weeping ghost god, I am a little ash who travels through time and talks with your heart, and I am glad that we can meet friends in literature.
Today an article is hot in the circle of friends.
"The MD who changed careers to 5 years as a code farmer committed suicide after returning to the hospital.".
He was a promising student, and what caused him to give up his life in his golden age.
Is it because he can't adapt to his new life? Or was the leadership too harsh on him? Or are you ashamed that you are 30 years old and still haven't achieved anything?
In fact, the collapse of adults is often a premeditated plan after accumulation.
Adults often carry a lot of burdens, on the one hand are young children waiting to be fed, on the other hand are the elderly who are sick in bed, with a mortgage and car loan hanging from their heads, behind them is a burning fire of debt, they can't stop for a moment, they can't be like children, tired, unhappy, crying, no one can feel your heartache and sorrow.
Just like the mirror person, you are full of smiles in the mirror, but in reality, your heart is dripping blood, even if you are on the verge of the abyss, like walking on thin ice, you have to be silent.
When I was a child, I didn't understand why the elderly liked to bask in the sun while reminiscing about the past.
When I grew up, I realized that everything I saw was a memory, what my heart thought was the past, and what I saw was regret.
It is never the last straw that crushes the camel
Speaking of which, I have to mention the popular TV series "I'm Fine in Other Places" that I watched some time ago.
The TV series is mainly about four girls who come to the metropolis to work hard, living hard and vigorously.
But no one expected that the person who was least likely to go to the end of the road committed suicide.
Lively and cheerful, like a sunflower Hu Jingjing fell off the bridge because of her mobile phone, she also got off the line like a kite, Peng's sudden disappearance disappeared, leaving friends and family with only endless sadness and incomprehension.
Some people have questioned whether her psychology is too fragile, and a small thing will make her jump off the building?
In fact, what crushed the camel was never the last straw, it was the explosion of all emotions.
Hu Jingjing originally had a group of like-minded girlfriends, a stable and comfortable job, and a good expectation for the future.
But all the beautiful apparitions shattered on her 26th birthday.
No matter how stressful life is, the 26-year-old has learned to be silent and wear a mask to live, even if her wounds are bloodied in private, but she is still the smiling little sun in front of her friends.
But she is not a Maxima who strives to be self-motivated, and she does not have the appreciation of Bole.
The fruits of Hu Jingjing's labor were trampled on, and she refused to compromise and was forced to fire the squid.
Losing her financial resources, she faced a crisis of debt, and the interview was blocked by the previous leader, and she repeatedly ran into a wall.
Struggling to clean up her mood, she sent herself to the police station in order to help her girlfriend.
Life is so hard, but the days have to go on, she wiped her tears and kept going, but she was soiled by someone else's favorite dress.
On the way to find my girlfriend, I received a debt collection call, and the moment I hung up the phone, the phone accidentally fell off the bridge.
Only one traffic light time, exhausted all hopes, like a leaf of duckweed, and finally chose to end the curtain with the attitude of sunset.
In fact, where there are good years in life, it is just someone who carries the weight for you.
The adult world is full of wars and chaos, and everywhere is a burden forward.
The popular web drama "The Silent Truth" has a clip that is sad to think about now.
"But I still lost my wallet, and I lost my wallet..." The male protagonist, Jiang Yang, cried loudly.
No one spoke, no one made any movements, friends were silently accompanying him, and everyone understood his pain, his depression, his helplessness.
Ten years of persistence, ten years of suppression, he also seemed to hesitate, but he still had expectations in his heart, and the faint lights still illuminated the way forward.
He was once a prosperous and promising public official, but the death of a volunteer teacher broke his peaceful life.
In order to investigate the suicide of the volunteer teacher, he embarked on a thorny road.
Little by little, the evidence was excavated, but little by little it was destroyed by the light and justice, the witnesses were blatantly killed, and they were suppressed and threatened by the evil forces in the background, and they were unjustly imprisoned.
When he was released from prison, he couldn't find a job and had to stick a mobile phone film.
But reality did not let him go, he was penniless, his wallet was stolen.
He had never shed a tear in ten years. But today, just his wallet was lost, and he cried, cried, cried like never before.
He cried not because he lost his wallet, but because of the hard work he had put in for ten years, and the helplessness, anger, and repressed emotions that had accumulated in his heart for a long time, and finally he lost his life for it.
Many people say that boys have tears and do not flick, but who understands that a penny is difficult to defeat the pain of a hero? Who knows the heartache of a woman who is difficult to cook without rice?
In fact, all people who are on the verge of collapse know that if you endure the calm of the wind and waves for a while, take a step back from the sea and the sky, and return home, you can lick your wounds, but life is often a few traffic lights, and the emotions can no longer be endured.
Someone once said that in this world, no one will live a smooth life.
Life is tragic enough, don't make it worse, you need to learn to release yourself and accept yourself.
Collapse hides cruelty to yourself, release it and you can get born again.
Some people say that when he fell into the water, he thought that the end was ahead, but the moment he looked down, he saw twinkling stars.
Even if life bends your spine, but your heart is still there, the hope is still there, and the moment you may look back is a beautiful scenery.
It is possible that the arsenic of the other is exactly my honey, even if life gives you bitterness, you must find sweetness from it.
From tomorrow onwards, be a happy person, work at sunrise and rest at sunset.
Facing the sea, spring blossoms.
I'm here to sleep with you every night!