QQ space log 11 years ago, youth and memories that can't go back - "Bad Boy"

Written in the front words: on a whim to open the QQ space, suddenly saw the 2009 log, still remember that I was in the Internet café with headphones while writing while crying, that kind of heartache and heartbreak is very difficult to express in words or language. Maybe it was because we were crazy back then, or maybe I regarded you as my best friend at that time, ignorant and ignorant to make you a friend with the deepest feelings.

We all don't know how to express each other, thinking that we can always be best friends until the end. Youth without regrets, thank you for your company. In the end, we in the Gang of Five have our own path in life.

This article was written in 2009 to release youth. The years are quiet, you and I are lying well in each other's friends list.

"Bad Boys"

The world's best paintings will be cheap without feet

Among us, there are countless memories, and among the memories, there are the quarrels that once we had, the little quarrels, and now, become sweet memories. I like you because you were the first friend I made in an "alternative" way, and even more because you were my first nemesis, the one who pushed my heart. Once, your grandmother objected to you being friends with me, saying that I was a bad boy and would take you bad. But despite your grandmother's objections, you resolutely decided to be friends with me. ­

Whispering too husky, the atmosphere becomes awkward

We are girls, girls have too many secrets to say, even if it is a small thing that can not be small, it can become a secret, a secret belonging to us, these secrets can not be passed on, because it is our secret.

You said you wanted to see heavy snow, but it's summer

We all have a common hobby and like to wander the side of the road in the middle of the night. One night, we went to the "Golden Triangle", which was very chaotic, but we still bravely went forward, until, there, a man came to talk to us, trying to trick us into the dark alley, and we did not know that we were afraid. It just so happened that the "Fox Spirit" and his friend were playing slot machines in the "Golden Triangle", and I was so frightened that I shouted: "Brother Fox, you are coming out!" As a result, the man was scared away, and we, feeling thrilled, did not dare to explore inside. ­

The next day I thought about what happened last night, and I just felt funny.

­

You never loved to play umbrellas, like my white shirt

You're in love. I think, pretty normal, because the person in love is you. But one day you came to me and told me that you had lost love, the kind of lost love that you couldn't talk about. In the rain, you move forward alone, I accompany you, we rain together, accompany you to get rid of this mood of lost love. You want to drink beer, the beer is bitter, and I feel bad about drinking it. ­

It was autumn, late autumn, and you were sick and coughing all day. ­

You bad boy, don't don't talk, don't rub your eyes without tears to wipe

We played so crazy, and the final result, of course, was a decline in grades. ­

That day, you went drinking with them, went back to the classroom with a flushed face, and I took you out of the classroom while you were in class. We were hiding in the stairs in the middle of the campus, and you cried and said to me: I want to go to high school, I want to go to college, I really want to....... My dad and my mom pinned a lot of hopes on me, and as a result I...

I say to you, don't mess with them, be quiet, just like me.

You say, there is no turning back. ­

You bad boy, no one blames you, love is free, I should bear this change

That night, you hang out with them and play with the rides. ­

You had a car accident, it was bad, a cerebral hemorrhage. When I went to see you in the hospital's heavy cell, it was very painful, very painful, your face was not as cute and swollen as before, and there was an oxygen tube in your nose, and when you looked at me, I wanted to cry, but I held back. Ask you, does it hurt. You answered me in a weak voice: Pain...

I couldn't help it, hiding in the bathroom and crying bitterly. ­

Your hearing loss in your left ear, hearing and hearing, may require bringing a hearing aid. Rao Xueman said in "Left Ear" that the left ear is connected to the heart. ­

After we graduated, we parted ways, and although we lived in the same town, the same street, and faced each other, it was difficult to play together. I sent you a message: I miss you, you forget me. After a long time, you replied to me: I haven't forgotten you, and I often mention you with my friends. ­

(Two years later, the CD sees a reply to this log)

DT, I only saw this of you today, these bits and pieces you still remember, I watched, can't help but cry. Thinking of our ideals at that time, the simplicity and beauty of that time, I never thought about it, and I can never go back... Yes, although living on a street, after graduation, I have never really played together, whether I have no time or am afraid of delaying your study, I don't know. After graduation, I didn't make any friends, and my true friends are still those in junior high school. After the car accident, I changed, not as lively and active as before, and I was not willing to give my heart, and I felt that others would laugh at me. Those few days of college entrance examination, seriously, I remember that you and DD are also going to take the test. When the exam is over, will you go to a university abroad? I am now in Guangzhou, will you come to Dongguan in the summer? I want to see you, I don't know if it will be embarrassing to see you again...

edit

​