#影视杂谈 #
She once met someone she liked, but that person gave up fighting for their great future because of cowardice; there was once a man who was deeply in love with her and wanted her to marry him, but because the time was not right, she refused. But the things of the world are so difficult to say, people guess the beginning, but they don't guess the end.
All the pictures in this article are from the TV series "Kangxi Dynasty"
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Su Ma Lama was left alone with herself since she was a child, and after entering the palace, she met Empress Xiaozhuang, who was loved by the empress dowager and left behind. From that day on, the empress dowager gave her the name Su Ma Lagu. From that day on, the empress dowager told her that Xuan Ye was her brother and her master, and asked her to serve her wholeheartedly and not to have any undivided thoughts.
From then on, the sensible Su Ma treated Xuan Ye as his own brother, and of course treated him with a sense of awe like his master.
When Xuan Ye was young, he had smallpox, and it was Su Ma who risked his life to offer the mustard grass eaten by folk cattle, which made Xuan Ye get out of danger and turn the crisis into safety. This life-saving grace shows Su Ma's love for Xuan Ye.
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In this way, Su Ma grew up with Xuan Ye. Until one day, Su Ma accompanied Emperor Xuan Ye to visit the talented scholar Wu Ciyou, and her heart suddenly trembled. Hearing Wu Ciyou talk to the emperor about the past and the present and comment on political affairs, his full of economy and talent deeply attracted her. At that moment, her heart blossomed for Wu Ciyou.
And Su Ma's thoughts about Wu Ciyou were also detected by the emperor. In the room where Wu Ciyou was temporarily staying, the emperor and Wu Ciyou sat and talked about the past and the present, and Su Ma made tea for the two of them. When Su Ma poured tea for the emperor, he accidentally spilled the tea, and even almost burned the emperor. Su Ma has always been cautious and careful in doing things, so through such a small detail, the emperor sensed Su Ma's thoughts about Wu Ciyou.
Like all people who fall in love, Su Ma always wants to do something for Wu Ciyou. She noticed that the cloth shoes worn by Wu Ciyou were already damaged, so she took advantage of the kung fu of boiling water to secretly measure the size of Wu Ciyou's shoes in the middle. After returning to the palace, she made several new pairs of shoes for Wu Ciyou. The stitches and threads of those shoes are their own shy love.
When he and the emperor went to visit Wu Ciyou again, Su Ma quietly put his shoes in Wu Ciyou's room. Of course, when Wu Ciyou saw it, he also understood Su Ma's intentions.
In fact, when Wu Ciyou first met Su Ma, he already had a good feeling for her. When he saw the shoes that Su Ma personally made for himself, his heart was also full of joy.
Two people who love each other, if they can be connected, what a good marriage. Unfortunately, Wu Ciyou did not fight.
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In the process of getting along with the emperor before, Wu Ciyou had never discovered the true identity of the emperor, and he only thought that the emperor was an ordinary rich man. Until one day, the emperor told him that his true identity was the Kangxi Emperor. The emperor wanted to keep Wu Ciyou by his side and worship him as a teacher, so that he would always accompany him. But Wu Ciyou refused, because he felt that since he knew the true identity of the emperor, he could not talk to the emperor as freely as before.
Although the emperor was reluctant to do so, he still allowed Wu Ciyou's resignation. On the occasion of Wu Ciyou's parting, the emperor asked him if he had any requests, no matter what he asked, the emperor would allow it, whether it was something or a person, but only this one opportunity, missed this opportunity, the emperor may regret it. The implication is that if Wu Ciyou asked the emperor for Su Ma, in this case, the emperor would agree.
The emperor was waiting for Wu Ciyou to say that he wanted Su Ma. At this time, Su Ma was hiding next door, and she was also waiting in her heart for Wu Ciyou to propose to the emperor to ask her.
However, Wu Ciyou thought about it for a while, and finally told the emperor that there was no request. When the Emperor heard this, he was happily relieved.
Wu Ciyou resigned, and Su Ma quickly caught up. Su Ma was bitter and angry, and she scolded Wu Ciyou, why didn't she ask the emperor for her? Wu Ciyou told Su Ma that although he did not see the true identity of the emperor at the beginning, he saw that the emperor liked Su Ma, so he could not take the love of the Son of Heaven. Even if he proposed to the emperor today that he wanted to take Su Ma with him, the emperor would have a time of remorse, and in the future he and Su Ma would not really be able to live together in peace.
Wu Ciyou's heart must also be painful, because he also loves Su Ma, if the emperor is not the emperor, he must fight with him, but he is the emperor, where else does Wu Ciyou dare to fight. Wu Ciyou can only complain: there are countless sentient things in heaven and earth, and the world is full of helpless people.
After Wu Ciyou left, Su Ma's heart also followed. She shut herself in her room and filled her empty heart with spinning and weaving all day long, otherwise how would she survive this long time?
This was the first time that Su Ma loved someone deeply, but he couldn't love it. She hoped that Wu Ciyou would be brave enough to take her with her, but Wu Ciyou's rationality and cowardice towards Huang Wei made them both go their separate ways from then on. In the days to come, I don't know if Wu Ciyou will regret why he was so undetrous in the first place, and why he should leave such a big regret in his life because he is so forward-looking.
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After Wu Ciyou left, not long after, the empress dowager pointed out that the marriage was to let Su Ma marry the emperor. The empress dowager made this decision because she saw that Su Ma had always taken good care of the emperor from childhood to adulthood, and was extremely loyal and caring to the emperor, in addition to the most important thing was that the emperor also liked Su Ma in his heart.
Su Ma did not dare to disobey the will of the empress dowager in public, but she was very determined in her heart that she would not marry the emperor. On the one hand, she has always treated the emperor as a younger brother and a master, on the other hand, her heart has been given to Wu Ciyou, where is there room to love others.
On the big wedding day, Su Ma cut out his home. She knew that anyone who resisted the will of the empress dowager would not have a way to live, but she had already made up her mind.
Fortunately, the emperor interceded for her, which escaped a disaster, after all, the emperor really liked her, how to bear to let her die. Since then, Su Ma has become a master of Su Ma, leading the cultivation in the palace.
Although Su Ma is a woman, she is bold and resolute in her heart.
She knew very well what she wanted and what she didn't want. She bravely fought for what she wanted, and she flatly refused even in the face of great pressure. She lives really, lives transparently, lives obediently to her own heart, the road is chosen by herself, the choice is what she wants, then she will not regret it in the future.
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Knowing wu ciyou's news again, it was many years later, and this news was told to Su Ma by Wu Ciyou's students. Su Ma accidentally learns that Li Guangdi is a student of Wu Ciyou. Once Li Guangdi went to visit Su Ma and asked Su Ma for help. Li Guangdi mentioned that he was a student of Wu Ciyou, and he had thought that Su Ma had known this for a long time. But Su Ma said, "I don't know, no one told me." ”
Before Li Guangdi left, Su Ma didn't ask a word about Wu Ciyou, and Li Guangdi finally couldn't help but ask Su Ma, Don't you want to know the situation of the teacher? Of course, Su Ma wanted to know, but she suppressed herself, and she said to Li Guang, "If you don't say it, I won't ask." ”
Yeah, for the person you once loved, what is the difference between asking and not asking? Asked if you want him to be good or bad? It's all over, just let him go.
Li Guang said: Wu Ciyou is already dead, he died a few years ago.
After listening, Su Ma's heart was deeply stung. I don't know how he's doing now, but I don't want to know that he's dead anyway.
This person she once loved deeply, the person who made her remember half her life, never again.
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Fortunately, for the rest of her life, Su Ma gradually fell in love with another person, and that person was the emperor who once wanted to marry her as a concubine but was rejected by her.
However, Su Ma's love for the emperor is known only to herself, and she does not desire anything, but quietly loves the emperor without asking for anything in return, and is good to the emperor.
Before Su Ma died, she wrote a letter to the emperor, in which she said that she had deeply loved the emperor for more than thirty years, but she could not say it. She made up her mind to write a letter to the emperor to tell him her true heart, but after writing it, she burned the letter again.
Su Ma loved Wu Ciyou for the first half of her life, but she and Wu Ciyou had no relationship and could not be together in the end. For the second half of her life, she loved the emperor, but in the end she did not say it, only buried this love deep in her heart.
It is a pity that there are countless sentient things in heaven and earth, and the world is full of helpless people.
Fortunately, there aren't so many obstacles in our real lives to keep two people in love.
If you can, be brave enough to pursue what you love;
If you can, don't look ahead and find reasons for yourself;
If you can, don't let yourself be left with regrets for the rest of your life.