Author: Shanjia
Yang Mo's "Song of Youth" was read in the first grade of primary school. I distinctly remember that it was one night, at my brother's desk, that I stumbled upon this thick novel. I just wanted to try to turn a few pages, but I didn't expect it, I read it smoothly, and there was really no problem with any miscellaneous words. At that time, I was very surprised by my reading ability.
Now that I think about it, the author Yang Mo, it is with her easy words and full of enthusiasm that she has touched hundreds of millions of readers and achieved the red classic "Song of Youth".
Don't look at the young age at that time, but also for Lin Daojing, Lu Jiachuan, Jiang Hua and other people's revolutionary spirit and surging with excitement, but also despise Yu Yongze, who studied the old paper pile every day, was also too backward, no wonder Lin Daojing looked down on him, and the two later broke up.
When people reach middle age, they know that Yu Yongze's prototype is the famous scholar and prose master Zhang Zhongxing, Yang Mo's ex-husband, and the time span is somewhat long.
01
Zhang Zhongxing, born in 1909, Isaac Yang Mo is 5 years old. When Yang Mo was 17 years old, the two met.
Originally, Yang Mo's family lineage was considered prominent, and his father Yang Zhenhua graduated from Beijing Normal University and later became the president of a private university. Yang's father was a genius in business, because he ran a school, he received a large donation, so he used the money to buy a large amount of land and rent it to farmers. Rent is then used to maintain the school's cash flow, so that the money is not exhausted.
Generally speaking, men have money to hiss, and Father Yang is no exception, and he began to spend days and nights drinking and marrying his aunt's wife. Yang Mu Ding Fengyi, the eyes can not rub sand, since you dare to marry your aunt's wife, I am the original wife, but I am not polite, just pick it up.
The common Cloud family and everything are prosperous, and the family is not harmonious, and the cause will be defeated. Sure enough, Father Yang ate, drank and gambled, the school could not be maintained, and he himself owed a large debt. Father Yang is also a "man" who does not give in, slapping his ass and dodging people, this year, or everyone cares about each other.
Yang's mother is also not a fuel-saving lamp, the family road fell, she fixed her eyes on her daughter Yang Mo, and urged her to marry an officer, not to worry about eating or wearing. Moreover, the family can also borrow the light, and this marriage is really cost-effective in the eyes of Yang Mother.
But who is Yang Mo, playing the little parents is not harmonious, noisy and noisy every day, the chickens and dogs are restless, but they can't hold back more books. In the embrace of the book, seeking tranquility and comfort is Yang Mo's favorite thing.
Life is precious, and love is more expensive. Well, thirty-six counts, go for the best policy. Therefore, Yang Mo ran away from marriage.
Seven things to open the door, chai rice oil salt sauce vinegar tea, no matter where a person goes, always have to eat. Man is iron, food is steel, and a meal is not eaten hungry and panicked. Therefore, finding a job has become Yang Mo's primary priority.
After being introduced by a friend of a friend, Zhang Zhonghang appeared because Zhang had an older brother who was the principal of the primary school.
At the age of the flower season, Yang Mo met zhang Zhongxing, who was polite and polite.
The Yang Mo in Zhang Zhongxing's eyes is like this: she is 17 years old, medium in stature, not fat but partially plump, and her eyes are bright and energetic. The speech and demeanor are refreshing, idealistic, not worldly, and seem to be full of feelings.
At first sight, the two immediately became fond of each other. Besides, At this time, Zhang Zhongxing was a student of Peking University, but in Yang Mo's view, there was no taste of arrogance at all, and he was very approachable. The two talked very happily, very speculatively.
Since then, under the strong recommendation of Zhang Zhongxing, Yang Mo has been given the position of primary school teacher, which is September 1931.
02
Yang Mo went to Xianghe to teach, Zhang Zhongxing was still studying at Peking University, and the two Hongyan exchanged affection, heating up quickly.
At this time, Yang Mu was seriously ill, and the trustee found the eldest daughter Yang Mo. In this way, Yang Mo returned to Beijing. And the feelings with Zhang Zhongxing are even more love, and soon the two live together.
Although the material conditions are not abundant, in the spiritual world, the two have a lot of fit. For the sake of the beloved girl, it is said that Zhang Zhongxing found the most favorite one from the "Lefu Poetry Collection" -
In February and March of Yangchun, the willows are flowers, the spring breeze enters the boudoir overnight, and the Yang flowers flutter and fall to the South Home. Weak feet out of the house, yang hua tears were stained. Autumn to spring also double swallows, may the Yang flowers into the nest.
Under the aura of love, Yang Mo marched in the direction of his wife, buying vegetables and cooking every day, washing and cleaning up the room. Housework is like this, more and more, there is no end, and there is no effect.
Besides, in the Yang family at that time, there were groups of servants, and Yang Mo did not stick to the Yang Spring Water at all. After a long time, Yang Mo felt depressed. After all, this is only a girl of less than twenty.
Once, at her sister Bai Yang, Yang Mo came into contact with students with progressive ideas, and she was deeply shocked by their theory. Perhaps, it was at this time that the prototypes of Lu Jiachuan, Jiang Hua, Lin Hong and others began to appear.
Frozen three feet, not a day's cold. Zhang Zhongxing and Yang Mo, the common language of the two is getting less and less. In a family, not afraid of silence, afraid of indifference, the hearts of two people, if they are estranged, are not far from the end of the breakup.
In 1936, the two broke up, to be precise, Zhang Zhongxing was broken up, after all, he was always attached to the one-day couple Bai Ri en. But Yang Mo's heart had already walked high on the road of revolution. If you want me to turn back, there is no way!
The love crystallization of the two, a little princess, is also conceived in Yang Mo's belly.
The road is facing the sky, each side, and the next two are married separately. Yang Mo married the old revolutionary Ma Jianmin and had two sons and a daughter. Zhang Zhongxing married a virtuous wife and had four golden flowers. Zhang Zhongxing's life is really the life of his grandfather, if you add Yang Mo's thousands of gold for him, five golden flowers plus body, the aroma is pleasant.
03
In 1958, Yang Mo's novel "Song of Youth" came out. Adapted into the film of the same name, Cui Song personally directed, Xie Fang played Lin Daojing, and his character modeling was even more popular——
The schoolgirl was wearing a short white foreign cloth cheongsam, white socks, white sneakers, and a plain white handkerchief in her hand.
Four whites, combined into the pure world of Lin Daojing's young jade girl.
As a result, Yang Mo became famous in a battle. Even Premier Zhou Gong invited Yang Mo to his home in Zhongnanhai as a guest, and claimed that when his wife read the novel, she wept bitterly for Lin Daojing's bumpy fate...
Yang Mo was on fire, but Zhang Zhongxing's life was not good. In the eyes of a thousand people, there are a thousand Hamlets. But in the eyes of tens of millions of people, Zhang Zhongxing is Yu Yongze in the novel, selfish and backward, only knowing to delve into his own old paper pile, an old antique.
Zhang Zhongxing, there is a mouth is difficult to argue, he can not always see a person, just explain to others: I am not Yu Yongze, Yang Mo is not Lin Daojing. Otherwise, there is no silver three hundred and two here, not you, why explain it, neurosis.
In a word, Zhang Zhongxing was still grayed by the novel "Song of Youth" and could not lift his head in the unit.
Zhang Zhongxing himself, with a frank heart: "This is a novel, according to the tradition of Chinese cataloguing, into the sub-department, and into the history department of the work is not the same." People write novels, not historical memoirs, so why take it seriously? Even if You change Yu Yongze's name to Zhang Zhongxing, that is also a novel, and I will not come forward to explain and protest. I think fiction belongs to artistic processing, so I am not ashamed. “
A few words, Zhang Zhongxing's cultural literacy, jumped on the paper, too high-minded. But the wife is a full-time housewife, she can not do it, Yang Mo is quite an opinion, safflower always has to match the green leaves, you are safflower, you can not always put others under the feet of it, where there is such a trick drop, too bullying!
Dao is different and does not want to conspire with him, although Zhang Zhongxing said that although he has thousands of troops in his heart, he is still safe on the surface. What can be done? Chill it. Why stop the slander? No argument also.
During the Cultural Revolution, someone ran to Zhang Zhongxing and wanted to dig up Yang Mo's black materials. But Zhang Zhongxing did not fall into the well, and always told him very calmly: "At that time, Yang Mo was more revolutionary than me, more active than me, she was straightforward and enthusiastic, she had the ideal of saving the world and saving the people, and had the courage to seek her realization..."
Here in Zhang Zhongxing, I did not say a single Word of "No" from Yang Mo.
The road is facing the sky, each side, the clean person cleans himself, the turbid person self-turbid, everyone has their own cognition, can not control others, do a good job of themselves.
Yang Mo heard this, was surprised and grateful, and personally wrote to Zhang Zhongxing. After all, the two also have a bond with the little princess.
04
In 1974, Ma Xuran learned that his biological father was Zhang Zhongxing. In the hearts of the younger siblings, they never felt that this sister was related to them in any way. Because her stepfather, Ma Jimin, was quite kind to her, and he never scolded her angrily. Enjoy the treatment of a little princess at home, awe-inspiring and inviolable.
Xu Ran is a beautiful woman, in the eyes of his brother old ghost, when he followed his sister who was ten years older than him through the Chang'an Grand Theater, because her sister was a dancer, wearing fat blue silk lantern pants, her body was slender, she walked in a variety of ways, and she was particularly eye-catching in the crowd, like a fairy. The men and women who came to the front stopped separately, while the sister stood up with her chest up, and there was no one around, and her demeanor was elegant. The old ghost proudly described his sister, really like the moon among the stars, beautiful and delicate.
Yang Mo was also interesting enough, and the first time Xu Ran talked about Zhang Zhongxing, he said that he was an upright person.
In 1978, Xu Ran, who was working in Guizhou, wrote to Zhang Zhonghang for the first time. Who knows, after Zhang Zhongxing received it, he immediately gave his daughter a warm reply: You call me sir, I don't know if I can tell you the real situation, before your mother also promised me that I can see you, in fact, I am your father ..."
In 1980, Xu Ran was transferred back to Beijing to work as an editor in the Municipal Federation of Literature and Literature. He met with his biological father Zhang Zhongxing many times and also made an appointment with his father.
In front of outsiders, Xu Ran called Zhang Zhongxing "Mr. Zhang", and in front of the Buddha, he called "Father".
In Xu Ran's eyes, her father was particularly learned, and the content of the first letter left a deep impression on her——
Not only because of the constant blood relationship, but also because his writing is very clean and beautiful. I wrote old style poems for fun, and he said to me that this is not good, that is not right, and pointed out to me a bunch of not coming.
As soon as I said that the text was clean and beautiful, I immediately thought of Zhou Zuoren. Zhou Zuoren is also Zhang Zhongxing's teacher. After liberation, Zhou Zuoren was a mankoroach. It is reasonable to say that going is the love point, not going is the duty, more is not as good as less, but Zhang Zhongxing still insists on going to the door, and the teacher is unforgettable. From this, it can be seen that Zhang Zhongxing is a person.
In 1995, Yang Mo died. Wu Zuguang called his old friend Zhang Zhongxing and asked him if he would attend the farewell ceremony.
Zhang Zhongxing refused, saying: There are two reasons for the so-called farewell, or the two sides have feelings, or the two sides respect each other. For Yang Mo, neither.
After the ceremony, Zhang Zhongxing received a letter from his daughter to the effect that he was born with a grudge and a grudge, and if the person has passed away, he will forgive it.
When Zhang Zhongxing replied to the letter, he said that when people are there, I am silent; when people are gone, I will not say anything.
In 2006, Zhang Zhongxing passed away at the age of 97.
Some people, walking and walking, go into the depths of the soul; some people, walking and walking, fade out of sight. Some people, who have known each other for a lifetime, are only as good as the beginning, and it is difficult to communicate; some people, once they have known each other, are just like the return of the deceased, this is fate, but it is impossible to ask for it.
The past is like the wind, suffering without words is a kind of wisdom, and pain without saying a word is a kind of cultivation.
What do you think about Zhang Zhonghang and Yang Mo?