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The novel "It is difficult for a lover to become a family" (84): emotional self-thought

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When he specifically pointed out the rumors about the affair between Xu Hong and Yuxiu in the village a few days ago, Yuxiu couldn't hold back his anger anymore, interrupted Zhong Shichang's words, and shouted sharply: "Secretary Zhong, you have said so much, can't you listen to me?" ”

Suddenly, Zhong Shichang looked at Zhang Yuxiu, whose lips trembled with anger, and was stunned, and couldn't help but open his voice and ask, "You, what are you going to say?" ”

"I asked the leader to do research first, and then give instructions."

"On what basis do you say I'm not investigated?

"According to your chasing after the wind and listening and believing, according to your untargeted ......"

"What? I've been talking to you for a long time, but it's all targeted? You comrade must have a proper attitude towards criticism! "Zhong Shichang never expected that a mere Zhang Yuxiu would dare to collide with himself so presumptuously. He was so ashamed that he waved his arm and swept the teacup on the table. Tea and wine were on the table, and the cups rolled to the ground with a crisp cracking sound.

When Mrs. Zhong heard this, she stumbled into the house, and found that Zhong Shichang was still angry, and she was trembling with anger, and Yuxiu was bending down to pick up the broken cup on the ground, and Mrs. Zhong said to the old brother with disgust:

"Wasn't it still drizzling just now? Why did you scrape off the big smoke bubbles in a blink of an eye? Shichang, what's the matter? Look at the ...... that you off."

"You ask her, you ask her!" Zhong Shichang stretched out a trembling finger and pointed at Yuxiu and shouted, "The cadres who are making trouble in the reform right now are all tigers who can't touch their buttocks, and this is worth it!" ”

Yuxiu suppressed the grievances with the self-esteem of a strong woman, controlled the tears rolling in her eyes, looked at Mrs. Zhong, and said softly:

"Auntie, I'll tell you another day." He asked Zhong Shichang inquiringly, "Secretary Zhong, am I leaving?" At this time, she found that the domineering demeanor of the secretary of the municipal party committee was no different from the arrogance when he first met her more than 20 years ago, and a cool air had penetrated her spine. She didn't wait for the secretary of the municipal party committee to say whether she agreed to leave, and resolutely turned around and walked out of the house.

Mrs. Zhong hurriedly shouted: "What time is it, Yuxiu, eat dinner and then leave." ”

Xuhong's daughter-in-law Shujuan also chased after her and shouted, "Sister Yuxiu, why don't you leave without dinner?" ”

She didn't answer, but took three steps and two steps, just wiping the tears of grievance with her arms while rushing out of the courtyard of Lao Zhong's house.

In a moment, she lifted her tear-stained face and looked up at the sky, where the first stars seemed to be blinking at her with sympathetic eyes. The night was dark, and a thin night mist floated on the street. The houses, the trees, the figures, and the bells of the cows returning from the herdsmen were all immersed in a cloud of smoke.

The novel "It is difficult for a lover to become a family" (84): emotional self-thought

Suddenly, her grievances and anger turned into an irrepressible resentment: what a heavy price a woman needs to pay for pursuing a true relationship and sincere love all her life! Everyone in Ketun understands in their hearts that Xu Hong and I have loved each other since childhood. It is also clear now that it was you who snatched the big stick of reactionary descent and feudal lineage and smashed the happy marriage that we should have been born with.

Now, out of my sincere friendship with Sister Shujuan and the holy rules of the current marriage law, I have tears and endured the suffering, let the heavens testify, and ask the earth to be a guarantee, since the more than 20 years since I beat Xu Hong and got married, have I ever had a little deviant action with him? Or is it the private affair between men and women who are regarded by the world as lowly and undisciplined? But I love him so much! He really loves me! Is it not permissible for a man and a woman to have a pure love relationship apart from marriage?

Nowadays, whether in the city or in the countryside, loveless marital relationships abound, but they are all regarded as legal and protected by the law. However, a pure, true, and noble love relationship that fails to obtain a marriage relationship because of persecution is unjustly criticized and condemned by society! Is it fair? Is it reasonable?

At this time, Zhang Yuxiu, the female manager who was hurrying on the foggy Tun Street, issued an inner complaint angrily. In the midst of the accusations, there is even a rebellious impulse. Why should you pay attention to the influence in your life, in the heart of the secretary of your municipal party committee, isn't it just to confirm that I, a woman who is a subordinate worker, is seducing your nephew, messing with the relationship between men and women, and ruining the family style of your old Zhong family's famous family?

You know, like Dong Dianshun, those nasty embryos, how can I say that my broken toe will not damage my hair. But you, a big cadre who will tremble in the whole region when you say a word, if you really like what you just said, you are ashamed of the words that hurt me all my life, and you will come to deprive me of this little bit of love after 20 years of patience yesterday? Do you still want to be the Dafa Governor who rules my life again? Unfortunately, this is not what it used to be, that sad era is over!

Now, no one can take away my right to love! If I break the can and break it, as soon as I get home, I can call him, cry at him, throw myself into his arms, and then, untie my clothes, share the bed, and give him the whole body? …… Ahh

Yes! Sweet pain!

Dusk. The village head, Zhong Xuhong, wandered alone for a long time outside the small elm wall of Zhang Yuxiu's house at night.

In the second half of the day, Yuxiu went to meet the secretary of the municipal party committee at the appointment, and Xu Hong slipped back to his office of the villagers' committee with anxiety. Later, when he was about to get off work, the nomad who was talking to Yuxiu with the secretary returned from Lao Zhong's house to the village guest house where he was boarding. Xu Hong hurriedly ran into the nomadic people's houses and asked, "Are you done talking?" ”

You Huamin, who knew the delicate relationship between Xu Hong and Yu Xiu, looked at Xu Hong with a worried expression, and asked funny: "Are you worried that the female manager of your company will be criticized and aggrieved?" ”

made Xu Hong's face flushed, so he was not embarrassed.

To be continued......

This novel is set against the backdrop of rural reform in the north and depicts real life at that time.

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