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My name is Li Jiaqi and I am 25 years old. Formerly an editor for a media company, now working for an advertising agency. I come from an ordinary family, my parents are ordinary working-class people, and they have always had high expectations for my future. I have an older sister who is two years older than me and she is married and has a lovely daughter. I love my family, and even though we have some friction at times, we both know that the love for each other is unconditional.
I used to have a deep relationship, and that was when I was in college. His name is Zhang Liang, and he was a classmate of mine in college. We are in the same department, often taking classes together and studying together. He is a sunny, cheerful boy who always manages to lighten up the atmosphere around him. We naturally came together and became lovers.
It was a wonderful time for me. We spent a lot of happy times together, participating in club activities together, watching movies together, and eating together. I feel blessed and feel like our relationship will last forever. However, the tricks of fate are often beyond human imagination.
After we graduated, he chose to go to another city to develop, while I stayed where I was and found a stable job. At first, we were able to keep in touch and video chat every night to share our lives with each other. But over time, distance has brought some rifts in our feelings. I began to feel that he was getting colder and colder to me, and his replies were becoming more and more rare. I tried to ask him, but he always avoided talking about our relationship, and I felt a little uneasy.
Until one day, I received a text message from him: "Jiaqi, let's break up." "At that moment, it was as if my world had collapsed, and I had no idea that he would make such a decision. I didn't understand what was going on, and I didn't know what was going wrong between us. I tried to keep him and talk to him, but he always avoided me and refused to meet. Our relationship, without any communication, ended.
I spent the days after the breakup painfully, trying to keep myself busy every day, but the deep wounds in my heart could not heal. I used to think that our future would be promising, but now it is a blank slate. Every night after the breakup, I would lie in bed, thinking about him, thinking about the good times we had, and my heart ached.
However, just as I was about to drop everything and start my life again, an unexpected piece of news shattered my peace.
I looked at the flashing handwriting on the screen of my phone, and an inexplicable excitement swelled in my heart. The sender of the message turned out to be Zhang Liang, the person I once loved deeply. I couldn't help but click on the message, which read: "Jiaqi, I know it's very sudden to contact you like this, but I really want to see you, can I meet?" ”
Looking at this text, I felt as if I had gone back in time, and my heart was filled with all kinds of contradictory emotions. On the one hand, I still love him deeply and hope to be with him again. On the other hand, I don't know why he contacted me out of the blue, and my heart was full of doubts and uneasiness. However, that love in my heart overcame everything, and I decided to meet him anyway.
I replied to his message: "Okay, we can meet. "Then we agreed on a time and place, and on a weekend afternoon, Zhang Liang and I met at a café.
When I saw him walk into the café, I couldn't help but feel mixed emotions in my heart. He was still the same sunny look, but I could feel a strange aura about him, as if he had gone through a lot of things that I didn't know.
"Jiaqi, long time no see." He walked over with a smile, his voice a little hoarse.
I smiled and responded, "yes, long time no see." "We sat down in a corner of the café, looking at each other with intertwined eyes and some hesitation.
"How have you been?" He broke the silence and tried to find a topic.
"It's okay, it's just a little busy at work." I replied casually.
"Me too, it's a lot of pressure." He ordered a cup of coffee and took a sip, seemingly at a loss.
The conversation between us seemed a little stiff, as if there was an invisible wall blocking us. I wanted to find an opportunity to ask him why he contacted me out of the blue, but I didn't know how to say it. Until he put down the coffee cup and raised his head again, his eyes revealing a hint of hesitation and unease.
"Jiaqi, I want to apologize to you." He finally spoke, his voice a little muffled.
"Apologize?" I looked at him with some surprise, wondering why he was apologizing to me.
"Yes, I know I'm not good enough for you, I'm sorry." His eyes were a little misty, as if he was recalling the past.
I was silent for a moment, then said softly, "Actually, I have a lot to say to you. ”
He stared at me with a hint of anticipation and anxiety in his eyes, as if waiting for my next sentence.
I sighed softly and said, "I also know that a lot has happened between us, and maybe we're not doing a little bit well. ”
He nodded, as if acquiescing to what I was saying.
"However, I don't regret the time we used to be together." I continued, "I still remember all the wonderful memories we had in college, the moments that made me feel so happy. ”
As he listened to my words, a glint of emotion flashed in his eyes.
"I know we used to love each other, but the distance and time between us have gradually made us strangers." I continued, "Perhaps, we should learn to let go of the past and start over. ”
His eyes became more complex, as if he was thinking about my words.
"I also feel like we should give each other a chance." He finally spoke, his voice tinged with determination.
I looked at him with emotion and relief in my eyes. Perhaps, this meeting did not solve all the problems, but at least we are willing to try again and start again.
We continued to talk for a long time in the café, talking about each other's lives and work, and reminiscing about the past. Although some topics make us feel awkward and unnatural, we all try to face them and overcome them.
When we left the café, I felt a lot of hope and anticipation. Perhaps, this encounter is an opportunity for God to give us a new look at each other's feelings and rediscover the happiness we once had.
When I got home, I picked up my phone and sent a message to Zhang Liang: "Thank you for your company today, I feel very happy." ”
After a while, he replied: "I'm also very happy and hope we can continue to keep in touch." ”
I smiled and looked at the words on my phone screen, my heart filled with gratitude and joy. Perhaps, this is what fate has arranged for us to meet again and come together again.
As time went by, the contact between me and Zhang Liang became more and more frequent. Every day, we message each other, share each other's lives, and talk about trivial things at work and in life. Slowly, the relationship between us became deeper and deeper, as if the fire of love was rekindled.
With his encouragement, I also began to re-examine my life and strive to pursue my dreams and goals. He was always there when I needed support and encouragement, giving me the courage and strength to believe that I could do anything.
We also became more and more natural and pleasant with each other, as if we had never been apart. Every time I talk to him, I can feel his care and care, which makes me feel very happy.
However, just when I thought our relationship was solid, an unexpected event shattered my beautiful illusions.
That night, I was preparing dinner at home when my phone rang out of nowhere. I picked up my phone and saw that it was Zhang Liang's phone. I was a little surprised because he rarely called me at this time.
"Hey, Zhang Liang, what's wrong?" I answered the phone, feeling a little uneasy.
"Jiaqi, I have something to tell you." His voice sounded a little nervous.
"What's the matter? What happened to you? I asked, a hint of foreboding welling up in my heart.
"I ...... I'm leaving the city. "I was shocked by his words, I didn't expect him to make such a decision at all.
"Leave? Why? "I tried to control my emotions, but I couldn't hide the loss and sadness in my heart.
"My company transferred me to another city, and I had to leave here." His voice sounded hoarse, as if he was pained by the decision.
"And what about us?" I didn't know how to deal with this sudden change, and my heart was filled with fear and uneasiness.
"I don't know." His voice was a little weak, "But I hope that the relationship between us will not change because of the distance, and I will try my best to see you." ”
Hearing his words, my heart was filled with emotion and gratitude. Although there will be many difficulties and challenges between us, I believe that our love will overcome everything.
"Thank you, Zhang Liang. I'm sure we'll get through this. "I tried to control my emotions and tried to give him some courage and support.
"Thank you for your understanding, Jiaqi. I'll arrange everything as soon as possible and then go see you. There was a hint of firmness and determination in his voice.
After hanging up the phone, I sat quietly on the couch, my heart full of mixed emotions. Although I know that there will be many difficulties and challenges ahead, I believe that as long as we love each other, we will be able to overcome everything.
As the days passed, the contact between me and Zhang Liang remained frequent and close. Although we are getting farther and farther apart, our feelings are getting deeper and deeper, as if distance can't stop us from loving each other.
Every night, I would wait for his news, chatting about each other's lives and work. Even though we couldn't meet face-to-face, we could still feel each other's care and warmth through phone calls and videos.
However, as time went on, I began to feel a little lonely and uneasy. In this strange city, I have no friends, no relatives, only loneliness and endless longing.
"Are you okay?" Every time he called, I asked.
"I'm okay, what about you?" He always asked with concern.
"I'm fine, too." I tried to hide my inner turmoil, not wanting him to worry.
However, I knew I couldn't rely on him all the time and couldn't make him all in my life. I had to try to adapt to this new environment and find my own life and happiness.
So, I started to take the initiative to meet new people, participate in various social activities, and try to adapt to this new city. Although everything is strange and unfamiliar, I believe that as long as I work hard, everything will slowly get better.
In this process, Zhang Liang has always been my support and encouragement. Whenever I felt confused and lost, he was always able to show up in time to give me some advice and help. His care and concern made me feel incredibly warm and made me feel like I was not alone.
However, as time went on, I began to realize some problems. Although our relationship is still deep, the distance between us seems to be getting farther and farther away, and our lives are gradually starting a new trajectory.
I began to think about the future between us, and I began to think about whether we could come together. As much as I love him, I don't know if we'll be able to overcome all odds and come together.
However, I knew I couldn't keep dwelling on my own doubts and uneasiness and that I had to make a decision. I had to be brave enough to face my feelings and be brave enough to pursue my happiness.
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